siansation ;

today was damn FUCKING freaking boring lors . the lessons all sucks , especially MT . luckily i brought my mp3 to listen , if not , i would have been bored to death . then , with my very poor mood , i got a very sad sad news , that i FUCKING FUCK freaking failed my chinese by half marks . whatever , i'm so down that moment to like move or talk or whatever . i just listen to my songs , sing along and feel sad for my self , cry in my heart , sob in my own world . whatever .
today, everything seems so wrong , so cold towards me .. i don't know ...... sigh ,
anyway , luckily got my friends to cheer me up hur , especially vani , you see her you will laugh le . hahas , okok , don't bad-mouth her .


after school , went to get music room keys and went up for sectional practice , - why didn't you come ? .
yeah , then practiced on someother clarinet , damnit , i really do wish to hold back my darinet again . hee , tomorrow i'll be able to see it ((: . happy happy (:


sigh , no one knows how i feel ? geez , i'm so messed up and confused .
my life's full of tangles and curls , where am i heading ?
please talk to me , please make me laugh , please hold me tight , and don't let go .
why so cold towards me ? do we really have nothing to talk about ? or just no fate to be together after all ? .
you don't know how much i love you . but i'm still balancing on this thin line , i'll wait .
i'm so disappointed in you . totally , you totally bring me down .


sigh , i'm so sad today hah . sectional practice was horrible , cuz the band was in a mess and not many were serious . cuz some no scores whatever , so bored . whatever , just hope YCMB can really hold on . i will not give up on my band , yeah , i believe my band will turn for the better . always believe in myself , yup . not being too overly-confident right? anyhow , i'm kinda beat , i wanna bathe and take a nap already .
please sms me?



xoxotina