BLOOD

bored bored bored bored and boredomness . why the freaking hell is it so boring ?
sigh ,
today , i practiced my darinet for quite long , yeah , i love my darinet so much . it's like it is finally repaired and back to me ! BUT , WHAT THE CIAO HELL MAN , mr han found out that there's no bass clarinetist and not even a bass clarinet . then he asked who is the sec twos in the clarinet section , me and samantha raised up their hands . then he CHOSE ME !!!!!!!!!!!


mr han : okay you *pointing to me* , will be playing the bass clarinet okay . i will talk to ms tan (our conductress , mr han is her assistant) about it .


OBVIOUSLY , I WAS LIKE HUH !?! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damnit you lah , i just got back my dearest darinet and now i'm going (or not ?) part with it to get a new bass clarinet ?
comon man , i wanna play clarinet TT_TT ... sobs . well then , if i really get to play the role of a bass clarinetist , so be it (: . anyway , the newly bought bass clarinet will be recorded as first played by christina tan pei ching in yuan ching band . LOL . kekekke.


just now the sky poured raindrops on us , HEAVILY . like first time i saw the rain falling so heavily . the wind is like really strong lor . i was at the kitchen cooking maggie mee goreng , then suddenly BOOM . the window closed by itself . scare the buuzeeekos out of me . yeah , i was like , what the hell , the wind is really strong enough to even push the window. as i look out , the trees are like going to get blown away anytime , and everyone on the streets were drenched . so poor thing . just imagine the heavy rain falls tomorrow on the start of the mass run . everyone will be YAY ! and can get caught in the rain . so long never rain and the weather sucks to the core man . i miss the feeling of getting drenched in the rain . wahhaa. get sick and don't come to school !


BORED , tomorrow got mass run . tuesday got P.E T_T . and most probably we will be practising the fart leg . whatever whatever . i so not interested in physical exercise can . BUT ! NOT FORGETTING AFTER SCHOOL ON TUESDAY GOT BAND !!! AFTER BAND GOT BBQ !!! wwwoooooooohoooooooo!! . i can't wait for it .
then , on thursday , there will be a balloon-making workshop because yuan ching band is going to participate in the Balloon Hat Festival this june !! hahahaa , really exciting week (((: woo , go yuan ching band ((:


boy , look up at me and see .
the love i have for you .
it's standing strong and true .
boy , do you feel
the same way like i do
please say it loud that you love me so
because i simply need that just to survive.
our world seems so cold ,
yet you weren't there to keep me warm
i'm walking alone ,
there's no you beside me
my heart isn't complete ,
without you and me
oh baby , without you
there's no me ...
hey , i want you to know ,
i'm holding on ,
i don't wanna let go
boy , i love you so much ,
why can't you feel it
why can't you see ?
everything you say ,
means something to me ,
everytime i look into your eyes ,
i see that love , but i can't feel it .
but i want you to know ,
you meant so much to me ,
i'm holding on so tightly ,
don't let me go so freely .
i just wanna be by your side
because that's the only warmth i can get.
i love you so ,
in our world ,
where there's no you ,
there's no me
without you ,
i'm gone ..



xoxotina