Just finished "spring cleaning" !!!! Oh well, at least.. I cleared the table & dressing table and am doing some magazine cut-outs so I could paste em on my walls :D Still have to clear out my closet but...... who the fuck is gonna open up my closet? Anyway there's no big party so I'm not gonna care much about it HAHAHA life sucks.

Oh few days back I sent out my resume! To three hotels .... thinking whether I should send to a few more cus ....... I don't want to end up nowhere for attachment. Oh God please reply reply reply. Oki, even if they did reply, I still have to go through interview, yay.

I just figured I should go sweep the floor or something.. And I hate it when I see my brother's iphone, sometimes I wished I had a iphone instead. my head's like a block, hard to make up my mind.
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Yknow what, I've been keeping it, but I've been crying everyday.
For a week.




Am I depressed?



P.S I really want to blog more but my life's not interesting unless you want to hear me rant about me owning against AIs in my favourite DS game HAHAHAHAHAH (Might and Magic: Clash of Heroes, fucking addictive)
Oh wait.. AIs are for computers, PS2/3s and Xboxes right? Whatever.

P.S.S I am very, very pathetic.

My bro got an iphone! So envious! I NEED A ITOUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!111
OKI OKI NOT A NEEED, it's a total want okay!?!
So like after much thoughts, didn't regret not getting iphone instead of nokia cus I can jailbreak my itouch and get all the apps I want!!!!!!!!!!!!111 ME IS SO SMARTZ FOR ONCE! Like heart pain ar if you jailbreak your iphone ........ err iphone can jailbreak mehzzz hahahah i talk like i know how to jailbreak liddat. actual fact is, i know no shit about it i just like to play the apps/games/taptap lah! always borrow people's one and play, make me feel so lousy only.

CANT WAIT TO START ATTACHMENT IN MID 2010 AND IF IM SAVING UP RIGHT I'LL BE ABLE TO GET MY HANDS ON ONE IN 2 MONTHS TIME THEN :3 HAPPY YIPPEE! Oki that's like so long. AHAHAHA

Oki today quite adventurous ar cus Wafi, PY, Ros and me went to catch My Ex, a Thai horror flick. HAHAHAH scarier than Shutter lehhhhhhhhh like scared me a couple of times till I wanna pee in my pants. just kidding bout that part me so thirsty lor never bought any drinks. It's quite nice!
It's veh sad cos it's about this guy who made promises to his girlfriend but then broke it and even made her preggos ): He went out and cheated on her etc and broke up with her aaaaaaaa typical SLS (sad love story). Oki so yea, I can't believe she actually _______. it's so disturbing I don't know how she did it but go catch t movie if you can!

OH AND SORRY PY IF THE MOVIE REALLY TRAUMATISED YOU ):

If you realised nowadays I've been blogging ehhhhh.. Bored, and I'm trying to start studying here!!1111, just started on the evolution of cookery -.- first chapter only and my itchy hands went to blogger.com

Ugh why do I like lying to myself. I hate pretending.
I've got so much things to say to you but whenever I need you you're not there ):


OKAY SHUT UP XXXTINA CONTINUE STUDYINGGGGGG!!!111

saturday also flag day arh

So unlike all the peeper who get to rest on Saturdays, headed to school today!
On t way saw some ycss students doing flag day, was reminded of the times when I was in their shoes! Like sorry lo, we not so guai stand there and collect money HAR HAR t girls and I went to Frontier cafe to indulge in yummy roti prata then headed to my place to play Fatal Frame! HAHAHA, that's soooooooo secondary school days oh gosh... OH! Then so I was reminiscing of all the good o' times then I saw my junior! ERrrrrrrrr holding that flag day bucket also HAHAH!

I was like "OMG HOW.. WHAT.. SECONDARY WHAAT NIAO?!?!"
She went "Sec 4 alr!"

WTH! Just two years back I was Sec 4 and she was Sec 2 niao she grown up going to take O levels this year lehhhhh waaaooooo unbelievably time past like vroom!
& also it've been 6 years friendship with my sec sch friends and I'm so happy that we still meet up and such.. BIG LOVE FOR YOU GUYS! <3 WEDNESDAY IS YCMB'S PERFORMANCE MUST GO OKI?! IM GONNA FALL SICK AND GET MC ON WEDNESDAY HAHAHA SO FEVERISH PEOPLE CUM TO ME NIAO.

Today I had a nightmarish kind of dream. Erm oki, not like hauntingly scary but well disturbing cos I was this fugly guy who got tortured by this mad crazy psycho who tries to be an inventor or scientist whatever. So practically it was a blood bath, was covered in bruises, cuts, dried blood you name it. Then he sliced out half of my head and inserted a huge tube and sucked all my blood out. Have no idea how that happens, HAVE NO BLOODY IDEA WHY I WAS STILL ALIVE DURING THE PROCESS and thank God it was just a dream cos there wasn't any inch of pain.


bored.. time to watch some flick :D

most of the times I wished I was skinny and beautiful, so that I can gain acceptance, confidence, and so much more of your love.

omg it's only the third week.
thinking if subjects like principles of supervision and communications skills were omitted, how fucking less packed my schedule would be. wow.
there's a assignment tmr, sort of like discussion andddddddddddddddddd i have no idea what i'm gonna do about it! don't feel like either.
so.. do we like em.. have to do handle with assignments or projects while in the kitchen?
gawd, i know life sucks for everyone except for some lucky muthapuckers out there so yea, time to go and make up a story how bout like how much I wanted to delibrately burn down the school while I make lamb stew in the training kitchen.

chao.


P.S TODAY VEH FUNNY WE WERE SO BORED WAFI WENT TO ALAMAK CHAT AND HOOKED UP SOME HORNY BASTARDS WHO ACTUALLY CALLED WHEN ASKED TO! Then Wafi so kool he managed to turn the guy on and make him masturbate himself, &. HE. MOANED.
!!!!!!!11 AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, then Wafi was like, "OH YEA IM GONNA CUMMMMMM" and hung up cos we were all trying not to laugh and niao I finally understood why people use "ROFL" cos I really wanted to do it so badly. Like laugh till I wanna pee and tummy ache can? Fucking epic.

BUFFDAY WRISH

ONLY ONE: TO GO TO

DISNEYLAND! MUTHAPUCKERSSSSsss






TO SEE MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER HAHAHAHA GRUMPY DONALD.



Today I was in a good mood HAHAH!
Pretty rare I'd say
Oh and I skipped school today = plus plus point.
Watched He's Not That Into You,, pretty good chick flick. Teared cos of a happy ending :D
Yesterday's K session was awsome, we literally danced! AHAHAHAH
OH I would like to thanks allllllllll who gave their wishes thank you very mucho!
Special thanks to the ones who gave mee gifts! :D (Wafi, M and Wan Teng :D)

BYE!

EDIT: Nuz&Vani got me a cupcake book! SO NICEEEE WILL MAKE CUPCAKES WHEN I CAN! :D <3 Pei Ying made a camera pouch for me, it's really pretty thanks babe ;)

SORRY BUT I HAD TO RANT
WHY MUST WE HAVE 90% ATTENDANCE
I MAY TAHAN FOR 2 WEEKS OR SO,
BUT I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO CONTINUE ON AT SCHOOL AFTER THAT???
BECAUSE ALL THE LESSONS ARE LIKE ___________. sorry im not interested in studying where are the fucking hands-on?
THANK YOU VERY MUCH AR
ESP PROJECTS, FUCK.

Feel like skipping..... someday.
the
school
is
fucked
FML.

I want to be a photographer, travel around the world, get pictures taken and blog em AAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAH.

That's random. I still hate... no I despise school. GOD
AND ITS ONLY THE THIRD DAY OF FUCKING SCHOOL!
Can't imagine how my future's gonna be like, the working industry......
Someone please tell me that I'm not heading straight to my own grave
OKI, I will try to stay positive about life.
Trying.
Afterall we all get to live once and remember this only chance right?

k gotta go pee!

>:(

WTF IS WRONG WITH THE SCHOOL?
NO SANDALS NO SLIPPERS NO ANKLE SOCKS ONLY BLACK SOCKS NO SHORTS ONLY JEANS
WHAT YOU THINK WE PRI SCHOOL KIDS? HELL NO IT AINT MAKING US FEEL LIKE WE YOUNG ADULTS YKNOW. SO NO TIGHTS STOCKINGS DRESSES SKIRTS? WHY IS MY SCHOOL BEING SO RESTRICTIVE??? FOOOOOR WHAT? UPCOMING BATCHES? YOU THINK THEY SEC 1 WE SEC 4? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ANYWAY, LESSONS ARE OKI. BUT SCHOOL IS STILL A DRAG. DREAD SCHOOL.
SCHOOL = STUDY YER ASSES OFF.

AND ANOTHER THING THAT PISSED T FUCK OUT OF ME IS WHEN M AND I WERE AT THE SISTIC COUNTER IN JP. SO THERES THIS COUPLE INFRONT OF US TAKING A LONG TIME AND WE WERE QUEUING UP BEHIND THEM. WHEN IT'S FINALLY OUR TURN, EVEN BEFORE M COULD ENQUIRE ABOUT PARAMORE'S TIX THE MOTHER BITCH RECEPTIONIST (OR WHATEVER YOU CALL THAT ME NO PERFECT ENGRISH) SNAPPED, "SISTIC COUNTER IS CLOSED AT 8." (WAS 8.30 THEN)
YEA RIGHT THEN WHY MAKE US QUEUE FOR NOTHING. HAVENT EVEN ASK NUTS ABOUT ANYTHING HOW YOU KNOW WE WANNA BOOK TIX FROM SISTIC? KNOWN EARLIER THEN TELL US EARLIER THEN WE NO WAIT LONG QUEUE FOR TIX BITCH. TOO BAD I BET YOU FUCKING HATE YOUR JOB CUS YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT CUSTOMER SERVICE IS CAN'T EVEN SAY, "IM SORRY SISTIC IS CLOSED." SOUNDS BETTER RIGHT? EVEN MY PET KNOWS HOW TO SAY THAT OKI ME DONE RANTING.

yea me feelin so crappy nowadays, mood can just turn 360 degrees around.
haha school tomolo bye.

Friends

Although I hated all the studying, fucked up biased teachers, boring lectures, unreasonable "rules" (like how we have to pin up our fringes -.- HAHAH SNOOPY)
well I have to admit, the secondary school life is EPIC.
Friends obviously made it all worthwhile, adding on the journey of a member as a part of YCMB..
That 4 years' something I will never forget for the rest of my life.
The girls and guys I've been close to, all onto seperated roads,
but everytime we meet up and have fun and such, it just felt like I've returned to being a secondary-pain-in-the-ass-school kid. You guys make me feel young again :D
Although it's just chatterings, I love talking to my girlfriends. Just talking, yea. Simple girly talks about boys, school, interests. That's what missing in my life.
&gosh yknow what? I'm gonna turning 18. Yea, life's passing by so fast.
But I wanna replay my primary school life, cos it was just innocently fun. Studies ain't such a big fuck then, after school I'll just head out to playgrounds, mama shops, skipping wha.. supplementary lessons?! HAHAHA.

Losing a friend who was once close to you, that's a start of a phrase you start to be wary of people around you and you learn to start treasure what you have in life.

So random, I know. But once lost, cannot be found right?
Do miracles happen? Not that I know of any.. none happened for me.

Now I know whats the moral of these ramblings,
PART OF GROWING UP; YOU REALISE LIFE IS SHIT BUT THE SHITTIER PART? YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT AND "LIFE STILL HAS TO MOVE ON"!

The "" part is a favourite phrase of Wafi's HAHAHAH!
SCHOOL IS STARTING ON MONDAY! DID I FUCKING MENTION THAT AAAAAAALREADY?!
Not. looking. forward. kthxbye.

P.S Don't know if anyone reads my wordy blog HAHA