What?

No, I thought things would be getting better every passing day.
Who knows? It got worser. Ain't better. Shit.

I wonder how and why.
How can love turn into hatred in a snap?
&Why?

If it existed, everyone would want to use the time machine.
To turn back time, to go back to the memories they missed and they yearn to be with.
To be a happier person, to make the world a brighter place to be.
If it does exist, the world would be full of happy people. Oh I mean, EVERYONE WOULD BE LIVING HAPPILY. (No fcking wars too.)
Imagine all the lovely animals hopping around, no fear of heartless poachers at all.
ERR, wait, that didn't click with what I wanted to say.
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Whatever.

However, life isn't that way. Entangled with roses and thorns, paths of the rockiness and steadiness, it's meant to be?

Like sitting here, blogging some uhh, logical thinking that I'm having inside my mind, what can it do?
NOTHING? Well.. maybe soothes me alittle from the ache.
But, life's so meaningless. Out of sudden.
Oh, it ain't going to go so well either,
cos you won't care.

Someone who used to love me so much,
someone who hates me now,
You.

My brother's going to NS tomorrow! Going to miss him yeah? (I THINK I CAN USE HIS PHONE LAH! DAMN ROCK! :X)

SHIT! I'm starting to eat much again! OH BOTHER
Stop thinking, stop dreaming!
But my heart can't accept.

Thinking alot about deaths lately.. NONON, not suicidal!
Just, what if one day your loved ones had to go?
Yeah, it's natural.
Wouldn't it just be.. so sad?
To never see them again?

What would you do if I'm lying on the hospital bed,
dying? Would you bother?