Oh oops!

Nice.
Now I can sleep peacefully.
Maybe wake up with a big headache?
Drinking with friends is nice. Especially when you have problems,
and you need to get it over with.





Boy.
What can I say now?
I'm misunderstood?


I want to make things clear here. Tonight, before I turn in.
I didn't go around telling people you're heartless.
All I just did was, told them the good and bad times we had.
And yes, I said you were unapperciative and was a dickhead.
I was the heartless person instead. A big hole right in my heart, makes me almost heartless? Counted anot? Hahah.

I never said I was perfect. If I was, I would never complain ever in my blog. Make sense doesn't it? I don't have the perfect figure, the perfect face, the perfect err life, the perfect attitude, BLAHBLAHBLAH.
You know what? No one was ever perfect! The only perfect person I believe who will be, is someone precious in your life and God. (:

This 7 months, after thinking for a long time. It's not wasted.
I was so very happy with you. Because you made me feel comfortable and loved during the happy times. For the bad times, girlfriends told me to just erase them.
I did. And I glad I did.

I don't go around scolding people like anyhow.
Maybe my juniors? Or the guys?
Mostly it's you.
But you told me you wanted to change.
Here I am, to be there to guide you. But I guess, maybe I have lead you to the wrong path.
Mislead, and tragic.

Yes, I did talk about the bad side of you. Like, the things you shouldn't do. Nothing else. But, bear in mind that everyone wants you to change too. That's not the only thing I always do. Love and care? But you'll never believe me. But yes, I know you loved me, and you cared, so much but I never treasured it. Thank you so much. I mean it.

I won't always blame you for the things you do. Most of the time, after our quarrels, I'll blame myself... for hurting you. For not accepting you for who you are. For being someone you'll hate now.

Doing something useful? I'm trying my best to be a good QM in the band. :D
I know I can do it.
I don't know if anyone respects me, but I know my girls do.





After all the talks and drinks with my girls, I guess I'll be fine.
Especially when Samantha made me laugh so hard. LOL! She's cute okay!
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS! :D Thank you so much girls! MUACKSSS!
Alrigghhhhhhhhhtt, had too much rum, dead drunk like Captain Jack Sparrow! Lovin' it :D

I'LL BE FINE.
MAYBE.
WEEE! Thank you Miao. ): ((:


ZZZ! So tired! SAM IS CUTE :D.