Friday, June 8

I don't know

Many doubts.
Need to clear off all this questions.
Then maybe I'll feel better?
Now, I just really.. don't get it.

(_____________________________) Fill in the blanks, whatever you think I'm going to whine about my fucking state I am in now. It's stupid, and it makes me feel stupid.

9am, parents meeting with my teacher. Don't care what he's going to say. Or rather, I don't give a damn? I got no freaking mood for almost anything.
Everything seem to turn, grey? Ohhh, how dark! I like. :D

Horrible horrible feelings stirred up inside me.
Maybe all I need is just a drink. I'll be okay.
Or maybe just a few pieces of watermelon?
Nah, no appetite.
I feel hungry, which is good. Cos I like starving myself when I need food at this time, which is like 9.30.
When I eat, I get bloated, get fat, look fat.
I'm contridicting? No, I think I've gone insane.



LOOK! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I'M RAMBLING ABOUT OKAY!.
FUCK THIS SHIT. I'M NOT EVEN MYSELF!
DRINK DRINK DRINK! DRINK TO OUR HEARTS CONTENT! MUAHAHAH!
Ayee Captain Jack Sparrow! Care to share e rumbly rum with me, hot barnacles?

Walk teh plank dickhead (No, not refering to beloved Jack Sparrow *ticklish smile*)! Yeerr thrown my thump thump down the seeaa!
BAHAHHAAH! Just purely entertaining myself. (:

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