Oh ugh.

Why is it so hard?
Why is it so easy?
Why is it so easy...? For you.


If I'm so wrong
How can you listen all night long?
Now will it matter after I'm gone?

Because you never learn a goddamned thing.
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay.
- Disenchanted, MCR.


God, I swear it's killing me.
Help me.
Save me.
No matter how hard I try,
my heart'll kneel at sight.
I suck, I don't want to be me anymore.
I want to start anew.
I can't find back myself.
I don't know who I am.
I don't know, I'm being sensitive to everything now.
Everything I heard, it kills.
Good or bad, it's still a bad thing to hear.
Bad for my heart to take.
Hurtful for myself to control.
My soul is crying,
I'm going mental.
He misses you. Is it my imagainative play?
Or don't you even care about him?
Ohh, no, I just thought you would still think of him.
No, you don't even bother anymore.
Happy, sad.
Life.

Bloody massacre.
Soak myself in misery,
don't care.

You don't know,
just be happy.
Enough.
I love you. But, it doesn't mean any much anymore.
Regret.
Never regret in life. How stupid to be telling people not to regret, but I myself am.
Gagah.