tsk, don't be snacking while reading ;

bah,
today had 2 nightmares. HAHAHA,
actually, i don't feel scared like i will always do when i have nightmares when i'm small.
i guess i'm wee bit stronger now (:
anyway, if you are curious about my nightmare,
i'll tell. but, don't be snacking or chewing food now, it's kind of gore and gross.

well, it's a blur dream, so it's abit of weird too.
see, my family was cursed for something and we have to sacrifice one of the family members.
which is, my sister. HELLO NOW. i DON'T have a sister in reality, only a brother T_T.
anyways, so this is how it goes, a guy, which claims to be my father, tortures my "sister". and seriously, it's real bad.
she's naked(BLEARGH) BUT, her body is all almost rotten and stuff.
AND SHE'S STILL ALIVE! wow. she screams in pain always. and what i do? i do my own stuff and sometimes, i just happen to pass by my "father and sister". the sight makes me puke seriously. my "father" still steps and torture her like hell despite of the condition she is in.
then finally, she died and GUESS WHAT. (ok seriously, empty anything that is in your mouth.)
my brother and i was eating marcoroni and, some of the pasta was actually made of my "sister's" MEAT. and i only knew that when i had one in my mouth.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! SCREAM NOW PLEASE!!!!
i can even feel uneasiness now.
well, the taste is.. sour. SOUR!!!! FUCK IT! SOUR!!!!
ohmy cheese. then, as i might be the next victim, i called up Xiaxue(Wendy) ((i have no idea why it's she i'm calling.)) and told her that i might be the next victim and might die soon.
and she tells me, okay, listen, i want you to put a sticker behind your neck. so if you die, i can recongnise and will report it to the police.
HAHAHHA, HOW DUMB IS THHAT!

yeah, so after that, before i got killed or anything, my dream switched over to another nightmare. but i've forgotten all about it. BAD. hahah. weird dreams huh?

anyway, i was hoping to come late to school tomorrow, just to skip that horrible MASS RUN.
lol, I HATE TO SWEAT, fullstop.
okay, back to my homework.

even if the both of us could be in a dream, living happily together,
i want to dream of it every night.

<3Minako