Wednesday, May 24

arh. ;

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
damnit, i'm so like, fucking disappointed in my science results.
i got a B.
and i aimed for an A.
I THOUGHT I COULD GET AN A!!!!
fuck, so disappointing. heart-wrenching. :(

because they are all the important subjects, english, maths and science.
and i got all straight Bs for them. LIKE SUCK. SERIOUSLY.
and i hoped that i could get an A for my science as it's tough for me to get As for the rest.
now its like B. FUCKING B .
DAMNIT!! now i feel like i suck.
wait, i already suck from the beginning.
AND I ONLY GOT 2 As. WHICH IS SO FUCKING RETARDED.
somemore it's all for the NOT-SO-IMPORTANT subjects.
well, geography and d&t. what the fuck,
seriously. i feel so,
so, so, useless.
guess i'll be right in 3E2 next year. tsk, i don't want to step into the class at all.

anyway, today i skipped school and stayed at home. then i went for band practice.
waw, we march walk with our intruments in the SMALL TEENY HALL.
so tiring and i really could faint. those butterflies in my stomach and short of breathness.
it's so uncomfortable. don't know why i so stupid to persist on. well, i am stupid, considering the lousy marks i got for my paper. IT'S DEFINATELY NOT MY BEST!! . what the hell, it's all my fault lah. shutup about it anyway, christina.

tomorrow will be at Science Center during school hours! AHAHAH, MEANS NO SCHOOL-SICKNESS! coz if i sit too long in the classroom, i feel like puking. seriously, i just hate, it lah.
don't know whether i should bring my camera. should i? well, i'm not sure. too tired to think.
bored, if only 2e1 goes to Science Center. then it would be more peaceful. don't like crowds. really. it pisses me off lah.

yeah, i'll go take a rest now.
what the fuck? do my room really stink? ER,
*sprays fresh sprayers*
sniffs, i dont smell a thang.

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