i love you 8(

damn, i'm so tired now.
but i can't sleep, if i sleep now, i will have difficulties sleeping.
including those disturbing fuck shit light?
whatever those are, just like, damnit fuck off and let me have a good rest.
i'm already like, hopeless and pathetic,
don't make me look like one.

anyway, took back geography's paper and thank god i passed with A2.
despite that threatening fact that i did the last questions in that frightening moment of 5 minutes. but, of course didn't score very well for that few last questions also. haha,
nevermind. A2 is my satisfaction (:
oh, my lady got A1 !!!
*takes pompom out*
WOOHOO SUHANA!!
*cheers*

Suhana! Suhana! Is our GIRL!
And she was always top,
oh! how freaking we love her much!
Suhana! Suhana! Is our GIRL!
the pretty lady's on the go!
oh look at her golden heart,
which shines so much,
that the guys can't help but crush!
Suhana! Suhana! Is our GIRL!

SHE WILL, SHE WILL, ROCK YOU! *stamps feet*
SHE WILL, SHE WILL, ROCK YOU! *stamps feet*

*eleven claps* SUHANA!!!!

*************

duh, i'm so boliao.
alright, i think, i'll just go and bathe now.
and if i can't stand it, i'll just fall asleep lah.
can't wait to watch "my 18-years old bride" on Channel U at 7pm later on.
it's so, nice
PLUS, IT'S K-DRAMA!!!!
woohoo!
i'm a k-drama freak i guess :D
especially when there's KWONSANGWOO in it.
oh my love!!! *drools*

hearing to all this sad pieces and melodies,
it just, made me so down.
remember the first day, you fell in love with me?
that day, was the first time you said "bye" and smiled to me.
it was so warm.
and the feeling with you walking beside me, it's like a sense of security and warmth.
it's so great to be with you. i love you, i miss your hugs.
your smses, your eyes looking at me.
your smile, your concern.
it doesn't matter to you anymore. for you didn't even know if you liked me in the first place.
that very day you left me, that pain numb-ed my heart.
i couldn't cry yet i could feel that devastating ache in my heart.
it's so torturing. but i knew, i still had to go on.
that day you left, life became a little meaningless for me, even though i had friends to accompany me on my journey,
they won't last long.
i don't trust anyone anymore.
no more.
if you still love her, i understand. love can't be forced and so, i think you have made a right decision.
bye love.
bye ...
saranghae.


i hope it rains tomorrow.
i hope..
i'll feel better.

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