study study study ;

hmm, being a guai kid right now. well, not actually coz i'm kind of using the computer and studying at the same time. :X.
wacau. i don't understand why but sleeping in the evening always felt so comfortable and good. like i had a good evening sleep but always must wake up to eat dinner T_T.


" WANT TO SLEEP EAT FINISH THEN SLEEP! "


that's what my parents always said. irritating. i want to go on diet one. LOL.
i never managed.. GAHHHHHH!! I HATE MYSELF!
fats fats fats!!!! .
GRRRRRRRR.

bored, today got stalled for P.E juts because i didn't run for the short run. was late and then a group of those who didn't make it in time (6 minutes), was told to run the whole canal.
TOOT i'll say.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
LIKE WHATEVER.
NEVER RUN WILL DIE MEH.
NEVER PASS NAPFA WILL DIE MEH.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T WANT 2.4KM RUN!
and i admit i suck, i suck, i suck and i suck totally at it.
TOTALLY OKAY TOTALLY!! *shakes you*


Mother's Day.. all my friends seem to be getting all excited and yippee about it.
i envy them though.....

MY LIFE IS SCREWED LAH.
...
remember the first day you smiled at me?
the feeling so strong..

i love you.
I LOVE YOU.

I DON'T CARE.
I DON'T WANT YOU TO DO ANYTHING!!
I JUST WANT YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE.
just that.. just that and i'm contented.
just want you to love me.
just want you to be by my side.
I WON'T ASK FOR MORE!!!
i want you to come back..
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
INSTEAD OF FORGETTING,
I SEEM TO FALL MORE IN LOVE WITH YOU.
AND DO YOU KNOW IT SUCKS?!

HELLO!!!!!
...
i love you.
at least, i get to see that smile on your face.
that smile i always liked.


<3Minako.