erm, rigggght. ;

ugh, today's rehearsal at Sentosa was indeed tiring.
walked like damn long. BUT! on the actual day, we'll be walking EVEN LONGER. i can't imagine it. i don't really know where we start and end from. but my conductress DID mentioned places like Clementi, Orchand Road.
ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. OKAAYYY, imagine from Sentosa's palawan beach back to Jurong. OHMYFUCKINGCHEESE. (errr, wait, how does cheese fuck?) surely, really and BAM! and lie flat on the ground. T_T.
AHAHHAHAHAHA,
today sucks though. because of someone, and somethings.
DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!! HOW I WISH YOU DIDN'T COME AT ALL LOR.
damn, you don't even like band, JUST QUIT LAH.
even though, i know you came just for her.
it just hurts lah, i told myself like damn fucking times its over.
my heart doesn't listen. *takes out heart, slams it on the ground, and stomps it rapidly.*
HAHAHA, really damn idiotic. i away but i could hear everything. i mean, i'm just nearby lah.. well.. it's true mah. you blush, look, smile, giggle at her. lol, i see le my heart breaks lor. but nah, i will just pick myself up and go, "good lor good lor. good choice :D gambatek! look at her more lah, she will come to accept you one day."
or, "LOL! THEY BOTH SO COMPETIABLE!! *claps*"

now what the fuck. i sound REAL retarted. *someone stands out and shouts, YEAH, NOW THEN YOU FUCKING NOTICE*
darn it.

NOW LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE MSARTEE!
there's
UPCOMING MANICURE DATE WITH MA LADIES,
TWO HOT HORROR MOVIES I CAN CATCH (The Nun and The Omen),
UPCOMING ELEMENTARY KOREAN CLASS (AHHHHHHHAHAHA, NOW I CAN COMMUNICATE WITH KWON SANG WOO IF I MEET HIM *blushes*),
MY SHINY NEW BABY HANDPHONE!! *baby cries* orhh aiie orrh aiee.

blah.
im really forcing myself too much. i can cry.
er, ... AHAHAHHA
COMON EVERYONE! SMILE (:

bugger. bugger bugger. (:

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aaa.. aa .. AAACHHOOOO!!! ;

darn, i'm ill. currently under the torture of flu. it's damn bad man. but i feel so shuang after i sneeze. lol, relieve :D but then, still having like the worst flu i had ever had in my whole life. phwwet.

yay yay! i know my overall results and i'm QUITE happy with it lah.. here it goes!

Art: 82, A1
D&T: 79, A1
Science: 72.5, A2
Maths: 71, A2
Geography: 70, A2
English: 60, B4
Literature: 59, C5
CL: 50, C6

all over 100 :D
GOSH GOSH!!! i was like, HUH! I GOT A FOR MATHS! i totally freaked out lah. i thought i will get B. same for science :D BWAH, i know my literature and chinese very good. don't get jealous can. (:
SOB!,

anway, haven't been blogging these two? days. rather busy :D
and plus, today actually don't want to blog. my flu's killing me.
but see i so guai, go blog for you all lah.
my flu not constant one. at one time, can overload, the other time, like slight flu only.
dang, why can't i just have fever? then i can go see the doctor. more worth it. LOL,
if not so kiasee, go see doctor just because have flu. :D anyway, maybe i would go to visit a doctor. tomorrow, if i still don't get well that is. settled.

and erm, 2 more days to camp! YAY? ...
so listless lah. all the fun gone just because of two fucking parents-meeting-day on the same day.
kao, it's all the school's fault. go and extend the examinations schedule to THREE FUCKING LONG WEEKS. if not, we could have had the meetings last week. then music camp would've been more fun.
WHOS DA DICK WHO ARRANGED ALL THIS? DO YOU REALLY FUCKING HATE THE BAND UNTIL THE EXTEND THAT YOU MUST GO AND DESTROY THE CAMP'S FUN?!
you think instrument so easy to blow ar. COME LAH, ta ma de.
WATCH OUT MAN, NEXT YEAR WILL GET SILVER FOR YOU. oh sorry, NOT FOR YOU.
IS FOR OUR BAND-TEACHER-IN-CHARGE, MS LOH AND THE SCHOOL. and mr tan (:

ok lah ok lah, i quite relunctant to go and take panadol. i know too much is bad for health.
so, just trying to get well soon with lots of water and games.
ER. (:

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green fantasy :D ;

ahaha, today marched again. so exhausted lor.
the soles of my feets are really aching.
and i'm going shopping tomorrow for more new clothings! slippers and pants for the upcoming band :D but it's not very exciting though, darned parents-meeting is held on that day for the Sec 3s and 2s. which is so fucking extra and then now camp no games. maybe some, we'll be having a party too. even a HIGH TEA BUFFET. wow, sounds high-class. and i can hear Rici go, "AHHHH FOOOD! " behind me. what the, stuff your mouth with meatballs. er, what's the use lor, you'll gobble it all down. then i think i stuff a shoe lah.

anyway, my thighs are sort of aching whenever i stretch. damn, it's just marching/walking for a few hours and everyone was like so worn out. what will happen to the actual performance of Balloon Hat? i think i'll black out.

AHHALALLALALA, didn't i said that i'll show you the photos i've taken yesterday?
well, i've created a photo blog for myself :D. whenever it's updated, i will point that out in my entries alright? so for now,

THE VERY FIRST PHOTO BLOG IS ON!!!
3! 2! 1! *fireworks* BOOM!! BAAAAAMM!! BEEEEMM!!! BOOAMAMABMAOOMM!!

it's over here :D it'll be linked too. so you can refer to it now and then.

till then, it's time for me to take some rest. godamnit, i've forgotten all about my tama again.
AH! IT'S STILL ALIVE! (half-dead, lol.)

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left, left, left right left ;

AHAHA, today did marching again. tiring but fun.

yeah, during school hours, the 2Es went to Science Center for the Maths Gambling course
DAMNIT HELL, i don't freaking gamble. i mean seriously, not even during Chinese New Year.
plus, it's a little based on maths. comon, maths paper's over. FOR NOW.
well, maybe other students find it interesting. errr, for me, NOT. i was half-asleep lah, plus day-dreaming. bored bored bored. the course ended at 11am, so we were allowed to go into the different exhibitions for 30 minutes. which indeed is kind of short. but seeing the HUGE crowd in Science Center today makes me want to go home quick too.

anyways, took pictures! but it will be posted at another blog.
it'll be done tomorrow. :D, i'm so lazy to upload the pictures.

around 11.45am reached back school and then my girls and i went to take the music room keys. then we practised and i became the camera lady.
weee! suhana and i played a short piece on the electronic piano for all of you,
err, it don't sound great alright. AHAHA, plus, i did lots of mistake :D.
ahem, excuse us lah. now i'm still uplaoding the video. it takes so long T_T.
lala, waiting.

well.. why must he come for the practice today lah.
he not coming for Balloon Hat Festival right? then why he still come.
damnit, even though i convince myself he's just a senior, it's distracting me lah.
he's presence IS DISTRACTING ME. killing my concentration.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
SOMEONE KEEP HIM AWAY FROM ME PLEASE?!

hur, now i guess everything about me is bad.
right. right. i'm bad, i know. WHY DO YOU EVEN FREAKING CARE.
what's wrong with being a bitch?
it's just a female dog.
or you want me to become a male dog ar?

... erm, YAY! IT'S DONE!
clickhere:D

it will take quite some time to load. so at the start, just click the pause button and wait for it to finish loading before procceding to watch alright?

yup, now i'm going to tuck into my bed. soon,
and ponder why i suck. AHHAHHA I SUCK LOL.
band tomorrow again (:

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arh. ;

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
damnit, i'm so like, fucking disappointed in my science results.
i got a B.
and i aimed for an A.
I THOUGHT I COULD GET AN A!!!!
fuck, so disappointing. heart-wrenching. :(

because they are all the important subjects, english, maths and science.
and i got all straight Bs for them. LIKE SUCK. SERIOUSLY.
and i hoped that i could get an A for my science as it's tough for me to get As for the rest.
now its like B. FUCKING B .
DAMNIT!! now i feel like i suck.
wait, i already suck from the beginning.
AND I ONLY GOT 2 As. WHICH IS SO FUCKING RETARDED.
somemore it's all for the NOT-SO-IMPORTANT subjects.
well, geography and d&t. what the fuck,
seriously. i feel so,
so, so, useless.
guess i'll be right in 3E2 next year. tsk, i don't want to step into the class at all.

anyway, today i skipped school and stayed at home. then i went for band practice.
waw, we march walk with our intruments in the SMALL TEENY HALL.
so tiring and i really could faint. those butterflies in my stomach and short of breathness.
it's so uncomfortable. don't know why i so stupid to persist on. well, i am stupid, considering the lousy marks i got for my paper. IT'S DEFINATELY NOT MY BEST!! . what the hell, it's all my fault lah. shutup about it anyway, christina.

tomorrow will be at Science Center during school hours! AHAHAH, MEANS NO SCHOOL-SICKNESS! coz if i sit too long in the classroom, i feel like puking. seriously, i just hate, it lah.
don't know whether i should bring my camera. should i? well, i'm not sure. too tired to think.
bored, if only 2e1 goes to Science Center. then it would be more peaceful. don't like crowds. really. it pisses me off lah.

yeah, i'll go take a rest now.
what the fuck? do my room really stink? ER,
*sprays fresh sprayers*
sniffs, i dont smell a thang.

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trash bugs. ;

gosh, i woke up early this morning to go to Singapore General Hospital for my backbone checkup. damnit the morning breeze was cooling and the air was fresh. until i saw a disgusting sight ; rubbish all over.

kao, those workers working near Jurong always hang around at the bicycle lots outside Jurong Point or just around Jurong areas at night. yesterday, i went to eat dinner myself. while walking home, there's this area of construction for the new condominium on a big patch of field. i turned my face to it and the unoccupied spaces were currently dispersed with workers NIGHT PINIC-KING. okay lah, fair enough, those patch of empty spaces were free for them to roam on. worst lor, they eat liao then leave litters, LOTS OF THEM.

HELLO? SINGAPORE'S A GREEN AND CLEAN CITY. HOW DARE YOU FUCKING LITTER ON SINGAPORE'S GROUNDS? YOU THINK WHAT? IT'S YOUR COUNTRY AR??
YOU MAKING TROUBLES FOR THE CLEANERS AROUND LOR. YOU THINK YOU WORKED WHOLE DAY THEN CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT? I DON'T EVEN THINK THE BIRDS WANT YOUR DIRTY, FLITHY CHAO TA LEFT-OVERS.
PUUUUIIII!!!!!
IF I'M LEFT WITH NOTHING BUT A BUNCH OF YOUR CRAP LEFT-OVERS BY MY SIDE,
I RATHER DIE FROM HUNGER THAN EAT YOUR SHIT LOR.
i'm not fucking discriminating. but, those workers are, indian or tamil or whatever.
KAO LAH, SOMEMORE SMOKE, SPOIL MY FRESH NIGHT AIR OKAY. WANT TO SMOKE GO SMOKE SOMEWHERE. WANT TO LITTER, GO LITTER IN THE POLICE STATION, WANT TO FUCK GO FUCK IN THTE OUTER SPACE.

speaking about smokers, why can't they freaking find a spot where there is not much crowd and FUCKING SMOKE YOUR CRAP THERE? WALUA, YOU THINK SMOKE VERY COOL AR, WHILE YOU WALK AND SMOKE, PEOPLE BEHIND CAN SMELL THE FUCKING TOBACCO OR WHATEVER IT IS FREAKING MADE OF SHIT. YOU THINK PEOPLE LIKE MAH?
CAN SMOKERS BE MORE CONSIDERATE? DON'T SMOKE ON PATHWAYS OR PLACES WHERE THERE IS BOUND TO BE CROWDS? ITS SO FUCKING IRRITATING. I FEEL LIKE SPITTING AT YOUR FACE. TO YOU, THE SMOKE MIGHT BE PERFUME, BUT TO US, NON-SMOKERS, ITS CRAP AND WORST THAN FART.


GET THAT STRAIGHT.


anyways, i watched Over The Hedge :DD!!!
ahaha, extremely cuuutee. and the graphic is so real :D.
FOOD. FOOD. FOOD, LOL! see all those chips in the movie makes me stomach go rumbly rumb. go watch alrights everyone?
yawn. i'm done.

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ARGHH!!!! ;

damnit so much. i want to watch Over The Hedge, could anyone please damn freaking accompany me?
i'll treat you to Sakae Sushi, or the best restaurant in Geylang, if you are a male, i might make two fake 18-years old IDs and bring you to a strip club. also be paying for your clothes, shoes, tampons, undergarments, wedding dresses... hey, since when are you engaged?
then i'll buy a two plane tickets for a trip to Orlando for 1 week and we'll visit the Disneyworld!
WOOOOOO!!!!, followed by a trip to Korea and we'll have tea session with Kwon Sang Woo, the hot hunk.
YEAHHHHHHHH, now, please take your godamnit queue number.

till then, i've been on to my ps2 games and nap.
argh, my pillow is so hard. my cheeks are like going to fall off any moment when i wake.
yeah, let's go back to my game with kaito tsubasa (:

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PARTY!! ;

*POP!* *confetti flys out and everywhere*
*loud music rocking the house* *couple of dishes on the retro table and vodka on those wine glasses beside*

CHEERS EVERYONE!!!
... *silence*

christina green: CHEERS!

woo, at least i got a friend here with me.

yayness everyone! exams are finally FOR over. now can put my feets on the table and relax.
i can't wait for slumber!!
yeah, was released rather early just now. 9.30am! HAHA. then i went home to get money before heading to Macs' to eat breakfast with me peeps.
then no one wants to watch Over The Hedge. it's not because they didn't wanted to actually, is because they no $$. Nuzrath's going to treat us to something on her birthday! WHAT A TREAT!!
i'll be looking forward to it (:

holy fuck, school holidays start next weekends!! i was like, HUR? SO FAST!
THAT MEANS, MUSIC CAMP IS NEXT WEEK! (and some emo hunk's bdae(: )
woooooooooooooooo!!!!!
can't wait to rock the night.
have some fun.

okay i admit i'm pathetic and i suck lor.
what's with me i also don't know.
i just figured out i'm a very bad friend.
some shit ass you won't want to be with?
yeah.

i just want to go shopping at Bugis Street.
Suhana's not free. anyone?
geez .. :(
no mood again.

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tomorrow's the party ;

pop! can't freaking wait for tomorrow because it's the final paper for the mids!
WAHAHA, can relax alittle finally. anyways, it's D&T paper tomorrow.

i saw my two ex-classmates at Mc-Cafe at jurong point just now! Eklima and Liyana.
OHMYCHEESE!!! they've become so chio. haha, happy to see em. MUACKS AND HUGS!!
and then headed to the library with my peeps. i always like to read cooking books.
can drool over the pictures of extremely-well-cooked-food. damnit, how i wish i could cook like that! it's so, mmmmmmmmmmlicious! and all those Food For Children, so cute! haha, it's all the sweet stuff. i hope i could take a sample grab the food from the book and eat it lah.

BEEPBEEP! my tama's calling me. cheh, it went to poo and poor me need to clear the brown smelly ice-cream.
mm, reminds me of macdonald's chocolate ice-cream.
no wonder i only eat vanilla ice-cream.

BROKE! went to eat pizza hut just now. guess my tummy's rather rumbling with happiness AND FOR MORE FOOD!
hahahahaahha, i ate the spaghetti traditional bologneise or whatever it was called.
then that person accompanying me ate beef lagsana. SHIT! KNOW I REGRET NOT EATING BEEF LAGSANA! AHHHHHHHHHHH! THE CHEESE!!
ahem.
and then, suppose to eat pizza. in the end, we didn't. and how fucking damn we regret it.
i don't care, that person next time treat me to pizza le. ARGH!!!!
cheeseeeee ((:

till then, imma get going to my dreamland already.
yawn, i'll continue my damn freaking notes later.

since when have i become such a guai kid TEEN?

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shot dead, BAM! ;

kanasai. i mean me, not the maths paper.
shitass, i didn't manage to complete my maths paper 1. so it's like, minus 10 marks already? plus those questions i was really noob at.
fail.
i'm a full-time failure.
almost wanted to cry when the paper was collected, like noooooo FUCK YOU TEACHER!. erm okay, i don't really want to fuck you but, i haven't complete lah T_T.
well actually, i cried. haha, such a pathetic bitch. luckily no one saw.
many other people didn't managed to complete paper 1 too. but i really didn't want to fail. i don't want to disappoint my father and myself. i really hope i could get at least a B to impress my father (actually to prevent naggings from him and whatsoever)

Paper 2 was much easily and the duration for the paper was 1hr and 30mins.
and fuck hell, i completed the whole paper in less than a hour. (excluding the checking of paper, blah.)
they should have switched the godamned duration over. so that we would have enough time to complete our paper 1.
whatever for now. concentrate on your next paper already ya peeps?

i'm am soooooo looking forward to my elementary korean class.
HAHA!!!! . next time i could speak languages people don't know!
SO COOL LAH. tsktsk.
been thinking about going to Korea to live by myself and go to school over there when i was walking in school. my imagainations felt so real, when i woke from them, i was spending a few minutes pondering over where i was.
dumb people like me and you can't expect much from them lah.

okaaaayyy now, i will guai guai go study for my science tomorrow.
gambatek to me
and to all!


sorry girls. sorry.


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cheers to me ;

nobody's there to cheer me or pat on my back for tomorrow's paper,
so the green side of me, Christina Green, would like to say a few words to me.

CG: GAMBATEK FOR YOUR EXAMS! i'm here for you. i'll be here for you to talk to and here for you to trust.

CT: yeah sure babe. thanks alot, really. and thanks to the guy who messed up my life. oh shit, it's not him who messed it up. it's he who made me miserable and it affected my fucking pathetic life. now my fate's all the miserable shit stuff.
i feel betrayed. or something like that. don't mind me speaking to myself, i just love CG.

CG: *hugs*

CT: er, i can't hug myself. heh.


TO ALL PEEPS STILL HAVING EXAMINATIONS,
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND SHINE GOOD LUCK ON YOU.
unlike me, cheh, i'm getting used to it.
though i'm sick of it.

headache again, lala, maths.
i think i'm next to fail. my maths, horrible. i can't even do properly on my revision.
sayonara good results.

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i love you 8(

damn, i'm so tired now.
but i can't sleep, if i sleep now, i will have difficulties sleeping.
including those disturbing fuck shit light?
whatever those are, just like, damnit fuck off and let me have a good rest.
i'm already like, hopeless and pathetic,
don't make me look like one.

anyway, took back geography's paper and thank god i passed with A2.
despite that threatening fact that i did the last questions in that frightening moment of 5 minutes. but, of course didn't score very well for that few last questions also. haha,
nevermind. A2 is my satisfaction (:
oh, my lady got A1 !!!
*takes pompom out*
WOOHOO SUHANA!!
*cheers*

Suhana! Suhana! Is our GIRL!
And she was always top,
oh! how freaking we love her much!
Suhana! Suhana! Is our GIRL!
the pretty lady's on the go!
oh look at her golden heart,
which shines so much,
that the guys can't help but crush!
Suhana! Suhana! Is our GIRL!

SHE WILL, SHE WILL, ROCK YOU! *stamps feet*
SHE WILL, SHE WILL, ROCK YOU! *stamps feet*

*eleven claps* SUHANA!!!!

*************

duh, i'm so boliao.
alright, i think, i'll just go and bathe now.
and if i can't stand it, i'll just fall asleep lah.
can't wait to watch "my 18-years old bride" on Channel U at 7pm later on.
it's so, nice
PLUS, IT'S K-DRAMA!!!!
woohoo!
i'm a k-drama freak i guess :D
especially when there's KWONSANGWOO in it.
oh my love!!! *drools*

hearing to all this sad pieces and melodies,
it just, made me so down.
remember the first day, you fell in love with me?
that day, was the first time you said "bye" and smiled to me.
it was so warm.
and the feeling with you walking beside me, it's like a sense of security and warmth.
it's so great to be with you. i love you, i miss your hugs.
your smses, your eyes looking at me.
your smile, your concern.
it doesn't matter to you anymore. for you didn't even know if you liked me in the first place.
that very day you left me, that pain numb-ed my heart.
i couldn't cry yet i could feel that devastating ache in my heart.
it's so torturing. but i knew, i still had to go on.
that day you left, life became a little meaningless for me, even though i had friends to accompany me on my journey,
they won't last long.
i don't trust anyone anymore.
no more.
if you still love her, i understand. love can't be forced and so, i think you have made a right decision.
bye love.
bye ...
saranghae.


i hope it rains tomorrow.
i hope..
i'll feel better.

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DUMB DUMB DUMB!!!!

shit ass christina tan pei ching,
i've gotten like dumb today.
AND PISSED BY MASS RUN. (as usual)
can i rant here?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I CAN'T JOG ALREADY LAH. I PUT IN EFFORT TO FORCE MYSELF TO RUN LIAO. IT'S JUST I'VE REACHED THE DESTINATION LATE.
AND I ALMOST JOGGED THE WHOLE WAY. FUCK YOU LAH, I FORCE MYSELF TO JOG EVEN WHEN I HAVE NO MORE STAMINA TO MOVE ON.
THEN WHAT HAPPENED? WACAU, TELL ME TO JOG AGAIN
SERIOUSLY, HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO COMPLETE THE ROUND IN 12MINUTES WHEN I'VE ALREADY FAILED THE FIRST TIME AND I AM COMPLETELY WORN OUT?
oi, YOU THINK I DON'T WANT TO JOG IS IT?
IS I DON'T HAVE THE DAMN FREAKING STAMINA AND I SUCK, PERIOD.
now i wish you were here to read this, PE TEACHERS.
OPEN YOUR EYES LOR, ITS NOT AS IF I DIDN'T WANTED TO JOG.
faint infront of you then you know.
fuck fuck fuck.


okay lah, someone say i fussy liao ; should stop being such a fuss.
fine.
pissed, tired and pathetic.
i suck like hell at maths suddenly. i got ALL of the questions incorrect.
like, not my usual self.
probably i'm too tired and depressed. hopefully i will feel better during the paper.

OH YES! I PISSED RAFI IN MSN!
cool dudette me.

can you imagine still having SCHOOL LESSONS and PAPERS while some students are at home today or tomorrow, with their papers done earlier and relaxing/enjoying their freedom.
FUCK THIS SCHOOL MAN, WHAT KIND OF EXAMINATION SCHEDULE IS THIS?
what kind of school pulls the papers for THREE LONG WEEKS AND THE SCHOOL DAYS EXACTLY ON MONDAY, WHICH FREAKING HAVE MASS RUN, AND TUESDAY/WEDNESDAY.
damn, i'm so fussy :D
can't help but go through the tiring lessons tomorow and STRAINING VOICES.
fuck her man, i just hate to see her face. it's pissing me off too.

oh, do you think i will go train my stamina just for the mass run? NAH, it's crap.
who says i like mass run?

after school, i went home straight to play ps2 :D and then went to sleep around 4pm.
sorry my girls, i didn't accompany all of you to 7-11.
you didn't need me either (: ...

P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C

<3thegirlwho'sranting.

doom day ;

tomorrow, shit ass.
got mass run lor. i jog because i want to lose weight. i'm reluctant to jog, because i'll sweat and stick.
SO, WHAT THE CHEESE.
well actually, i like any sports, EXCEPT JOGGING, RUNNING WHATEVER.
it just pisses me. oh how i wish there's this BATH TIME during school.
so after p.e, everyone can come out fresh and ready to study again.
so cool, ahhh, it'll never happen lah.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, shit i want to cry.
my father told me that the earliest date i could get my new phone is 23th of JUNE.
like fucking long.
WAY LONGGGGGGG!!!!

fuck, i can't wait to get my hands on that sexy body.
HAHA, no, i'm not what you think.
day's been rather humid.
hopefully it will rain tomorrow and cancel the godamnit mass run.
i feel like having an outing with my girls.
and i seriously miss band!
where everyone gets together and chat.

eh, i'm way to bored. and now's there this taiwan variety show showing girl groups dancing.
HOT man HOT.
i wish i could dance like that :D.
anyway, i think i'll be turning in soon.
so,
see ya blog.


<3Minako

christina impossible ;

HAHHA,
people, if you are pondering over whether you should catch Mission Impossible III,
STOP PONDERING AND CATCH IT!

i just came home from the cinemas. yup, you guess it right, i watched MI:III

YOU KNOW WHAT?
i realised Tom Cruise is damn charming.
LOL. he don't look like he's 40. he looked like, 20s ?
ohmycheese, so shuai.

okay, anyway, my review on this movie :D
it's full of action and there's a little twist at the end.
overall, i think it's a commendable flim and it's a MUST-WATCH!
and Maggie-Q's hot bitch.
WOOPS :X.

i'm looking forward to watch,

Voice, a korean horror movie WHICH WAS FUCKING RATED NC16 (damnit), producers of Wishing Stairs. i heard Wishing Stairs was a good scare. I BET VOICE WON'T LOSE OUT!

Over The Hedge, a comedy animation by the producers of Shrek 2(ONE OF MY FAVOURTIE MOVIES:D) and Madagascar. i surely want to watch the cute animals (:
I LOVE THE ANIMALS! *every mammal runs away*
gees.

The Nun, another horror movie of a Nun that tortures Six 15-year old girls in a sinister school.
i can't wait to see how the school and the Nun looks like.
muahahha, later cannot sleep at night T_T.

.

RIGHT! i'm looking forward to the end of mid-year exams. WOOHOO!!, shucks, monday got mass run T_T.
and what the heck lor, yesterday we still had to stay in class for lessons after our papers.
HELLO? YOU INDICATED THAT WE CAN GO HOME AFTER PAPERS.
crap acknowledgement letter, *tears it into pieces* i hate this school for once.
fuck lor, somemore we see happy students going home from their school after paper from INSIDE the school. felt like we're in prison. heck, WHY LIKE THIS?
i hope we can all go home after papers this coming week.
hopefully, if not, i will really look down on this school. but not the band. HAHA.

by the way, promise you won't laugh at me.


i just ate a Ben&Jerry's Cookie Dough icecream! psst, and it's my first time eating that brand of icecream.
fine, go on laughing.
EH, VERY EXPENSIVE!. haha, but it's overall GOOD lah.
just the additional chocolate chips and cookie dough? EH, haha. yum (:

alright, tired already. shall go play GB with that dingdong.

/bb.
woops, i forgot this is not msn messanger.

<3Minako.

hur, today had my english paper. so far, i think i could just pass lah. yep.

now, i'll just take it as if you are dead.
even if i see you in school, you are just a soul that doesn't remember a thing.

i'll treat you like a soul, with no love for me.


i really miss you lah. i always think of you when something good or bad happens.
like, how would it be if you were still by my side.
i guess you still love her alot don't you?
well, i'm sorry if i still love you.
i know probably how you feel when you don't like a person who has interest in you.
like if you saw me you would probably see me as a stranger and think, " kao, she's looking at me again. " .
okay fine,
i won't.
anyway, you're just a soul to me now.
who cares? no one.


Minako.

cheeses ;

oh my cheese, today is just so horrible.
and even though i just get to see your back,
it's enough.
straining voices just crap me out
I REPEAT,
STRAINING VOICES JUST CRAP ME OUT.

especially hers, wacau, can slap her?

anyway, today i went for my dental appointment. usual stuff, TIGHTEN.
argh, now aching lah. and no more good food for the next two-three days.
and i realised one thing,
indian adults tend to TALK LOUDLY on the phone.
i'm not discriminating lah, just that.. i find it irritating.
imagine that you are chatting with a friend on a MRT train, then suddenly came in this indian tall guy, speaking loudly like he's the only being in the train. waw, got echo somemore.
hey, when you talk on the phone in public, mind your volume and tone, if you speak like nobody's business, it's kind of disrespect to the people around you.
alright, i shall stop.

i guess today is my true self,
cold, icky being.
it's me?
maybe? maybe not.

i haven't even met my true self even since he left.
i just want myself to come back soon.
i'm sorry if i'm cold to you girls.

but i felt i lost everything.

it's a cold cold world. (:

<3Minako

don't know ;

what's coming over me.
maybe i just need to learn how to apperciate good stuffs that are by my side.

and all of a sudden, i just thought of you.
the time we had, and the smses we sent.

"i love you the most"

HAHA, i guess it's just crap now.
HEY, I REALLY MISS YOU.
it's making me down..


T_T, tomorrow : listen to that teacher strain her voice infront of my girls and me. oh and maybe, she will complain about my earring again. WHATEVER. *kicks her*


<3Minako

fried human balls ;

waw, today's weather is like being inside the baking oven.
my defination? the pixel i made.
the human stickmen all become baked fishballs under the HOT microwave heat. (which is Sun lah). you want some? there's fat ones, skinny ones, short ones, tall ones... DUH! it's so like freaking hot! luckily i get to sleep till 8am AND SKIP MASS RUN!!!! i'm so yippee happy. haha, but once i wake up, i was surprised at how BRIGHT and SUNNY it was. totally brought my mood down.


actually wanted to take the taxi. but, no $$ :D. KACHING! all gone. haha.
anyway, it was sooo damnnnnn WARM, but the teachers still don't want to switch on the air-cons in the hall during the chinese listening paper today. AND EVERYONE IS LIKE STUFFED INTO HUMIDITY. ohmycheese, the fan doesn't even turn to me! and of course, i sweated like TOOTS and i can't stop complaining. TOTALLY NOT MY DAY TODAY. oops, didn't did my maths yet. KANASAI!!!, hope can just have all my papers today. rather than i have to sit under teachers' noses and listen to them strain their voices whatsoever. doh.

hopefully it rains tomorrow. if it can rain during P.E lesson then it'll be a bonus. LOL(:
ya lah ya lah, christina tan pei ching, stop blabbling.
....
me: BLABBLE BLABBLE BLABBLE!!! :D


yeah, i'll go be a guai ki na (good kid) and do my homework.
HOMEWORKS DURING EXAMINATIONS PERIOD = TOTALLY SUCK.

make up your bloody mind. who do you really like?
HER?HER?HER? OR ME? fuck it, knock your senses and think.

<3Minako

tsk, don't be snacking while reading ;

bah,
today had 2 nightmares. HAHAHA,
actually, i don't feel scared like i will always do when i have nightmares when i'm small.
i guess i'm wee bit stronger now (:
anyway, if you are curious about my nightmare,
i'll tell. but, don't be snacking or chewing food now, it's kind of gore and gross.

well, it's a blur dream, so it's abit of weird too.
see, my family was cursed for something and we have to sacrifice one of the family members.
which is, my sister. HELLO NOW. i DON'T have a sister in reality, only a brother T_T.
anyways, so this is how it goes, a guy, which claims to be my father, tortures my "sister". and seriously, it's real bad.
she's naked(BLEARGH) BUT, her body is all almost rotten and stuff.
AND SHE'S STILL ALIVE! wow. she screams in pain always. and what i do? i do my own stuff and sometimes, i just happen to pass by my "father and sister". the sight makes me puke seriously. my "father" still steps and torture her like hell despite of the condition she is in.
then finally, she died and GUESS WHAT. (ok seriously, empty anything that is in your mouth.)
my brother and i was eating marcoroni and, some of the pasta was actually made of my "sister's" MEAT. and i only knew that when i had one in my mouth.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! SCREAM NOW PLEASE!!!!
i can even feel uneasiness now.
well, the taste is.. sour. SOUR!!!! FUCK IT! SOUR!!!!
ohmy cheese. then, as i might be the next victim, i called up Xiaxue(Wendy) ((i have no idea why it's she i'm calling.)) and told her that i might be the next victim and might die soon.
and she tells me, okay, listen, i want you to put a sticker behind your neck. so if you die, i can recongnise and will report it to the police.
HAHAHHA, HOW DUMB IS THHAT!

yeah, so after that, before i got killed or anything, my dream switched over to another nightmare. but i've forgotten all about it. BAD. hahah. weird dreams huh?

anyway, i was hoping to come late to school tomorrow, just to skip that horrible MASS RUN.
lol, I HATE TO SWEAT, fullstop.
okay, back to my homework.

even if the both of us could be in a dream, living happily together,
i want to dream of it every night.

<3Minako

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ;

damnit, i'm so...
so...
WHAT THE CHEESE IS THAT WORD?!

anyway, watch anime the whole day again. plus doing my english homework. (what? don't you know? i'm guai kia.)
THEN I REALISED ONE BAKA SHIT,
next week only have maths paper T_T.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
MONDAY HAVE SCHOOL+MASS RUN!!!
*gigantic rock falls on my head*
cannot tahan, i decided to come late to school on monday. i really freaking HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE MASS RUN LAH!.

so what now? next next week will be the last week of exams. oh i can't wait.
PUI! WHAT SHIT ARRANGEMENT IS THIS?!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWW,
have to tahan the school days for 3 fine horrible days.
it seems 3 million years to me.
wacauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, really can cry now.
I DON'T WANT MASS RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!
*echoes*

in the end, conclusion: i rant here also won't change a thing.


kua kua kua~ HAHAHHAHAHAAHAA,
baka T_T.


as for now, i totally feel like this,

i thought about it. what if i wasn't even on this world.
wow, what a great difference it would made.
then no one needs to care over a person like me who doesn't even care about myself already.


---

the slacking nerd. ;

blahhhhhhhhhhhh.
today's chinese paper worsen the day T_T
i mean seriously. LOR!
hahahhahaha, somemore i go write " I WRITE AND SPEAK ENG, NOT CHI (: " at the bottom of one of the pages.
LALALALLALA,
don't know why, i couldn't concentrate on my papers today. my mind kept wandering off, .. to someone.
ya lah. i really suck big time at chinese. this time, confirm fail!!!!

received the 4 new clarinets today! and they are super new and shiny. MY EYES!
yeah, then idris came to school (FINALLY) !!
with his red eyes. ohmycheese, sounds scary. they looked scary too.
T_T, yeah, it rained today and it drenched my shoes and socks. and i got to go barefooted for the whole time. except when i had to go down for recess.
WACAU, DAMN SMELLY . chou chou :D.

anyway, after bringing up the new intruments, xiuying and me went to jurong point. AND THANKS ALOT DUDETTEE! will pay you back the money for the burger and fries (:, *hugs*.
yeah, we chatted alot and went shopping after our meal. then we sat at the stairs to the Boon Lay MRT station and taaaaaaaalkkkked again.
after that, she went to my house, because it was near the the station.(duh)
im surprised she got amazed by my small room. err? hahas, maybe because it's cosy (:
COSY HOMES! WO XI HUAN~ .

oh yeah, now i'm addicted to Breadtalk's tiramisu.
a nice and cheapest one i can ever find, for now.
er, is it fattening? IF NOT, I WILL CALL MY FATHER TO BUY FOR ME ON HIS WAY HOME FROM JURONG POINT!

can't wait for my new handphone(:

ohmycheese, cheryl!!
why am i feeling this way?
i guess, i just have to let time bring this feelings away.
no, no, no, he won't.


<3Minako.

i shall find it ;

the answer to my happiness.
i ask myself, where is it and what is it.
i couldn't answer.
i will find it and walk to the path that leads me to happiness.

then, i just can't stop myself from looking at you.
maybe i just want you back so badly.
heck,
i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you,i love you.

for now, my answer to my happiness is you.
to see you smile and be safe, just makes me feel so contented.

and the answer to all those pain is you too.



anyways, today is my geography paper.
WALUA, I DID MY LAST QUESTION+a(i),a(ii),a(iii)+b(i),b(ii).
and can you believe i did it in just around 6 minutes?
T_T, of course i wrote crap and scribbled.
DUH! HELLO? THERE'S STILL A POEM ON THIS STUPID BAKA FARMER WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO GROW CROPS and i had no time so i just scan through i merely laughed at him.
yeah, lucky my chinese teacher good lah. while he was collecting, i was doing my last question i think.
SCARY OKAY!
walua, what if i didn't do my last question? 15 MARKS PROBABLY GONE LAH.
mid-year exam okay, somemore my streaming year.
don't play play.
and plus, it's my first time i rushed like fuck to finish it. most of the time, i had to wait for like millions and gazillions of years before it's time for collection.
i thought i'm going to be CHAO TA PORK(I SHALL BE HALAL) EGG.

yay, today i can kind of relax and sleep early(if i want to) because tomorrow's the chinese paper!
T_T, chinese study what sia, all the comprehension stuff(CAN I SAY SHIT?) *roll eyes*
at least the letter writing and composition is studyable.
gosh, i'm tired.

nowadays i've been sleeping past my usual time, which is 10pm.
yeah, i sleep early coz i want to get rid of my dark rings and sleeping early is good for our health, AND SKIN (: .
it's raining. it's pouring. why can't i pour like the rain does?
won't it make my life easier?
i just, want to cry it all out someday.
hopefully, as soon as possible.

ohmycheese! i saw this beauuuutiful jacket at Esprit and i want it so much!
well, all the jackets at Esprit are so feminine and beautiful lor! i want it!! it's expensive as well, all the nice nice one is $100++. ARIGATO, i knew you would buy for me!
give it to me by tomorrow okay?
bahs.

i'm such a loser.

<3Minako.

TAKE NOTE !;

the kindest Christina will then remind all secondary twos who are taking their Geography paper tomorrow to bring their protractor, ruler, calculator and your brain, full of answers.

if you have map reading, that is (:

see i so good :D


<3Minako

young at heart ;

HEES! finally i bought a tamagochi connection V3. AND OHMYGAWK,
even Wan Teng, Cheryl and Samantha has them! NOW WE CAN MAKE FRIENDS AND PLAY!
hahahahhha.
i got a baby girl *blog readers go "awwwwwww.. ~"*
and her name is minie. : D.
only can have 5 letter name. so there's no double "M".

LALALA,
YOU KNOW WHAT?
suddenly i just feel like, knowing more a M.M.
I FELT GROSS LAH!
what am i thinking.
he's still in my heart.
anyways, i want to thank Suhana. you shouldn't be sorry lah.. i mean,
i think too much too. and well, don't know why but.. it just came about. yeaah?
*hugs* love ya ladydar~ .

she cries painfully but there were no tears to cover her sorrows and agony.

what the hell, it's only 6 and my tamagochi is already asleep.
ER!, what if it stays awake when i'm asleep?
HELLO?!
aww, baby girl. hee (:
tired, i've gone bankrupt T_T.
mos burger tastes the best!
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
FATS.

YAYAYAYYAY, now i can go play games online and earn items for my Tamagochi just by inputting the password of the item!! HAHAHA, SO FUN NEH.
here's the link all Tamagochi Connection V3 owners (:

ILOVEMYTAMA!

FUCK!!!!!! IT WOKE UP AND ITS CRYING!
hahahahahahhahha, who want to be my child right now?
lol, i guess it's hungry (:
GIVE YOU SUSHI LAH! *forces sushi into the mouth*

LOL, i got so bad meh!
.......
fine.

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!
i'm so scared geography paper is tough tomorrow.
AND WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT,
AFTER EXAM CANNOT GO HOME!
wacau, last year they allow!
shitty shit. stay in school for what?
see some faces of people i don't want to,
especially him.............
and the ASSSOH face.
GRRR,

worn out :(

your smile, it makes me cry.

<3Minako

study study study ;

hmm, being a guai kid right now. well, not actually coz i'm kind of using the computer and studying at the same time. :X.
wacau. i don't understand why but sleeping in the evening always felt so comfortable and good. like i had a good evening sleep but always must wake up to eat dinner T_T.


" WANT TO SLEEP EAT FINISH THEN SLEEP! "


that's what my parents always said. irritating. i want to go on diet one. LOL.
i never managed.. GAHHHHHH!! I HATE MYSELF!
fats fats fats!!!! .
GRRRRRRRR.

bored, today got stalled for P.E juts because i didn't run for the short run. was late and then a group of those who didn't make it in time (6 minutes), was told to run the whole canal.
TOOT i'll say.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
LIKE WHATEVER.
NEVER RUN WILL DIE MEH.
NEVER PASS NAPFA WILL DIE MEH.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T WANT 2.4KM RUN!
and i admit i suck, i suck, i suck and i suck totally at it.
TOTALLY OKAY TOTALLY!! *shakes you*


Mother's Day.. all my friends seem to be getting all excited and yippee about it.
i envy them though.....

MY LIFE IS SCREWED LAH.
...
remember the first day you smiled at me?
the feeling so strong..

i love you.
I LOVE YOU.

I DON'T CARE.
I DON'T WANT YOU TO DO ANYTHING!!
I JUST WANT YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE.
just that.. just that and i'm contented.
just want you to love me.
just want you to be by my side.
I WON'T ASK FOR MORE!!!
i want you to come back..
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
INSTEAD OF FORGETTING,
I SEEM TO FALL MORE IN LOVE WITH YOU.
AND DO YOU KNOW IT SUCKS?!

HELLO!!!!!
...
i love you.
at least, i get to see that smile on your face.
that smile i always liked.


<3Minako.

this and that ;

woo !!
can't wait for June (why oh why must it be after those tiring exam papers) !!
HAHHA,
maybe i've said this before,
WHATEVER!

LALALALA, firstly,
i'm going to learn KOREAN.
HAHAHHA,
now can bad-mouth in a complete different language and some people will think i come from some tribal land. LOL. :X

Secondly, it's the HOLIDAYS and i can't wait! lah.
somemore it's xemoxsoshix's birthday and there's Music Camp and the BALLON HAT FESTIVAL. HAHAHHaha,
plus plus, maybe i'm going to stay at a chalet with my friends!
pst, my first time staying outside with friends if i could go.
PAISEH (: .

Thirdly,
I'M GOING TO RENEW MY FUGLY PHONE!!!!!!
MILLION YAYS!
like finally! and i've been pondering over which to get.
yes, i did say i want motorola razr V3i. but i was told by my brother it was fragile and spoils easily as one of his friends had one too. i guess it'sdue to the thin-ness. oh well, new selection i guess (: .
i think i'm in love with soooooooooo many phones!
WHICH TO CHOOSE! WHICH TO CHOOSE! sigh,
all of them want me :( sorry hunks, i got to choose only one.

1st HUNK,
Nokia 7370.



and then that cheeky hunk
swings open to show his abs and packs.

WOW BABY :D


2nd HUNK,
Nokia 7380.


seductive back view :DD.

no packs :( . but there's mirror display and i like unique designs (:
it's kind of cool okay!
i think it's expensive though. i'm not allowed to purchase one that's too ex.

3rd HUNK,
Nokia 6111.


AHHH! he slides along the wall with his tough, muscular ab and packs.
YEAH BABY YEAH.


fuck, heck, it has a megapixel camera with 6x digital zoom and landscape camera mode.
WHAT THE? can't resist liao lah.
yes, now i can take a handsome dude from far without getting caught.
maaaaa, i'm so happy.
and good, i always wanted my favourite Mp3 songs to be my ringtone. this hunk does it all!
WOOT!.

on a second thought,
i prefer number 2 HUNK, Nokia 7380.
it's cool + chic + feminine + small + sleek + fucking cute + just like me.
uh, not trying to mean i'm thin but..
it's not what usually people will have as their phones so,
WHY NOT? be unique just like the phone (:

then! Nokia 6111. HUNK number 3 is so sweet to me also!
lets me take videos up to 1hour and there's 6x digital zoom AHHHHHH!!!

WALUA.
hah, i think i should think and study more on my studies instead of this hor.
who knows, maybe i end up wrting a summary of this HUNKS instead of what the questions wants.

doh,
dumb people like me does anything.
except for sex, that is. coz we're too dumb to have any knowledge for sex education.
HAHA, shit, tomorrow got school.
AIYAH, better finish my maths then. (:

till then, happy labour day everyone.
bye soon to the WEEKENDS-WHICH-GOT-LONGER-FOR-A-DAY.


<3Minako