yayaya . ;

hees . today is the hair festival ? plenty of peeps cut their hair ! anyways , i like my hairstyle :DD . and for the sake of suhana and cheryl , i will TRY TO wax my hair . (sobs in a corner) and guess what , suhana laughing at me coz i don't know how to use it :( . haha , it's true lah . i don't know how to use . DUMB RIGHT . yupyup , tomorrow got band : D!
RAFI SAID I LOOKED WEIRD . fudge off laaaaaaaah :( .


GIRLS ! haha , lost in how to apply eyeshadow ? hehe , don't worry coz christina is here to help !
OH JUST CALL ME MINAKO COZ IDRIS SAID I LOOK LIKE JAPANESE . HEE , MEANS IM KAWAII LOR, RIGHT DUDE ?
ahem , back to makeups . i've found a really cool page where you can try to apple eyeshadow ONLINE ! HOW FUCKING COOL IS THAT ? ahem ..
OVER HERE ((:
just fill up the form and you are ready to start some makeup !


here's a little tip for the 4-kit shadow . (applies the same to 3-kit shadow.)




and other examples that i did!




hees , pretty pretty gorgeous eyes !
HAH , if you don't have money to afford good eyeshadow,
go and play with this site .
(: , i like to play with it :D .



i don't care .
i don't want to care about you anymore
i don't want to care about you anymore
i don't want to care about you anymore
i don't want to care about you anymore
i don't want to think about you anymore
i want you to get the FUCK off my head
I DON'T WANT TO LOVE YOU NO MORE .


but i just can't .
everytime i see you , i'm so scared .
because you are the one who brought pain to me.
the sorrows ,
the darkness .
you were the one who let me fall so badly.
YOU
YOU
YOU
YOU
YOU .
YOU WERE ALWAYS MY NIGHTMARE.
you think i could just let you go ? DO YOU THINK I COULD JUST FORGET ABOUT YOU ?
because of you , i fell so hard and am trying so hard to get up .
but ...
I STILL LOVE YOU LIKE HELL .
and it fucking hurts .
i really love you .. and i miss the moments we had .
even that little time when you held my hand and held me tight :(

bleah , sorry for my vulgarities :( .

xoxotina