comon comon :( ;

sigh, after reading Woon Guek's blog, i feel sad too ..
for all those heartbrokens out there.

SIGH, if only there's a doctor to cure everything.
and this FORGET-HIM potion.

*gulps*
BLERGH!
and poof! you don't even remember who you loved.

if only that happens.. the pain won't have to go on and on and on.
it's like torturing lah. why can't they understand.

tut lor, why did i even fell in love with him when i know this will happen.
because i thought i very clever mah, i thought i'm so good until he won't leave me.
WISHFUL THOUGHTS LOR,
ha, ha, ha, ha, please laugh at me.
the one who thought that she is the best herself,
has been hurt so deeply and dumped by that guy.

fuck, cheh.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

still doesn't help.
WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO SIA.
CRY ALSO CANNOT, SCREAM ALSO CANNOT.
HOW TO LIKE FUCKING GET RID OF THIS CRAPPY TORTURING PAIN LAH.
FINE, I DESERVE IT LOR.
but ...
i really ..
am sorry ........


damnit, sorry to my science group today.
i'm so fucking dumb and retarded and useless that i cause my whole group to lose and we must so a forfeit on monday.

why let me live on this world when i'm like, USELESS and HOPELESS HERE?
God, save me . :(

HE LIKES HER
HE LIKES HER
HE LIKES HER!!!

WHO IS "HER" ??
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

and to Woon Guek,
don't slit and cut le!
somehow, every cut i made, will cause me to feel regret for hurting myself.
anyway, don't hurt youself any deeper by doing that!!
many people around you cares for you!
really really take care okay?
and jia you for mid-year exams! <3 ((:


same for all (:.

what-a-fake-fucking-smile.

CAN I CRY ANOT, AHHHHH!!


<3Minako.