DUH ;

i am like so DUMB already .
and seriously , I CAN STILL THINK THERE'S HOPE ?!
HAHA , LAUGH AT CHRISTINA TAN PEI CHING . LAUGH AT HER OUT LOUD .
SHE'S JUST A DUMBWHORE CUM SLUT WHO ACTS LIKE A BITCH .
no , i don't blame him . i understand .. i really do .
BUT I JUST DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHY I EVEN CARED TO THINK THERE'S STILL HOPE BETWEEN US .
you know , fucking bitches like me only does that because we have slutty minds and thought that we are "OH-SO-PRETTY" that guys can't resist us .

IS IT ? CHRISTINA TAN PEI CHING , IS THAT WHAT YOU FREAKING THINK ?
LET ME ASK YOU A QUESTION .
ARE YOU REALLY WISHING HE CAN COME BACK ?

... yeah .. i do ..

FUCK YOU COZ HE WILL NEVER TURN BACK . STAND UP AND LOOK ALREADY . HE HAVE GONE SO FAR AWAY FROM YOU UNTIL YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE HE IS OR WHERE TO FIND HIM . WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP !!!

fuck .
i don't even know how to start moving on anymore.
I CAN'T EVEN FUGGING CRY WHEN I NEED TO .
WHO THE FUCK CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL
WHO THE FUCK LAAAAAAAAAAAH
THE PAIN WITHELD WITHIN ME. I CAN'T FUCKING LET IT OUT .
EVERYTIME I SEE HIM , IT'S LIKE FUCKIN MILLIONS OF DARTS AIMED AT MY HEART.
IT'S LIKE ALREADY GOING TO ROT LIAO , STILL IT'S SUFFERING LIKE SOME ABUSED ANIMAL .
OH , MAYBE EVEN WORST THEN THOSE POOR ABUSED ANIMALS WHO GOT CAUGHT BY HEARTLESS CHEE BYE/FUCKING POACHERS AND WHAT THESE CHEE BYES DID IS JUST TO PUT OUT THE ANIMAL'S FUR WHILE THEY ARE STILL ALIVE AND AFTER THEY ARE DONE , THEY JUST FUGGING THROW IT ASIDE AND DIN EVEN CARE .

APJH , I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING SEE YOU TOMORROW .
NO MATTER HOW FUCKING HARD I'M MISSING YOU ,
I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE , YOUR SMILE .
AND I DON'T EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT YOU .


thinking of you just hurt me so badly ..
so badly :( ..


xoxotina