oh yeah! i fucking million yays because there's no school tomorrow AND NO MASS RUN AS WELL LAH.
kekekekke.

usual deeds today. watch anime and more anime. gosh, i really wonder if sitting on the chair too long will make my ass BIGGER.
hope it doesn't happen to me, HAH.

anyways, feeling rather.. down and depressed too.
i don't know why.
i just want to be.. loved and to love again..
but not just anyone else, i just want him.
sigh, i guess i've been a bad bad girl. that explains all the torment and pain i'm going through now. i also realised i've changed to become a rather petty person. not just towards my parents, also towards my friends and i feel like so fucking bad lah.

i now wish for something that everyone detest,
that is,


loneliness.

actually, i'm rather weird too.
well, i seriously think alot. you can say i'm sensitive too. sensitive to almost anything.
even maybe little stuff that happen.

i've thought it over,
if i could really be alone in my own personal world,
this world will be beautiful with nature and only has two seasons, autumn and winter (: .
the deep blue sea that stretches towards the horizon and the yellow-orange bright sun that keep me warm during winter.
blossom petals and falling leaves from branches of tall, bulit trees along the road.
my own three-room house with glass ceiling, so i can see the stars or count them to sleep when i'm having sleepless night.
even if it means to live alone,
as long as i'm contented to be on this world, which seems too real to be true,
i want to be lonely.

no love, no hatred, no sadness, no pain,
that's my paradise.
perhaps, even now, i feel the pain,
that's because i love him still.

come to think of it,
i'm really STUPID to pray for hopes to make up
even after the goodbye.

i shan't use the word foolish on me cos, i AM STUPID.

i just feel like, escaping from home.
i don't want to face my family..
sorry.
sorry i'm like this.

oh, tomorrow's my brother birthday.
gomenasai.
i didn't get you a present again.


<3Minako.

HOOKED ;

on to animes!...... you didn't think it the other way round didn't you? anyways, i'm watching Chobits, Peach Girl and Paradise Kiss :DD.
THEY ARE SO COOL ALRIGHT! especially Paradise Kiss.
it's about fashion and the anime is pretty cool and nice.
now i feel like designing a dress (:

yeah, today i ate like a PIG. wrong,
A OVER-SIZED PIG.
damnit, dare not go to shop anymore, my size are sure to increase..
CHRISTINA!!!!!!!
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!!!!

ARGH, from tomorrow onwards,(coz there's too much junk food at home today.. and i sorta, ate them all :x ) i will be careful of what i eat.
snacks= JUNKFOOD FRUITS.
and i will probably be jogging or exercising.
i can't believe i gave myself like 30 push-ups as punishment for eating KFC.
OHMECHEESE! i've become so obedient (:
alright then, i will strike for losing fat and more fats!
LALLALAALA ~

anyway, i am going to a Korean class on June!
HOW COOL IS THAT?!
HOW FRIGGING COOL ISSSS THATT?!
and i'm getting a new phone on June too..
PROBABLY MOTOROLA'S V3i !!!
tsktsk, June IS MY PARADISE!

ahem, must study well and get across that rotten wooden bridge, MID-YEAR EXAMS. *Phantom of Opera plays*

oopsie, didn't bring my geography file home and it's like, my first paper??
uhh, let's be independant for a while eh?
TEXTBOOK (:

okays, *throws textbook aside*
now for some Peach Girl and Paradise Kiss series.
*grabs popcorns*



ta ladies and gentlemen GAYS,
<3Minako

the cleaning day (: ;

lalala, today band did a little of drills followed by maintaining our intruments!
maintaining our intruments is when we will maintain and touch up on our intruments.
:D, today clarinetist polished like siao.
Nadia is like Evelyn sia, both also want their clarinets to be DAMN FREAKING SHINY :D.
mines is, che, shiniest.
hahahahaha, no lah, i didn't spend alot of time polishing.

then after maintenace, we all can go home. but it's only like 4.30pm?
so we all like slack around. all of the juniors who finished maintaining went home.
SO BORED LIAO!

yeah, my girls and i took our bag and went down to the canteen.
Joey, Adeline, Zi He, Alex, Chaqqif, Idris, Gloria and the bumble bee and harry potter was there too, to wash their intruments at the longg sink.
joey and adeline got very wet and poor joey have to throw away her shoes!
so then, my girls and i went to Cheers at lakeside MRT to help her buy a pair of slippers.
Wan Teng was eating kinder bueno in the shop and yes, she bought and paid for it already.
this guy, around his 30s, out from nowhere, kind of shouted at Wan Teng.

weird guy: Hey you, pay already anot?

Wan Teng: *looks ultra blur*

weird guy: you know cannot eat inside?

Wan Teng: ...

weird guy: next time cannot eat inside okay. want to eat, go outside and eat

Wan Teng: *shakes her head*

weird guy: i will tell your principal blahllbalhlballbblalh(don't know what he said after that) *walks off*

me: WHAT THE ---- ?!?!


i mean! T_T, find that NO FOODS&DRINKS SIGN FOR ME THEN SAY LAH
what the cheeses, Wan Teng even had the receipt with her lor. what can HE do?
shouting/talking LOUDLY in the store at Wan Teng just because she eating chocolate inside the store.
HELLO? IS EATING IN THAT STORE AN OFFENCE? THEY DIN'T EVEN PUT UP THAT "NO FOOD&DRINKS SIGN*.
fucking shit,
worst of all, he's and outsider. not even a member of that store.
best of all, he is erm. petite-er compared to me.
CONCLUSION, THAT PETITE GUY HAS NO BRAINS TO THINK BEFORE HE TALK.

anyway, the evening sky was prettttyyyy!
went down not long ago.
it was like sky blue at the left and then there was a stretch of misty gray clouds and then yellow orange sky! like some light emitted from the clouds AND IT WAS SO ULTRA SUPERB GORGEOUS AND HOW I WISH I COULD SNAP THAT.
blahs, i want to get a new phone T__T.
AND CAMERA!

thanks to that person who gave me a kinder bueno.
I WANT MORE!

dear blogreaders,
I AM GROWING FAT AND FATS!
HAHHAHAHA!

i would do anything just to be back with you. :(

<3Minako

emos = :D, :( ;

oh, i feel a little disappointed today.
well, the band didn't exactly performed well.
sound was too dull, doesn't turn on the crowd.
Can' Take My Eyes Off You was suppose to make the audiences GO GAGA LAH!
but what the fuck, i guess the music suck so much they don't even know what we playing
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,

shan't talk about it liao. i guess everyone not in the mood to play... hell, .

haha, i was chosen to be the Secondary 2 representative for the band. guess who is the other guy?

*DRUM ROLLS*


EMOXSOSHIX A.K.A IDRIS !!


congrats, you have to suffer with me.
lala, first time become a commitee member, felt so honoured :DD.
then all the members have to introduce themselves infront of the band.
i felt so embarassed lor! don't know who to look at when i introduce myself.
i guess i was looking at the ground, most of the time.
don't dare to look at you. my eyes never seem to meet yours.
llala, darling Suhana was the QUATER MISTRESS!! *cheers*
she was complaining though, hhaha, she'll have to work with emo-tic pang yong, the quater master.
Wan Teng was assistant librarian,
Vani was appointed for the Welfare commitee,
Samantha was the assistant secretary. (LOL! shhh(: )

yaayyaya, so after everything, including the meeting for the newly appointed commitee members,
it was already 4 plus and WE HAD NOT HAD OUR LUNCH!
*growls* damn hungry.
yup, wan teng and me ate at KFC.
we took our own sweet time lah .. chatted alot (: .
and the air-con was so cold lor. hee.
after eating, we went home le (:.

aiyah, i feel that my layout is so freaking dull and BIG.
so decided to change to a smaller and brighter one.
takes me about 3 hours. maybe plus 1 hour for the coding : D.
alrights, had a hearty day meal.
SHIT, IM FAAAAAAAAAAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D, Choir rocks. now i feel like singing.


<3Minako

arggggggggggggggggggggh, damn mosquitoes.

they/it bit me on my hind legs and now there's 7 mosquto bites !!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITCHY LAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
think tonight must use the pesticide and kill naughty mosquitoes.
should have wrote "NOT FRESH BLOOD VICTIM",
then it will go,

" what the fuck, no fresh blood? kanasai lah this lady. KAAA PUI!. " *flies away*


anyway, today the weather freaking warm and rained during the napfa test for the secondary threes.
anyway, i was up at 4T1 classroom(the Choir using the music room :( ), practising for tomorrow's performance!
LALALALALALALA, CAN'T WAIT TO PERFORM !!!!!
for the upper secondary during their assembly period.
after that, i'll be catching Reincarnation with my girls! excluding Suhana :(.
can't wait :DDD .


very hungry now...
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!
FOOD FOOD FOOD!
can't wait for my dinner either.
*stomach growls*

hmm, i hate the weather nowadays,
cannot take it lah,
so warm lor. plus our uniform feels uncomfortable when we sweat and stuff.
it's stuffy wearing it too.

yalalyalylaylayaha,
i better go make myself busy now, so i can stop think of FOOD LAH.
*dances like no one's business*


YCCB JIA YOU!


<3Minako

SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
i'm so into shouting nowadays.

yeahyeah, i will go ki siao already.

so if you see me talking or laughing to myself,
ignore this siao metally insane, problematic pathetic bitch.
what for care for a person who doesn't even care for herself.

is it me or is it the weather?
it's so humid even though it rained.
i think it's problem with me lah.
MY BODY IS TOTALLY NOT BULIT FOR RUNNING AROUND THE CANAL LAH CAN.
i don't care, i want to be excused from 2.4km run.
errrr, makes me wonder alot.

i could handle games like hand ball, badminton, whatever whatever but then come to jogging and running I SUCK THE BEST.
HELLO?? something is wrong with me, MENTALL AND PHYSICALLY.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M AN ALIEN !!!!!!!!!!


<3alienaticMinako.

*drum rolls* ;

bam!
today was loud and i shouted! WEEEE,
not enough though.

saw 7 bands marched and played their pieces today at National Stadium.
if i remembered correctly,

Tahjong Pajar Secondary,
Deyi Secondary,
Yusof Is---(sorry, i can't spell) Secondary,
Jurong West Secondary,
Pi ying Secondary,
Bowen Secondary,
West Spring Secondary,

there, well.. i'm sorry if i made a mistake in the spelling. : D, i have poor memory.
i've taken them on the field : D,
really apologise to all of you, i really DON'T recongnise which school is which!
except for, two or three.



lalala, we both adore pink! (er, i don't really...)
((left is mines, right is Suhana's (: ))


LOOK AT THE

COLOURFUL CROWD!! :DD, i'm amazed.


this should be Tahjong Pajar Sec.





BOWEN SECONDARY ROCKS !!! :DDD






Jurong West Secondary. shocked to see them there : D.

i remembered they got Silver anyway. CLAPSCLAPS!! (:


Pi ying Secondary! i remembered because i was sitting behind their supportive schoolmates and this guy was waving the flag, therefore, THE FLAG blocked part of the view.


i remember got one band swing their intruments like swinging a bamboo pole!
EVEN TUBA LOR,
and the i saw a cornet player swinging her cornet like she swinging a condom filled with water like that.
OMG, so sorry (:
anyway,


all in position to wait for the results. damnit, it was quite long lor.
if it was me, i would have fainted 10 mins later.




why do i look retard, ALWAYS? so do Idris, HAH.
forget not Wei Shan(sitting at the top right.) DOH.

wee!!!

we rock (:

Marcus(top right) is EMO!!

two gay people infront.

gay = happy.
er, maybe i don't mean that.



love you dar (:



haha, well whatever. i know i'm bad.
I AM BAD.
sigh..


after the results were annouced, we left the stadium and it was around the evening.
guess what, the sky was totally gorgeous. and heck, of course i took a snap of it.


pretty, isn't it...?

yeah, so after that, went to Bugis to have my dinner and then went to take the MRT with Banu and Suhana.


felt so tired..


finally reached home and only pathetic people like me does this,

trying to be emo,
okaaaaaaayy... T_T.

yawwwwwwwwwwn, been editting and blogging for like, 2 hours.
i'm so slow... lor.

:D , maybe i'm going to take up Korean Language class. heehehe,
and going Korean this year too! if possible, my father said.
I WANT TO MEET KWON SANG WOO IN PERSON LOR!
hah, crap (:.
buy lotsa lotsa clothes there (:.
SEE THE SNOW ~
AHAHA, .
i'm still pathetic.
yawn,sleepy.


she realised: Skies are beautiful, so is our lives.
<3Minako

comon comon :( ;

sigh, after reading Woon Guek's blog, i feel sad too ..
for all those heartbrokens out there.

SIGH, if only there's a doctor to cure everything.
and this FORGET-HIM potion.

*gulps*
BLERGH!
and poof! you don't even remember who you loved.

if only that happens.. the pain won't have to go on and on and on.
it's like torturing lah. why can't they understand.

tut lor, why did i even fell in love with him when i know this will happen.
because i thought i very clever mah, i thought i'm so good until he won't leave me.
WISHFUL THOUGHTS LOR,
ha, ha, ha, ha, please laugh at me.
the one who thought that she is the best herself,
has been hurt so deeply and dumped by that guy.

fuck, cheh.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

still doesn't help.
WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO SIA.
CRY ALSO CANNOT, SCREAM ALSO CANNOT.
HOW TO LIKE FUCKING GET RID OF THIS CRAPPY TORTURING PAIN LAH.
FINE, I DESERVE IT LOR.
but ...
i really ..
am sorry ........


damnit, sorry to my science group today.
i'm so fucking dumb and retarded and useless that i cause my whole group to lose and we must so a forfeit on monday.

why let me live on this world when i'm like, USELESS and HOPELESS HERE?
God, save me . :(

HE LIKES HER
HE LIKES HER
HE LIKES HER!!!

WHO IS "HER" ??
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

and to Woon Guek,
don't slit and cut le!
somehow, every cut i made, will cause me to feel regret for hurting myself.
anyway, don't hurt youself any deeper by doing that!!
many people around you cares for you!
really really take care okay?
and jia you for mid-year exams! <3 ((:


same for all (:.

what-a-fake-fucking-smile.

CAN I CRY ANOT, AHHHHH!!


<3Minako.

sigh, just hope tomorrow will be a better day.
will be attending the Marching Bands Competition at National Stadium tomorrow, if i remember correctly...

photos ((: . i promise.



you said you loved me the most.
like bullshit.


blahs, i'm so lerthagic.


<3Minako.

dumdeedumdi ~ ;

hmm. there's both sorrow and joy today.
of course the joy comes from

MY BAND SECTIONAL PRACTICE!! hahs, i can't believe even with that small amount of members, we can still play like a whole band already!! woots! Shak did really good. i hope Marcus could become like him one day too! JIA YOU ALL !


duh, obviously, my sorrow moment of the day is when i saw this stupid guy walk past me and to the MRT station and i had to walk fast after i alight from the MRT train so that he won't be able to catch up with me and I WON'T GET TO SEE HIS DARN ASS .
then, he spoiled my yippee.. well, i wasn't really actually happy the whole school lessons, er ya, he walked past my fucking classroom, before that, he was looking into 2E2's classroom(before my class), making me assume he might like someone there, and then when he seemed to like, SHOW THOSE KIND OF ATTITUDE FACE JUST LIKE I WOULD WHEN WE WALK PAST EACH OTHER CLASS. ta ma de. at least you don't like me i show that kind of face to you, you also won't like give a fucking damn. to me can be abit more CONSIDERATE and UNDERSTANDING ANOT.
i know you feel good lah, alot of girls, ... er, i'm not sure, but he's attractive? at least to me, he is really attractive. DON'T PUKE.
WHATEVER, don't show that proud face of yours whenever i see you okay..
it, even hurts me .

i don't dare to look up to you coz i know i won't meet your eyes.
but sometimes i just can't help but look ; fuck, i just can't take my eyes off you.

lonely, i feel so lonely.
i really miss that feeling when you were by my side.
THAT LOVE YOU USED TO GIVE,
*snaps*
and it's gone.
WHY CAN'T YOU LOVE ME FOREVER LAH.

saranghaeyo, joon hong.


anyway, i realised ANG MOH guys are really handsome lor!
like Tom Weiling, duh, must i explain more?
FORGET IT, last time i used to like angmoh guys.
NOW I SHALL HUNT FOR KOREAN HOT KIMCHI DUDES.
hahahahahhahahhahhahahahahhaha.

i can be now considered as a real fan of Kwon Sang Woo. (:
SANG WOO! SANG WOO! WOOO!!!!!
hahhhahhaha, he is my hunka hot kimchi idol! (: .


HEARTS KWON SANG WOO LOTS.


he have this really shy yet charming and adorable smile
that really melts my heart!



ahhhh!you hot dude : DDD.
(omg, i didn't know i was this pervertic.. - I JUST CAME ACROSS THIS OKAY! :x)



sighs, and when he cries, it breaks my heart too.
once, i was so down, i watched and finally cried out lah,
but, it's like, my bottle still full.




DAMN THIS GIRL!!!


tsktsk, i wonder how is it like when it is me instead!!

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TADAH!
i can be better couple with him lor!
HAHAHHAHHHAHA.
WAHAHAHAH, STOP LAUGHING AT US LAH
I KNOW YOU'RE JEALOUS LOR!! (:


sigh,
sorrowful days can turn me into siao lang.
what to do? i can't cry, i can't anything.
I CAN'T EVEN FREAKING FORGET ABOUT HIM LAH.
toots. toots all the unfaithful guys on Earth.
damn you all ... :(..


wo de xin, zhen de hen tong..
wo hai hen ai ni.

<3Minako.

tired. tired, tired to the power of millions . ;

damnit. i'm so tired today. i guess i won't be blogging again.
i've been busy these two days!

<3REAL-TIRED-OUT-MINAKO.

today ain't my day >:( ;

grrr . i'm so FUCKING PISSED .

"we did not develop those photos which are blur" .


FUCK YOU CHEE BYE .
it's either you CHEAT or you LIE .
ya lah , blur my foot lah . blur means cannot help me develop meh ?
DID I FUCKING SAY IF ITS BLUR I DON'T WANT ??
is it so BLUR that you afraid it will fucking destroy your whatever machine while developing it ? walua , what the fuck ? it's my photos leh, my film ! and i didn't say i DON'T WANT the blur photos . what kind of CRAP lah . somemore talk to me like robot .
oh , so why did we even take those 4 photos in the first place ?
BLAH ! WASTE OUR TIME, ENERGY, AND BRAIN ENERGY COZ WE NEED TO THINK HOW TO POSE.
conclusion, service sucks and company sucks.

so my precious 4 photos gone .
yeah , so there's 23 photos to upload ^^ . hee , i've editted and
*drum rolls*
THEY ARE READY TO BE BLOGGED !


yupyup , on the 14th of April,
Suhana, Wan Teng, Cheryl, Samantha and me went to town to shopshopshopshop and eateateateateateat .
(: .

before i head to meet my girls, i went to jurong point to buy a disposable camera because none of us have camera ! yeah, after that, went to meet my girls and off we go!!
we went to Plaza Singapura as Cheryl wanted to buy a Piano book for her sister. and of course, those gorgeous shiny intruments made us can't help but fall in love with them with squeaks and "OHMYGOD" phrases.

lalala, after that, Suhana went to try the drums while i played those really cool keyboard piano .
lol, then Suhana came and we palyed Phantom of Opera.
then erm, don't know where they came from but, one guy was playing the guitar while the other was singing - REAL LOUD .
hahas, but he sang pretty good. i noticed one girl was like giving them the erm-okay-what-the-hell-are-you-all-trying-to-do face as she walks pass and head for the exit.
blahblahblah, i think we spent quite alot of time in that shop. :X

finally, everyone's tummies were rumbling . we headed for Pizza Hut ! hmm yumyum (: .
PHOTOS!



She's happy.I'm sad.
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hee, Suhana and me got our Beef Lagsana first! (:
cheesyyyy :D



patiently waiting and waiting for out foood ~
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hurray!! let's EAT!


ohh! our pepperoni stuffed crust pizza! ((:


finally , samantha's food is here .


, she didn't finish it though.



lala , what a mess . (:
we are so full!!

then , we paid our bills and headed to far east!



tu tu tu. playing on our imaginary clarinets.


while waiting for the damn long train.
lalala, then we shopped and shopped.
but we didn't buy anything lor! hee, don't know why.
just admired clothes and accessories.
where to next? BUGIS ! (:
la li dum di ~
we took group photos while waiting for the train.

yes, i know it wasn't well taken ... BUT WHO CARES!
WE ARE STILL UNITED! . *hugs my girls*


from the top left: Cheryl, Samantha, Wan Teng.
bottom obviously Suhana and me (:


we are some bad girls you won't want to mess with.
*blinks*

and here we go , shopping like mad at Bugis. oh, there's a fashion show held too (:
but we didn't watch, we need a break at Coffee Bean!


gahaha, the best tiramisu i've tasted myself yet.


see that smirk on Cheryl's face? She's enjoying her cheesecake too much.
grr, i'm jealous.
Samantha: uhhh, i'm not sure, *sniffs* i'll give it a try.

yup. we headed home after that. it was already dark and night (:.




err, the last photo Suhana!
Suhana: ....

aw, she's too tired to take anymore. so what now?
SNAP!


CAUGHT RED-HANDED .
haha, for the sake of her, i will censor her pretty face.

poor her! she lost her $50! :(.


lalala, and that's all (: .
yes, i know the photo quality isn't good ... well , disposable camera. what do you expect. >:( .
plus , the flash really sucked. made all the background in the photo look as if we're in a dark cave or something.
whatever.
tired after all that scanning,editting and posting. yaawn.


<3Minako

DAMNIT ! ;

grrr ! i hate THAT SHOP! .
damnit ! i'm apologise but no photos today yet !
AND WHY ?
coz when happily came home after collecting my photos , I REALISED THAT THERE ARE FOUR photos missing ! AND ONE OF THEM IS THE FIRST PHOT WE'VE TOOK ! like what the fuck ? trying to cheat me is it ? SO DAMN ANGRY !
i'm going back tomorrow to that SHOP and complaining . grrr !!
FOUR PHOTOS LEH ! oh my god , they blind or what ?

anyways , i really apologise . i will post tomorrow with photos hopefully if i can get the four beloved photos back .
as for today , i went to erna house with my group to practice our roles for the drama whatever .
bored . heavy rain !! HAHA ! so fun . got drenched (: .
damnit right , should rain on my mass run T_T .

lalalala . suddenly feel like eating pizza hut again ! hee ,
oh yeah , i wanna watch Reincarnation . looks horror-ful enough to horrify me . hyeh hyeh ((: .
doh..
now i'm feeling so depressed and emo .
damnit ! idris infected me with his emo-disease ! .
grrr , well , it wasn't that bad too ...

those words you used to say to me ,
were nothing but a bunch of shit .

CAN YOU JUST , GET OUT OF MY MIND !!!!
i need to break out.
oh , i need a break , a kit kat .


<3emo-ticMinako.

100 question survey (: ;

100 Things You Didn't Know About Me:

1. Full Name: Christina Tan Pei Ching
2. Nicknames: msARTEE . Minako
3. Birthday: 18th Jan 1992
4. Place of Birth: Singapore.
5. Zodiac Signs: Capricorn
6. Male or Female: female
8. School: jwps, yuan ching sec.
9. Occupation: student
10. Residence: uh . some where around Boon Lay .
11. Screen Name: rainndropps

__Your Appearance__
12. Hair Color: black
13. Hair Length: short
14. Eye color: brown
15. Best Feature: uh i don't know . HAH .
16. Height: 162
17. Braces?: yup , on now .
18. Glasses?: Brown thick plastic framed (:
19. Piercing: ears
20. Tattoos: none.don't even intend to have one .
21. Righty or Lefty: righty

___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: Abigail
23. First Award: for some , uh , education thing during my kindergarden days.
24. First Sport You Joined: my memory for the past is kinda faded
25. First pet: turtur ! small little turtles, oh whatever you call them .
26. First Real Vacation: uh, Florida, Tampa.
27. First Concert: some , hand puppet boring shit last year.
28. First Love: ..never had .

___ Favorites___
29. Movie: shrek 1&2, Ice Age 2, A Moment to Remember, Kungfu Hustle ...
30. TV Show: Spongebob Squarepants and Sesame Street
31. Colors: green, orange, purple, white, brown.
32. Rapper: uh , none .
33. Band: YUAN CHING CONCERT BAND!! (:
34. Song Right Now: All I Ask Of You, If I Ain't Got You, Kiss Goodbye, Blue Ridge Saga, Majestia, Reflection ...
35. best Friends: my TNFs babes and hunk, Serene, Sze yee(:
36. Candy: ANYKIND.
37. Sport to Play: handball : D
38. Restaurant: japanese restaurant, pizza hut, ajisen, delifrance bistro.
39. Favorite brand to wear: nah. any clothes that will look good on me .
40. Store: sells what i like .
41. School Subject: art and maybe science
42. Animal: all kind .
43. Book: lala , i don't read :x
44. Magazine: Seventeen, Teenage, 8Days.
45. Shoes: those which looks good .

___Currently___
46. Feeling: half-asleep.
47. Single or Taken?: ...single..
48. Have a crush: nope.
49. Eating: slice of white bread.
50. Drinking: nothing
51. Typing: this survey and msn .
52. Online?: regularly.
53. Listening To: Christina Aguilera's Reflection.
54. Thinking About: him and me .
55. Wanting to: see him
56. Watching: nothing
57. Wearing: pajamas and shorts.

__________Future__________
58. Want Kids?: 2 or 3
59. Want to be Married?: definitely.
60. Careers in Mind: fashion designer, if i could study real hard.
61. Where do you want to live: somewhere cool and peaceful .
62. Car: i prefer to be driven than to drive.

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
63. Hair color: dark
64. Hair length: short and clean cut
65. Eye color: brown
66. Measurements: uh .. how to measure ? as long as he has good bod ((:
67. Cute or Sexy: both
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: both
70. Short or Tall: tall
71. Easygoing or serious: easygoing but knows when to be serious
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic
73. Fatty or Skinny: not to skinny or fat . like macho size .
74. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: i don't look for hook-ups . i look for REAL relationship where i can love freely and live happily with him .
76. sweet or Caring: both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: none.

___Have you ever___
78. Kissed a Stranger: gross . no
81. Ran Away From Home: nope
82. Broken a bone: uhh ... no.
83. Got an X-ray: yup.
84. Been with someone: yess..
85. Broken Someones Heart: er .. yeah..
86. Broke Up With Someone: yup.
87. Cried When Someone Died: err , haven't been to a funeral before . hope i don't won't have to .
88. Cried At School: yeah

___Do You Believe In___8
89. God: yes, because i won't be here if there's no God .
90. Miracles: yes
91. Love At First sight: yes.
92. Ghosts: no.
93. Aliens: nope
94. Soul Mates: yes.
95. Heaven: yes.
96. Hell: yeah... brr , scary .
97. Angels: yes
98. Kissing on The First Date: if we have been close friends for quite long and knew each other well . included that timing was right.
99. Horoscopes: er .. i guess not.

___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have?: ... yes .. it's him .


so bored so i decided to do this .
sigh .. why did he .. betray my love and left .
i still can't let him go ..
my heart still won't accept the fact that he's gone yet.
i'm pathetic shit . :(
i love you . i still love you . i love you . i still love you,
really wish i could be with you now.

it's okay . as long as i could see you everyday ..
as long as i could see you smile,
as long, as i know you are fine.

those times we had were the happiest moments of my life,
but when you left , those days were like walking on the thorns on my path.
i had to bear the pain .
the blood .. oh how tragic .
but who cares ?
i just care about you , nothing matters anymore.


<3minako>

LALALAS (: ;

haha , i had so much fun with my girls today !
it's a pity my mother took the digital camera with her on her trip to Thailand . ahwells ,
so we bought a disposable camera !
yeah , 27 shots : D .
the last shot was kinda , well , CUUTE ! . gahahahahahaa.
i hope the photos are nice . the flim is in the process of development , so .. no photos yet !
tomorrow i'll get the photos and scan em , then i can blog them !
yeah , i'll blog about my girls and my outing tomorrow , WITH PHOTOS .
how cool is that : D .

oh wells , i can't wait for the photos !
anyway , i shall reply my peeps who tagged my board (:

suhana: haha , ya lor ya lor . look around and you will realise life is beautiful no matter how crooked or tough your path is .

xiaojac: glad to hear that ((: !

wanteng: hee , i will .. try to (: .

sy : come often !! hahas , sorry i can't make it on monday le :( . miss you wor!

ah^qi: lol , it's .. weird-looking in photos :/

ChermaineNg(: : OH YEAH ! haha , thanks for reminding me ! sorry i forgot and to keep you waiting ! arrrggh . :( i'll make it now so i wont forget (:


blaaahhhs , i feel like eating marcoroni and cheese .
cheesy day today ! (:


<3Minako

tooties . ;

damnit , helped out to bring the FUCKING heavy chairs up and down the stair and my back fucking hurts . should have took extreme precaution while carrying the chairs as i know i have already have problems with my back two years ago .
HOPEFULLY THE PAIN GOES AWAY . i don't want history to repeat itself .
NAH , JUST LET ME GO FOR ANOTHER INJECTION . then ask doctor to give an MC -
CHRISTINA TAN PEI CHING IS EXCUSED FROM NARFA AND 2.4KM TEST .


HAHAHHHHAHAHHA .
yay !


<3Minako

emo thoughts . ;

sigh . i guess , i AM wearing a mask
fine , i said today would be a happy post so yeah ,

ANYWAY! today's band practice went fine . played until the area around my lips hurt . oh wells ,
TOMORROW I'M GOING TO HANG OUT WITH MY TNFS !
WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!
*applauses* WO WO AH AH !
hee , can't wait ! we will be heading to town , shopping , eating , shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping eating shopping !!!!!

haha , we become fat from all those food (:
BUT ! don't know who bringing camera ! coz my mum took it to Thailand already . ZZZZs !
i want my OWN DIGITAL CAMERA . pretty pretty , chic and SLIM . hah , of course i good quality too !! grrr , handphone first or camera ? blah .


I PRAY TO GET THE CYBER-SHOT T9 ! SO COOL! LIKE ME . whatever.
hees , i like cyber-shot series : D .

ya lah ya lah . WOO ! . almost dinner time , so i shall go fill my empty tummy .


no matter how hard i cry,
it still doesn't seem like i let it all out .
when can i smile like i mean it?
when can i see the light in that cold dark?
i wish i could run back to your side ,
i really want to hold you so much.
sigh , life is always so unfair .
ups and downs , ups and downs , they all suck .

every morning i look up into the nature as i walk .
i realised life is beautiful though , no matter how rough our path is .
treasure it .


<3Minako

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MORI !

anyway , i realised i get pissed at least once everyday .
life sucks .

oh yeah , i forgot to post about one thing taht really PISSES me off yesterday . and i actually could forget that T_T .
yeah , rici and i SO WANTED to catch a cab yesterday . plus i was carrying my clarinet case and although it wasn't THAT heavy but it tires me throughout my loooooonggg walk to school .
fuck i tell you . we've been waiting for a cab for about 30mins .
AND WALUA LOR , THE CAB MUST HAVE HATED STUDENTS , we are infront of these four ugly bastards and was the first to wave BUT IN THE END IT JUST LIKE FUCKING DROVE PAST US AND TOOK THE FOUR ASSHOLES . like what the hell ?
then , 3 cab that could ACTUALLY take us were snatched away . SO FRIGGING PISSED !
in the end took MRT . UGGGHHHHHHH.

whatever whatever whatever.
today's sectional PISSED ME OFF TOO .
coz everyone not playing together ! and that emo dude keep playing the mallets T_T
irritating LAH . fuckfine , go on ahead and hate me now .

hopefully tomorrow's post will be a happy one .

i've changed .. alot .. :(


<3Minako

oops . i'm growing fats . hee (:
FUCK LAH , WARHEADS ; EXTREME SOUR , LEMON FLAVOURED . SO FUCKING DAMN SOUR . like duh . TA MA DE !!! I SO TUT ! DRINK WATER WHILE THE SOURNESS MELTS ON MY TOUGUE , AND IT MAKES IT MORE WORST ! TEARS CAME OUT OF MY EYES .
too sour for me to resist . my stomach feels like , it's protruting . BLOATED HAHS . i'm fat :(

HOMEWORK!
OH MY CHEESES !! AHHHHH

<3fatMinako.

HUNGRY HUNGRY ! ;

LOLS. i guess rici and me have the same damn problem ; EATING LOTS OF JUNK .
damnit , i can't resist going to NTUC later to buy all sort of JUNK ! hees , today beanice brought packets of sweets and once i popped one into my mouth , i TOTALLY turned into a SWEET ADDICT . hahhhahaha , but i took three only lah . so pai seh , it's hers lor . cannot take too much . so what now ? LATER GO NTUC BUY 1 MILLION PACKETS LAH .
lol .

was walking to the lift when suddenly i saw one guy , around his 30s , and he was all dressed up in like , the late 70s ?
miniAFRO , TUCK-IN , AND PODKA DOTS . plus , this uncle who was pushing his bicycle had his radio switched on with its volume BLASTING LOUD , was playing those old chinese songs and at the moment , i thought i was back in the past 1970s ! oh my god , haha , then i shook my head , now im in 2006 now im in 2006 ! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo.
marcoroni and cheese T_T .

teehahaha ,
today's band practice was fun as usual . time passed so quickly T_T . everyone was like , huh ? so fast 6 liao . someone joined in and became Cheryl's junior . HAHAHAHA , TAKE CARE OF HER HOR ((:
hee , can't wait for the upcoming events ! that is the performance for the school in April and the Balloon Hat Festival in June !! gagahaha,
and the emo kid's birthday on 1st June . what a lucky day . YEAH RIGHT .

i will keep my post short today because i've realised that my long posts don't make sense .

and the previous sentence don't too .
OKAY LAH , I BETTER GO GET CHANGED NOW .


<3Minako

irritants ! :

grr ! so pissed off today !

FIRSTLY , was suppose to take a taxi (yes , i am REALLY LAZY to take MRT and walk all the wayto my school) in the morning but i don't know what i have been thinking lately , i went to the taxi stand near Jean Yip just to find a rather long queue and ZERO taxis . oh well , okays , fine , so i just hopped into the queue , hoping for a million of taxis to drive by .
but kanasai , most were taken , the others , empty but refuses to drive in and take a customer .
so wait there for quite long , then i got sooooo like FED UP . then i went to take the bust bus .
then , i got freaking warm while waiting for the bus and was sweating like .. some kind of , a broke-loose maniac from WoodBridge.
anyway , after that finally the bus driver came and started his bus . weepee !

SECONDLY , now i finally understand why the January issue of Readers' Digest indicated that spitting in public was one of an irritant in Singapore , or you can say Asia .
at first when i read it , i didn't really understand why it was irritating or disturbing UNTIL i saw it with my own freaking eyes .
fcuk that old man .
was walking to the taxi stand today and this old ah-pek was sitting at the edge of the path when suddenly , he " KAAAAAA PUUUUI! " . and pop goes the weasel .

tamade , it's a total disrespect for the ground and people around lor .
or maybe is it he see me then he spat ?
HAHA , okay . continuing on ..
spitting in public is not only disrespectful , it is also selfish because that filthy germs and bacteria in that saliva and SPREAD AROUND .


wind goes : WHOSH WHISH ~ !

bacteria : weeee !!! oh look ! i think i shall land on this pretty hot babe!

germs : weee !! oh ! howcome there's so many hot germates (no such word .) on that ugly fat bitch ? HAHA , who cares ! HERE I COME CHICKS !


100% GROSS . eewwwww .


THIRDLY , mass run suck to the CORE i tell you .


oh yes , my mother is going to thailand to visit my grandma tomorrow !
HOW I WISH I CAN GO WITH HER .
with all these stress , sorrow and agony , heading to my grandma's place is a right decision that i should make !
kekeke , the fresh air , the peaceful nature , the calming breezy wind and my grandma's pet dog , Hebe !!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH , I MISS IT !! (:
of course , not forgetting THE SHOPPING . HAHAHAHA.
oh yeah , and the fried grasshoppers too , yuuuummmy :D

sigh , i kinda miss all my vacations . especially Genting last year because our parents weren't there and THE FEELING IS LIKE SO SHUANG !
:x woopsie.
yeah , if i could follow my mum to Thailand tomorrow , i will have slightly less of freedom than what i had at Genting BUT STILL BETTER .
hees , coz my mum will most probably be with my aunts and uncles and then i can be alone ! playing with Hebe the whole day :DD . oh my goddd d..

ahaha , today had erm , some kind of gossiping and bad-mouthing with cheryl , wan teng and samantha during chinese class . haha , bad bad . but fun hur ! hees , chinese class should switch places with beanice (:

alright , band tomorrow ! GOOD FRIDAY THIS WEEK ! HAAAAHS , so happy ((: . maybe me and TNFs will catch The Phantom Of Opera at one of our houses !
i'm geting all pumped up after watching the trails . haha , watching an old movie . WHATEVER (:.


<3Minako

uhhh . ;

hee , yesterday went to NUS cultural whatever to watch Unity concert ! . the theatre was kinda small but it was like my first time there ! then we all sat the top platform . haha , so shuang ! brr , cold . yeah , THREE CHEERS FOR UNITY ! they did well ! :DD .
anyways, here are the photos (: . don't laugh at my retard look dork .



me and darling inside the concert hall .




that's all . ERM , SORRY ? i fucking forgot the bring my memory card for the digital camera !
SO DUMB RIGHT . really really sorry . really sorry to break my promise .


anyways , after that performance , vani , idris , shak , ahmad , pangyong and me went to macdonalds . oh yeah , vani had to go home , she just followed us to take the train .
then since my camera's memory still have some empty fits , we took some pictures !

me and idris .


i LOVE MY TANK TOP!



i retardedly added some music notes because the background was damn plain.


doh , look at that pathetic smile a retard have gave
at the top right.


pangyong and idris are kukus.


yeah , that's all . i am really apologetic ! erm , is there such word ? aww , whatever.


oh yeah , TNF's BLOG IS UP DARLINGS !
hee , tiring day lah . played ps2 the whole day .
ohhhh , damnit , tomorrow got school PLUS mass run .
shouldn't have rained yesterday . should have rained TOMORROW .
like doh.
whatever , please bless Singapore with rain tomorrow .
i'm so freaking tired already , i needa sleep now.


<3Minako.