Tuesday, August 1

mixed emotions.

LOOOOOOOOL!
today's class photo-taking day!
i hope i look okay lor! if not, it's like, BLEARGH! vomit! :D
anyway, there's the NDP celebration rehearsal tomorrow again!!
i don't have sunblock lotion! later i get tanned again ):
my tan is ugly!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, mixed emotions killin' the hell outta me.

when i was photocopying the music scores for my juniors, mr foo wanted to go out then he saw me. he was like hesitating and i thought he was going to start his nonsensical scoldings, then he said, "seeing you reminds me of something".

ass.


MOOD SWING DURING BAND! bah, oh my godness.
luckily i didn't cry! lol, you played better than the other pieces during Centuria!
hahah! kind of hurting, but i had to console myself, i have to REPEAT to myself so many times, you were gone, and i don't have to care! because you're not part of me! i can't control you!
but,
I LOVE YOU!
all this while i've been waiting for your return! hah! it's quite impossible but well, i'm here.


warning: excess bitchings and rantings below. read with caution.




lololololol!i got plenty of stuff to say! (on another shit!) nono, not as in i've another crush or something.
IT'S WHOEVER!
my girls will know who i'm talking!
HAHAH! anyway, HE SUCKS!
i don't understand, REALLY I DON'T!
haven't i made myself clearly?
why are you acting as though i like you?

ONE LAST FINAL TIME,
i am not interested in you! i don't even care! GET IT?
hopefully you get it cos you GET ON MY NERVES!

you're not only pissing me off, but people around you!
why didn't you notice it? ARE YOU REALLY THAT RETARTED?
stop acting cute or charming!
AFTER YOU READ THIS, GO GET A PILLOW AND STUFF YOUR HEAD INTO IT AND WAIL ALL YOU WANT!

FUCK YOU! it's like not the first time you know this!
you knew it since what? the beginning of this year?
and what? when i told you to like, REALLY FREAKING FORGET IT, you acted like a immature child. desparate one indeed.
i've never been so disgusted in my LIFE! DORK!!
hopefully you read this! YOU WILL RIGHT!
i know i'm bad! but seriously i had enough! and please don't think i like you when i try to glare at your face. i'm PISSED OFF WHEN I DO THAT AT PEOPLE.
ass retarted face. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

I WAS SO PISSED OFF AND FRAUSTRATED TODAY AND SEEING YOU MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I CAN SQURT LAVA OUT OF MY MOUTH!!
hahah lololol! i don't care if i've hurt you like shiat or what! YOU KNEW IT WAS YOU WHO HAVE TO CHANGE! NOT ME!
stop being protective LIKE I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND!

IM FUCKING NOT! shall i repeat my status now?
SINGLE AND only IN LOVE WITH TYRRANOSAURUS.
i've had enough! i've been trying to put up with you.
i just really have to say it all out.
you better, start facing the FRONT INSTEAD OF YOUR LEFT SIDE! THE TEACHER IS AT THE FRONT, NOT AT MY SIDE FUCK!
do you know when you didn't come to school, i felt so peaceful! to be able to turn to Vani and Nuz without having YOU TO START THINKING, "HEY, SHE'S LOOKING HERE! MAYBE SHE LIKES ME.. *smirks and drools*". for you information, i WASN'T LOOKING AT YOU, I AM LOOKING AT VANI'S SIDE!
oh my god, i feel like an idiot now! i should have just scream all this at your face! i'll give you one freaking week, to know your limits.
EVERTHING HAS IT'S LIMITS! you better know your limits, and not go beyond it. if not, you just have to prepare for the worst.



EVERYONE, GIVE A SIGH OF RELIEF! cos it's over! hah!
i'm going to sleep luh!
anyway, can we both really meet again? and walk on each others' path, hand in hand, happily?
my heart have not let go yet! it's waiting and IM waiting, in hope that you'll turn back to me.
(: I LOVE YOU ALEX!


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! &serious digusting sightings.

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