ayeeee..

today's NDP rehearsal was tiring!
someone cried! WTF!
nevermind, he'll be as stronger next time. right?
FUCKING SHIT I'M MORE MISERABLE THAN YOU!
boooooooooooooooo ):
stop thinking for yourself!


tomorrow there's CCA PHOTO-TAKING!
wAAHAHA! taking with the BAND! MY BELOVED BAND!
and if i get lucky enough, i'll be able to stand beside HIM! lol!! ):
yeah, kinda of disappointed at one of my junior today! she changed for the better the last feew practices! but then now she seem to have turned back to her old way and disrespected US! omg, Samantha, RELAX! DON'T LET A JUNIOR(anyway, she's just blasting her way through.) DISCOURAGE YOU! you have to know you're the ONE LEADING THE 3rd CLARINETISTS! without you, they won't even know how to play!
<3 YOU SAM! ((:

STUPID RIGHT! just because of HIM! plus, i'm wasting my time for him I KNOW! but what can i do? my heart doesn't want to LET IT GO YET!
this saturday is a IMPORTANT DAY FOR ME! lol.
but after taking in what some of my friends say, i'm into a deep hesitating mode.
should i go, or should i not?


T_T i think i need the CONTROL-THE-SWING pills. to freakingly control my moodswing!
now i'm feeling so.. emotionally unhappy! like i just want to heck care and let my self lie on the bed without getting up forever! it could get this terrible! sigh, HOW TERRIBLE!

there's Incredible Tales showing now on Channel 5. SHOULD I WATCH?!
lol, obviously NO! cos i don't want to frighten myself even further. IM SO SCARED TO BATHE ALREADY!

bam! i know i'm a scaredy pirate! (:
savvy yer?
a'ight, today's been a BAD TANNING day for me!
i don't want get tanned! i'll do my whitening facial mask now!
oh, i just remembered school starts at 830 tomorrow. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
yeahuh, i'll go now.

she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! and the hesitation!