Tuesday, August 8

FUCK! [warning: TONS OF AGRESSIVE WORDS USED.]

it's the word i feel like shouting out loud.

awwwwwwwwww, I SUCK HELLA LOT!
fucking shit, why did God even let such a terrible person like me live on Earth!
so wasteful!! might as well like an kind-hearted "angel" take my place!
i feel so guilty!

i've wasted my fucking life to my awsomely terrible attitude whatsoever!


i can't take it lor!
why do people watch PORN?
fuckers! why don't you just videotape a video of you fucking a blowdoll!
what's the damn difference between each and every of us!
WHAT LOR!
the porn guy has a dick and two balls, ALL MEN HAVE IT RIGHT!?
the porn girl has two boobs and a vagina, ALL WOMEN HAVE IT RIGHT?!
what the hell! it's not as if we're all born in a different way; "wow! she has boobs! well i don't!! i'm a girl but too bad i'm born without boobs but with this DICK! i'm curious how boobies really looks like! i shall go watch porn tonight."

WHAT THE?! use your senses lah.
why would you want to watch people fucking when you yourself could do that too.
it's senseless!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! >:(


i know, it's weird suddenly i'll talk about pornography.
it's my personal shit, so i don't want to talk about it and make me go into the 4th stage of being nuts.


dang. i know i've been emo this days!
but there's alot of stuffs that've been happening.
school, him, home, friends, band.
yeah, i shouldn't have gotten myself nuts just because of a stupid guy.
out of anger, i'll just kick him aside.
no, not aside, but away and far far far away. HAHAH! fuck.


who invented the word "fuck" anyway?
since it has a similiar meaning to sex, imagine yourself scolding someone,
"YOU SEX-KER! GO SEX YOURSELF LAH, ASSHOLE!"
hilarious.
kind of make sense though.
today's boring, boring, boring!
the busking activity was way to long.
everyone couldn't wait to go home lah. anyway, after that, Shak, Idris, Vani and me went to Nuz house. well, chatted then Vani had to go at 2.
yeah, so BYE VANI!!!
then left the four of us! NUZ'S HOUSE HAS NO FOOD! hahah!
so Idris, Nuz and me went to the nearest Mama's Shop while the obsessed Shak get's engrossed with his Maple.
yeah, went back to her house with cup noodles! or rather, BOWL noodles! =D
MYOJO NOODLES SO NICE TO EAT!. er, i'm just singing.
whatdver! yeah, watched Amityville Horror. hmm, freaky and GORE-ISH!
then went back home. 9 storeys down only! heehee! (:
ahh, yes, pictures! hmm hmm, too lazy.
now i hate coming back home.
she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! &OH! THE! MESS!

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