LOOOOL!

Apparently, thank God I'm in a fantastic mood right now.

TO GO CRAZY!

dadadadada tingting
dada, dada.
dadadadada tingting
dada, dada.
CAN'T TOUCH THIS!
dadadadada tingting
dada, dada.
dadadadada tingting
dada, dada.
CAN'T TOUCH THIS!

Whatever hur. Today did my 2.4 re-test and got pushed by Vani and Nuz. Thanks BABES!
Love ya'll (:
Then i pushed myself like hell man. Now me thighs are aching like NUTS!
pain! ): Maybe i can't walk tomorrow = great excuse for not going to school.
BUT LATER GOING TO MEET WITH NUZ AND VANI FOR LUNCH AND TO WATCH MONSTER HOUSE! (If my legs couldn't make it)
Awwww, i can't wait. (DESPERATE SCHOOLGIRL, T_T)

Ahhhh, YES! Holidays are here soon! (Along with homeworks T_T)
Hmmm, maybe i'll rebond my hair? Cut my hair?
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SHAVE LAH! SHAVE BALD!
oh weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!11


ohohoh, better maje this quick cos i want to watch "I Am Samsoon!"
such a hilarious yet sad plot! MUST-SEE! Every weekdays, 10pm on Channel U!
Okay lah, i know i haven't been blogging! I'm LAZY LAH.
Pictures soon! IF I WILL BE ABLE TO PUSH MYSELF TO EDIT AND UPLOAD.
zzzz! BYE! (:


oh..




HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
(:




Deppsim-sufferer<3!

:D:D

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooo -.-
I'm eating Long John Silver's 8 Shrimps with Fries Combo. LOLLL.

Anyway, KWONG SANG WOO IS COMING TO SINGAPORE NEXT WEEKEND.
FUCK, YOU'RE RIGHT! I'M DEFINATELY GOING TO SEE HIM!
Bwhahahaah!
Who wants to come along?
I got this whole long fucking list who wants to come along with me!

1) Clone of me number 1
2) Clone of me number 2
3) Clone of me number 3
4) Clone of me number 4
5) Clone of me number 5
6) Clone of me number 6
7) Clone of me number 7
8) Clone of me number 8
9) Clone of me number 9
10) Clone of me number 10
11) Clone of me number 11
12) Clone of me number 12
13) Clone of me number13
14) Clone of me number14
15) Clone of me number 15
16) Clone of me number16
17) Clone of me number 17
18) Clone of me number 18
19) Clone of me number 19
20) Clone of me number 20
21) Clone of me number 21
22) Clone of me number 22
23) Clone of me number 23
24) Clone of me number 24



now who wants to be the number 25th? :D
Hurry!!! Before my waiting list is FULL!
Ya lor, i know i got alot of friends. I'm Ms PumPui-larity lor. You don't know meh?


KWONG SANG WOO SHI KWI YOR WO YO! KWONG SANG WOO SHI TO MO SHI SOR YO!!

Blah, all the noob words learnt :D

Hmm, tomorrow's Dooms Day number.... I forgot.
Anyway, yesterday is the night with TWO "moons"!
While, actually, ITS MARS!
I even set an note in my mobile phone to notify me BUT HECK!
It rained! The sky was dark and gloomy. No MOON! NO MARS!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
The next time it will happen is the day we all won't know each other (reincarnation)
The year 2100+? Erm, i wonder whether will there still be Humans living on Earth.
All this global warming ... HORRIBLE!

YEAH I LOVE IT TO RAIN. But it's at the wrong time. Why never rain tomorrow? DURING MASS RUN! Oh horrible horrible ):
Oh, oh yeah.

i got 24/30 (LOST THE THREE MARKS THANKS TO THE TEACHER WHO DIDN'T DO HIS JOB WELL.) for my Science! damn low, i'm disappointed.
and i got 23.5/30 for my English! damn damn low, i'm even more disappointed.
BAHHHHHhhhhhhhh, who cares.

Aiyoh, him and i no fate lah. hahah!
who cares, it's just a hrusc (:


She suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! &???

Final paper tomorrow! :DD

OH WEEEEEEE!!!!
today sucks to the core!
weather was hot, and i was pms-ing -.-
ulcers in my mouth and cheeks! ate so slow till bell rang and i gave up.
hopefully, it all gets well tomorrow. it hurts so bad and i can't enjoy good food! ):

Oh yeah, today my girls and I wrote a letter and left it in the suggestion box. Hopefully he will read it and find a GOOD solution. He better not say,

" Errhh, i think ah, erhhh. You all just have to bare with it lor hah? Because we cannot do much about it. Errhh, so please be patient lor okay? Okay, next letter..."

Yeah, his english worser than mine. How can? HOW CAN?!
i lost to this battle of AH BENG's well-spoken england.
Woops, i mean english.
Anyway, if he really (in some other way) let the matter to rest.
I promise i'll pester him with thousands of suggestion letters every week,

• "Can you don't be so biased?"
• "Can you participate in the campaign Speak Good English?"
• "ERHHHH, i also don't know why i write erhh. actually hor.. just want to say.. erhhh..I LOVE YOU!!!! *^^* erhhh.. erheheh,, i pai seh. (see how he reacts then) "
• "Maybe you need to put on braces. I introduce you to my dentist want?"
• "You need vouchers to Beijing 101? Cause i just won free vouchers and i thought i could share them with you."
• "Dear Principal, i think the school needs a change. A change of.. Principal. Can you resign now? Thank you in advance"

and so so on... *picturing Principal to tear off his hair and gets his secretary to type out a resignation letter to the MOE, gets into his green car and drives off... in the wrong lane.*

LOL! I'm so bad! :D anyway, there's PHOTOS! Actually,.. not photos, but pictures of MAPLE! blah, just skip it if you want (:

First of all! Nuz and me!!! <3

Then after that, the 2E1 maplers wanted to create a guild and Rafi had the money :D so Dickie, Rici and I went to Orbis, where Rafi is waiting for us. As you see, to create a guild, we need 6 people first. While waiting for the ship to arrive..

And then we realised Dickie didn't want to take photos! He even hid behind the NPCs! We had a hard time chasing him..

Weee! He loved taking photos, right? :D As for me, it was my first trip to somewhere new!

ON BOARD THE SHIP!

It was crowded and NOISY! But well, nevermind! (:

WEEE! Finally we reached Orbis, which take about 10-15mins? Pheww! And the place was so unfamiliar to me. i started taking photos like what a tourist would normally do.

Here we are! Inside a gorgeous (mansion?) palace here people could make their guilds... Oh Dickie is the King then -.- (WOW, ODD OUTFIT FOR A KING.)

Yawn! SLEEPY! (: Totally NOT looking forward to tomorrow.

She suffers from, Deppism<3! &Questions.

shoes galore! (omg, i'm addicted)

aww cmon, everytime when i flip through fashion magazines, the first time i'll look for is SHOES!
especially shoes that a celebrity wears.
shoes are definately WOMEN'S BEST FRIENDS.
yeah huh! Shoes are also an ESSENTIAL NEED for woman's daily life! (well, men actually too, but not as much as we do! :D)

imagine you got a hot date with this very CUUUUUTE hunk.
you put on your best make-up; clean and clear porcelain skin, irresistable eyes and kissable, pouting lips!

then, you put on your sexy red tubetop with black halter jacket. with dangling, oversized white and red pearls! You were so contended with yourself and so sure that you ARE SO GOING TO MAKE THAT GUY FALL OFF HIS SEAT UPON SEEING YOU!

yeah! it's almost time to go! let's put on the shoes...
!!!! OH MY GOD! I ONLY GOT A PAIR SO SLIPPERS!
The old, dull and grayish slippers that you have been wearing for the past 2 years. It seemed like you have forgotten to add SHOES to your shopping list last weekend.
With beautiful make-up and dressings, remember girls,

just one pair of shoewear will make you LOOK DIFFERENT!

Oh my god, of course, my date didn't like my slippers and people was staring at youyour horrible mess-up of fashion! I was full of remorse until... "Hey baby, do you want to look at the shoe store over there? I'll buy you a nice pair if you wa.."

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!
You rushed to that very shoe store and quickly selected a shiny black peek-toe pumps and guess what! Your date and you loved it! And after you walked out of that store, people have been staring at your beauty and complimenting behind your back!

now your date and your were currently dating and going to get engaged soon!
hopefully YOU will remember to buy my wedding pumps! *laughs cheekily*



Oh whatdver! i don't know when it became like a real life account. anyway, it's just a story that the hormones from my brain sent for me to type! BAHAHA!
okay, i must learn to start each letter from CAPITAL LETTER after a fullstop. Yeah (:

I've picked up some photos of BEAUTIFUL PUMPS!
You know how RESOURCEFUL the Internet could be hur! :D


Prada has very nice vintage pumps!





White pumps look most elegant (: But they get dirty easily without proper care!



Purple pumps are so electricfying and hot!



Red pumps are sexy and seducing ((:


Cute red pumps like this are for Little Red Riding Hoods! :D



Flowery designs to soften your image!



Feminine yet stylish!



Oops! I mixed the colours!

Damn, this is so retro! <3



A'ight lol! It's so late yet i'm TOO-ALMOST good enough to post! :D
Dental Appointment was, T_T. i thoguht i can die from dehydration cos there's this thing that's sucking all the saliva and water produced in my mouth. AND IT WAS LEFT THERE FOR LIKE LONG! For the first time in my life i felt the misery of dehydration. Is it not?
Anyway, i guess i'll be Sec 4 by the time i remove my braces. Yeah, LONG.
Oh bugger.


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! &the ache ):<

bwahaha! :D

yay! there's no mass run tomorrow nor there's 2.4 retest on wednesday!
*cheers furiously*
anyway, i got my dental appointment tomorrow. OH BOTHER T_T
but it's kinda of weird this time! they even sent me a notification letter to notify me about it.
hmmm, IS IT TIME TO PUT ON MY RETAINERS?
dream on asshole.

i guess i'm thinking too much! waaay too much! maybe about 1 year more to my retainers.
gosh, this is taking FOREVER..
i can't wait for holidays, which hopefully starts next week.
and i DO MISS MY BAND! ):
tomorrow's Maths and History.
hope everything goes well!!
I SUCK AT DRAWING CURVED GRAPHS.
man i really suck suck suck!!!! T_T
it always ended up looking like a, a, a, a, ... something that you won't even know what to call it.
BAHAHAH!

i'm sorry to annouce that this bloody stupid blogger have been so obsessed with mapling that she doesn't even set aside time for blogging. except for now! :D




the yellow marker is me and the red marker is the hacker flying without wings. obviously he is hacking because he is in the pixels and i can't see or reach him.
he used vac hack to suck the bats (stirge) and left nothing for me!!
of course, i changed channel blah.
aww man, i hate bloody noob hackers.
it's true, no one is a noob except for cheaters like hackers and scammers because they do not know how to gain through without any pain or sweat.


oh yeah, did you watched the national day rally 2006?! hahah,
at the starting, the camera was fliming from the back when this guy, rised up his hand with his white nokia 7260 phone and start videoing T_T
it was like, INFRONT OF THE CAMERAMAN, MAN. and i think the whole singapore saw it.
i was merely LOLING. it's so retarded.

a'ight now. tomorrow tutoring DUCKO~ :D


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3!

i can't believe it.

man! english paper was easy today :D
but science was horrible. Mr Leung didn't teach us the 2 plants that gives out nitrogen to the soil!
all of us were like, WHAT THE FUCK IS THE ANSWER? WE NEVER LEARN BEFORE!.
apparently, 2E2 and 2E3 have learnt it. because it was another teacher who taught them.
i was like, omggggggggggggggggggg. blame on the school for giving us a trainee teacher to teach us for physics! the first lesson i already cannot tahan him, +the noise pollution from the construction site and +the REAALLY warm weather.
hopefully, we will be awarded with free marks COS WE WEREN'T EVEN TAUGHT ON IT!
i don't know, it won't be fair to the students of the two classes who knew the answer.
goddamnit.

the. weather. is. so. extremely. superbly. damned. WARM. TODAY.
seriously, when i went home, it's like i've run for my 2.4 retest lor TT_TT,
so sweaty! ugh ):
oh wow, maths paper next week! hee. i must start revising tomorrow. if too engrossed with maple tomorrow, then sunday. well. maybe. erm :D
WHAT THE SHIT I TALKING LOR!
i think it's because i never blog for very long.
HAHAHHAH!
YAY! GOING TO BE LVL 35 LOR! CAN PLAY LUDIBRUM PQ WIH RICI AND DICKIE LE!!
*hops around*
sorry. :D
i know lah, i noob still (:
you very pro meh marcus, bastard, son of your mum.

hehe! music lesson was fun today because i get to share com with Nuz!
cheryl's and my computer were spoilt or whatdver shit.
then Cheryl shared with Sam while i shared with Nuz!
then we were like singing the Mary Had A Little Lamb.
BOM BOM BA, BOM BOM BOM BA, TING TING TING, TING, TING TING TING.
LOL.
HAHHAH, bloody fun. and we're viewing mapletips :D
and the OH-SO-GORGEOUS equipments (especially the earrings!) :D
and Zakum T_T
wow, Wei Shan's the Zakum.
don't pray pray, it has like, 10 or 8 arms and each has it's special abilities.
it is like level 140! and has a whopping total health of billions.



(the dumb actors: Rafi, Rici, Dickie, Boaz, Shak. the pro actresses: Nuz and me!

Rafi: OGOGOGG KILL ZAKUM!!!
All of us: CHARGEEEEEEEEE!!!!
Zakum: RAAAWWRRRRRRRRR!!!! FOOD IS HERE. YUMYUM. ME YUM FOOD! *curses all of us with his left curse arm.
Dickie: HEAL US CHRISTINA!
Christina: weeeeeeeee! :D *cures all of us*
Nuz: fucking pig! *shoots*
Rici: oh no oh no! i don't want to get killed like how i died when i fought Alisha! *casts spells*
Boaz: hahah, sucker. *casts spells too*
Zakum: RAWWWR!! I JUST YUM FOOD! YUM YUM YUMMY FOOOOD. *stubbornly drags Right attack arm and hits Rici*
Rici: OUCH fucking SHIT!!
Zakum: *grabs Rici and stuffs him into his mouth*
Rici: HELPPPPPP!!!!!!!1
Nuz: oh man! now what!
Rafi: Don't care Rici! Let's just continue fighting! *casts spells*
Boaz: he's going to die lor.
Dickie: HAHAHAHAHAH!!!! *rolls on the floor*
Christina: whatdver! HERE Zakum COMES!

BOOM!

Dickie: *stunned* where the hell.
Rafi: the Zakum disappeared!
Nuz: aw man, i should have taken a video of it. i could make millions with it.
Christina: where's my magician equipment drops?
Boaz: *yawn* let's go.
All of us: yeah. *walks out*

the Zakum disappeared with Rici in his mouth and Rici was never seen again.
Nuz: Bugger.

yeah, i have nothing better to do.
oh, I HAVE! PLAY MAPLE LAH :D
okay, i want to level up before dickie comes :D!
at least i post today lor (:

sigh, ni bu yong zai na yang le.
ke shi ru guo ni hai yao ju xu hen wo,
sui bian le! wo ye bu yao guan le ze me duo.
ying wo wo hen lei le.
dui bu qi, rang ni shen qi.

she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! &maplin' addict! -.-

T_T

blah! please stop pushing or asking me to run my 2.4.
i've given up, cos i'm a real failure and i'm a lazy bitch.
SO?! I CHOOSE WHETHER I WANT TO RUN OR NOT OKAY.
FUCK!!! stop acting like you know me well when i don't even know myself okay!
if i really hae the frigging stamina, i would have passed THE STUPID AND RIDICULOUS 2.4KM RUN. because if i knew i could do something, i will do it. and if i can't and i've tried my best, i'll let go. a'ight?
so, just frigging let me be and be a bitch from hell whatsoever i heck care.
JUST SHUTUP AND LET ME ROT.

i have headache again. maybe i'll die soon :D
AHHHHHHH!!! MAPLESTORY'S UNDER MAINTENACE TILL 4PM!
i can't wait to get in and level up T_T.

speaking of which, my pe teacher's attitude today sucks to the core.
what the hell? just a simple request of not running for my 2.4km today and you roared like as if i kicked you dings. and when i walk, you shouted at me. I TOLD YOU I DON'T WANT TO RUN ALREADY. walua, i'm so fucking disappointed in this educational SHIT. PIECE OF JUNK CAN!

even if i [ass my 2.4 won't mean a thing. well, maybe it shows that i'm a real failure but, I DON'T FUCKING CARE! i don't even give a damn for myself can!
life sucks with a whore like me. oh sorry, wrong misuse of whore. what can i say? something even badder than the word "bitch"?
i know i suck whole lot hur.

wow, i realised my hair's length have grown alot. it's long and touching my shoulder! lol, i'm happy :D i have to tie it soon too T_T
oh wells, one of the best thing that happened to me this year was yesterday.
piss her off till she want to leave the school. cheers! i can't wait to get a new maths teacher. or just relief lah.


i don't know whats changing me so much.
the transformation's too much for me to handle.


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! &the headache. ):

:D

i skipped mass run today! WAAHAHAH,(:
then i reached school at around 8.45. headed for art room for my art class :D!
my art will be overdue lor! i can't complete it by today. my mind's totally blank. the creativity's gone! ):
hopefully i have fever tomorrow. THERE'S NO BAND TOMORROW!
ahh, now i really don't feel liek going to school. lesson's ARE boring.

today, especially MATHS period. gosh, i could fucking CRY MAN.
it's so darn bored! REALLY BORED! THE DAMN BORINGEST!
there' no one to talk to. and i'm feeling uncomfotable to rest and sleep.
AHHHHH SHIT SCHOOL!. why can't we just stay at home?
i got a bad feeling that i might retain next year. sigh, i'm already at the uncurable stage of LAZINESS! i'm tired, i had enough.


maybe it's just too numb.


LOL! i have a headache, or whatdver it is. my heead's spinning and like someone threw rocks at my head. it's hurtin' and it's spinnin'! WHEEEE!!!!
... SORRY! i told you i'm nuts. maybe i'll be hospitalised soon :D
WEE! NUTS! I LOVE CASHEW NUTS HUR.
okayy, back to mapling (:

IM SORRY I GOT ADDICTED! ):

she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! &the mental unstability.

bwahahah!

sorry people! i'm totally back to mapling because of DICKIE (the duck)
a'ight, so now i'm sort of stuck to it T_T
YES! i've been skipping to blog because of maple!
shame on me! ):

ahahah, anyways, i went to Kbox today! LOOOOOL!
it's always nice to sing with your friends once in a while. plus, exams' next week!
*drowns self in books*
i haven't even completed my Art! i think tomorrow's the date due. gosh, i'm slacking :D
BAHAHHAH! fuck! tomorrow got mass run! HURRRrrr, stupid program.
but Napfa is the DUMBEST thing on Earth!
that reminds me of my 2.4 Retest this wednesday lah.
FREAK.

ohh whatdver,
ahhh, i know this skin sucks but well,
it's not all about how it looks lah.
shit.

YOU ASSHOLE LAH, DOWNLOAD ALL THE SHITTY DIRTY VIDEOS AND MAKE MY COM LAGGY. I CAN'T EVEN BLOG PROPERLY LOR! I TYPE FASTER THAN THE WORDS APPEAR.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
what the fuck man.

anyway, here's a clean porn for everyone to see (:

































my character loves to climb the pipes (:

wow, goodness.

WHAT THE?!
Rahimah got out?
HELLO?
what the hell is Singapore doing man!
even if Joakim weren't out, Jasmine ought to be!
she sang like she's in a educational programme on Kids Central.
she was given many chances to improve but she got worser i guess.
JASMINE ONLY WON BY VOTES!
and fuck this votes.
i was so scared when Rahimah, Matilda, Paul and Johnathan weren't safe.
it's like, they are suppose to be the one who IS safe? including Hady cos he sang well.

GOSH, i really wonder how these people votes.
"WOW, JOAKIM IS REAAAAL CUTE AND I WOULDN'T CARE LESS IF HE SING LIKE SHIT! LETS INVEST OUR MONEY ON HIM SO I CAN WATCH HIM SING ON TV!"

fuckasses. start voting for people with REAL TALENTS, not with their sexual appeals.
i can't imagine who will get booted out next week.
WOW, MAYBE HADY?
good singers get booted out while the bad singers were all safe.
so unfair! oh yeah, Life's unfair.
>:(

look ma!

no johnny depp! lol, i know.
ahhh, sorry people, especially vani. cos she have been waiting for my JOHNNY DEPP SKIN.
oh blah, somehow, i don't have any ideas. i tried twice! but both of them didn't turn out right.
yeah, so, POOF! came out this!!
hope it's not bad (:
sorry i didn't make it cuter. lol.

ANYWAYYYYY, today's horrible lah.
stayed at home. play games, sms..
actually wanted to watch Click with Joey but she got to accompany her mother for check-up.
>.< godd, tomorrow is school! hahah, it's Nuz's first day of band practice!
weee, now i can go home with her after practice.

i feel like going to Kbox again! i need to sing it all out. lol, actually feels great cos you can sing as loud as you want no one cares. because the walls are sound-proof!
hahah, yeah, no mood! totally :/
there's another concert this sat! kind of reluctant to go though, :x
aww yes, skipped 2.4 retest this week! HAHAH!
probably i will get into the hospital by an car accident or whatdver next week.
no more school! :D COOL.

okay, i'm getting way fatter.
FAT FAT FATS! :D
oh but whatdver! cos i don't care about myself.
and i don't even love myself. ):
PATHETIC LOR! oh yes, i know (:
on the STRICT lookout for who will be out of SG Idol!
hopefully it's the two Js,
Joakim and Jasmine.


nevermind about what happened.
sorry (:

photos!

ahhh, finally i pushed myself over the bridge of slackage.
anyway, my apologies for the horrible post yesterday.
i hope none of you were shocked. nevertheless, read and take it as an advise. LOL!
P.S. Christina's advises suck.


yeah, i went out today with my family.

i FINALLY, (after damn fucking million and tons of... seconds) i've bought a NEW PAIR OF SHOES.
gees, if not, i'll never be able to find one! lol, cos i'm picky :D
okayy, whatdver.
went to temples to pray! i love to go there when it's not crowded. lol.
surpisingly, it's not VERY crowded today. those days, you feel like you can suffocate the crowd in the temples. and when you finally got out of it, you'll heave a sigh of relief. trust me.

okaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy, so after that, went to Bugis Junction.
i saw this cropped jacket at TopShop! it was PRETTTAYE!
but it's a whopping $100++
say WOW.

after that, went to Beach Road, where i got my new shoes! pheww!


my brother= my source of the answers to fashion (:

yeahuh. went to Far East Plaza in search of my very next item! THE HOODIE JACKET.
lol, i know, i'm hard to please.
yalalhaobalboakhbaifhdagdjvnjva!, nothing pleases me lah. didn't find any hoodie that attracts me. GAHAHAH!


OH-THE-CROWD! @ orchand road.

then went to my all-time shopping fantasy, The Heeren. gosh, i love the shops and the clothings they sell there.
but not the fucking high prices that sweeps people off their feets.
BAH!
yeah, couldn't find my SPECIAL HOODIE ):
whatdver! went to Billy Bombers to eat my dinner!
ordered a American Ribeye Steak.
YUUUMMMMMY!
but..


OH-THE-FATS!
tell me which woman will eat them?!

ahuh, then i went home (:
got $22 vouchers to Billy Bombers after paying the bills. :D

a'ight, and the photos of the past... BAFGLADGJA!
i mean yesterday (:


i didn't know my school has such wonderful scenery! @ Parade Square.


Vani and me! (:


Nuz, Vani and me! ((:
i love my girls! <3s!


Idris needs to fulfill his desires.. @ Nuz's house.



(:


PEOPLE! I HAVE NO IDEAS ON HOW TO MAKE MY NEXT SKIN!
damnit! when it comes to Johnny Depp, everything turns.. COLOURFUL (((:
*smirks&drools* LOL!
okay, whatsoever! i tried to create one today, but my mind was totally blank.
so yeah, i'll try again tomorrow. till then (:


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3!

FUCK! [warning: TONS OF AGRESSIVE WORDS USED.]

it's the word i feel like shouting out loud.

awwwwwwwwww, I SUCK HELLA LOT!
fucking shit, why did God even let such a terrible person like me live on Earth!
so wasteful!! might as well like an kind-hearted "angel" take my place!
i feel so guilty!

i've wasted my fucking life to my awsomely terrible attitude whatsoever!


i can't take it lor!
why do people watch PORN?
fuckers! why don't you just videotape a video of you fucking a blowdoll!
what's the damn difference between each and every of us!
WHAT LOR!
the porn guy has a dick and two balls, ALL MEN HAVE IT RIGHT!?
the porn girl has two boobs and a vagina, ALL WOMEN HAVE IT RIGHT?!
what the hell! it's not as if we're all born in a different way; "wow! she has boobs! well i don't!! i'm a girl but too bad i'm born without boobs but with this DICK! i'm curious how boobies really looks like! i shall go watch porn tonight."

WHAT THE?! use your senses lah.
why would you want to watch people fucking when you yourself could do that too.
it's senseless!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! >:(


i know, it's weird suddenly i'll talk about pornography.
it's my personal shit, so i don't want to talk about it and make me go into the 4th stage of being nuts.


dang. i know i've been emo this days!
but there's alot of stuffs that've been happening.
school, him, home, friends, band.
yeah, i shouldn't have gotten myself nuts just because of a stupid guy.
out of anger, i'll just kick him aside.
no, not aside, but away and far far far away. HAHAH! fuck.


who invented the word "fuck" anyway?
since it has a similiar meaning to sex, imagine yourself scolding someone,
"YOU SEX-KER! GO SEX YOURSELF LAH, ASSHOLE!"

hilarious.

kind of make sense though.

today's boring, boring, boring!

the busking activity was way to long.

everyone couldn't wait to go home lah. anyway, after that, Shak, Idris, Vani and me went to Nuz house. well, chatted then Vani had to go at 2.

yeah, so BYE VANI!!!

then left the four of us! NUZ'S HOUSE HAS NO FOOD! hahah!

so Idris, Nuz and me went to the nearest Mama's Shop while the obsessed Shak get's engrossed with his Maple.

yeah, went back to her house with cup noodles! or rather, BOWL noodles! =D

MYOJO NOODLES SO NICE TO EAT!. er, i'm just singing.

whatdver! yeah, watched Amityville Horror. hmm, freaky and GORE-ISH!

then went back home. 9 storeys down only! heehee! (:

ahh, yes, pictures! hmm hmm, too lazy.

now i hate coming back home.

she suffers from,

DEPPISM<3! &OH! THE! MESS!

what a day.. [:

went out for the whole day today!
went to eat at Long John in JP with Joey first then we headed to Bugis.
NEOPRINTS!! hahah, will scan them tomorrow if i have the time to.
anyway, we talked about alot of things lah. loooooooooooool, i didn't know he was so cute!
ahahahah, [:
i want to buy a cropped jacket at Ebase! so nice~ plus the oversized necklace!
WOOO! and i need replacement for my missing earrings. DAMNIT!

okay, then we had dinner at Ajisen's! haven't eaten it for a loooong time! miss it!
but it left us so darn full. but then, we enjoyed it yeah?
a'ight, it's evening! we headed to Jurong East Entertainment Center and played the arcade.
AHHHHH! i miss playing Drum Mania with Sze Yee ):
anyway, we played the "GU" . lol, whatdver it is! the big round drum and you have to "tong tong tong". FUNNNNNNNNNN!!!
yeah, till 7pm then we went to Kbox!
SING OUR HEARTS OUT! lol, we sang

"TUO DIAO, TUO DIAO, TUO DIAO,
TUO DIAO , TUO DIAO~
SHANG YI TUO DIAO, TUO DIAO,
TUO DIAO TUO DIAO"

by ALEX TOH.
oh my fucking god, was like, the title suddenly have his name lor. then i shocked.
HAHAH! fuck.

then see people stripping in the MV. LOL!!! whatdver!
yeah, then sing all the sad sad songs lah. EMO! ):
so long never sing We Belong Together with Suhana le!
REMEMBER THE HIGH HIGH CHORDS GIRL??
bahahah! we both suck at it! who knows! maybe now you can sing lah. lol!
yeah, then sing alot LAH! sang Right Here Waiting too..
argggggghhhhh. it's so sad!!
i guess next time when i need to let out, i'll just go to Kbox.
hahah.

hope you're okay now Joey!



kiss you goodbye (:


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3!

thinking of..

making a new skin!
hahah! been like, 2 months already.
maybe i'll change the skin soon.
IT'LL BE ON JOHNNY DEPP, FOR REAL.
SAVVY? :D

anyway, i better do my ART!
i don't want to fail my art! NAH-UH!
if i do, it'll be the first time ever in Christina Tan Pei Ching's history to.
WAHAHAH! what the.
what the, i'm hearing people singing. from the television.
IT'S HORRIBLE! i'll go check what's showin' .



o it's SUPERBAND!
...... and i can't believe it's JuzB singing!
cos they sing incredibly well.
i heard them onstage once, singing english songs. at.. somewhere in Orchand.
it's really nice. HAHAH!

anyway, i went to JP for dinner and i saw Huimin!! the chiobu! (:
hahah. jp's boring! if only i could teleport to Heeren. ):

AHHHHHHHHHHH! LIFE'S BORE WITHOUT HIM!
nevermind! tomorrow going to someplace peaceful with Joey!
i guess we both need a reliever. i need to break out.

aiyah, whatever crap! i hope my heart, or rather i could just let go! but it's ain't easy! gosh,
oh my god, 4 months. time passed so quickly!
*SCREAMS into the pillow*

okayokay,
i better start working on my ART(:

thumpthump:D


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3!

BRAWGH!

lol!
today nothing much huh. my class got scolded by the HEADMISTRESS OF CHINESE LANGUAGE.
what the fuck. she's such a *****! seriously!
whatever, after 1 and a half years, our form teacher finally realise that using soft methods on our class doesn't work. so, she banged the table and scolded us.
WOW! A NEVER-BEFORE-SEEN-FOOTAGE! i should have flimed it down lah.
i can't be bothered. i just want to do well in my studies, and i always do last minute studying! lol!
HAHAH! that reminds me of my science test today!

I TOTALLY forgot about having a test today on Reflection of Light!!
then before science lesson, it was history but no teacher came up. so i was sitting around, chatting happily with my friends. then Mr Leung, our science teacher stepped in before the bell ring. then everyone tried to chase him away, lol! then he said, "you all don't want to start your test earlier ar?"

I WAS LIKE, HUH?!?! WTF?! WHAT TEST?!
then people around me told me it's Reflection of Light.
i could practically faint on the spot cos i haven't even touch on my revision yet!
BRARRRRRRGHHHHH!!!!!!
then i quickly go back to my seat and did a VERY LAST MINUTE look-through my notes.
i was so panicky, i got even more panicky when i know i can't memorise a shit when i'm already panicky. LOL!
but in the end, i managed to leave no blanks lah...
FUCK LAH! HOW TO DO LAST QUESTION! lol, i almost forgot to do the last question T_T
blur KUKU! (:

yeah, then recess, music and english. i'm starting to like english lessons (:


when it's not boring for me. lol!


BOOOOOOOOOOOO X(
thought tomorrow can go out happy happy. then now cancelled.
SAD!
and there's this very disturbing stench lingering around in my mouth.
YES! I FEEL LIKE PUKING! since after recess.
i've brushed my teeth and it's still there.
i think there's something wrong with my body.
maybe i'm going to HEAVEN HOLLYWOOD!! lol.
to find Johnny Depp (:
AHhhhhhhhhhhh, Cheryl told me that Vaness Wu (from F4) went to this massaging palor and HE SAW JOHNNY DEPP.








NAKED!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! IF ONLY I WAS THERE! lol T_T
a'ight, enough for today.


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3!

OMFG!!!

WALUA EH!
jay is out from singapore idol!!
THIS SUCKS!!!
Jay's vocals are better than Joakim!
AND WHAT'S KEEPING JOAKIM IN? his obsessed-with-his-looks FANS' VOTES!
omgomg! SINGAPORE IDOL! with it damn dumb voting system!
i think judges should have the 70% of the votes!
oh, now i know why they say "vote to keep your favourite singer in" !
because voting costs money, and the more people vote, the more money they earn!
fucking money-minded people!!

imagine Joakim being the Singapore Idol 2!
the Singapore's morale collapse!!
for heaven's sake, Jay sings BETTER!
blind people, please do not waste your money on singers that only LOOK GOOD, but vocals so weak.
instead, invest your money on someone more worth it! someone who has good vocals!
SINGAPORE IDOL IS NOT ABOUT LOOKS ONLY ASSES!
but vocals and singing!


yes, i'm being offensive. cos i can't take it on how people just vote without using ears to listen who's singing great and who's not.
looks don't count lah #@#%^$!

sigh. ):

i'm sorry

HELLO! HAH HAH HAH! T_T
NDP rehearsal was tiringggggggg as usual!
and the heat from the Sun's rays. can make people into roasted lump of elephant if we were to stand in the heat for like 5 hours! i can't believe i managed to survive through that! HAH!
whaaaaatdver!

well well, global warming! i guess the world's really coming to an end SOON! lol okay, i better not believe that! cos Nuz said that if more people believed that the world's going to end, it'll happen even sooner. so yeah, i still want to do alot of things before i just leave this world okay!
hahahahahhaha. like HUG JOHNNY DEPP! lol.

i can't be acting like retard! looks like i must limit myself too!
must not look at him anymore le. even if i had to, do from far far away! then he won't know. and he won't get fed up. yeahhuh. settled.

OH WTF! now parts of my body tone don't look the same! some tanned some white.
EWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! i was born to be this suckish! HAHAH!
aiyah, this saturday's outing cancelled. the reason's obvious and im bothered by it. lol!
ahhh whatdver!! its expected. (:


moodless again. today suck! except for the photo-taking and skipped lessons.
yeahuhh.. ):


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! & the heartbreak.

ayeeee..

today's NDP rehearsal was tiring!
someone cried! WTF!
nevermind, he'll be as stronger next time. right?
FUCKING SHIT I'M MORE MISERABLE THAN YOU!
boooooooooooooooo ):
stop thinking for yourself!


tomorrow there's CCA PHOTO-TAKING!
wAAHAHA! taking with the BAND! MY BELOVED BAND!
and if i get lucky enough, i'll be able to stand beside HIM! lol!! ):
yeah, kinda of disappointed at one of my junior today! she changed for the better the last feew practices! but then now she seem to have turned back to her old way and disrespected US! omg, Samantha, RELAX! DON'T LET A JUNIOR(anyway, she's just blasting her way through.) DISCOURAGE YOU! you have to know you're the ONE LEADING THE 3rd CLARINETISTS! without you, they won't even know how to play!
<3 YOU SAM! ((:

STUPID RIGHT! just because of HIM! plus, i'm wasting my time for him I KNOW! but what can i do? my heart doesn't want to LET IT GO YET!
this saturday is a IMPORTANT DAY FOR ME! lol.
but after taking in what some of my friends say, i'm into a deep hesitating mode.
should i go, or should i not?


T_T i think i need the CONTROL-THE-SWING pills. to freakingly control my moodswing!
now i'm feeling so.. emotionally unhappy! like i just want to heck care and let my self lie on the bed without getting up forever! it could get this terrible! sigh, HOW TERRIBLE!

there's Incredible Tales showing now on Channel 5. SHOULD I WATCH?!
lol, obviously NO! cos i don't want to frighten myself even further. IM SO SCARED TO BATHE ALREADY!

bam! i know i'm a scaredy pirate! (:
savvy yer?
a'ight, today's been a BAD TANNING day for me!
i don't want get tanned! i'll do my whitening facial mask now!
oh, i just remembered school starts at 830 tomorrow. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
yeahuh, i'll go now.

she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! and the hesitation!

mixed emotions.

LOOOOOOOOL!
today's class photo-taking day!
i hope i look okay lor! if not, it's like, BLEARGH! vomit! :D
anyway, there's the NDP celebration rehearsal tomorrow again!!
i don't have sunblock lotion! later i get tanned again ):
my tan is ugly!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, mixed emotions killin' the hell outta me.

when i was photocopying the music scores for my juniors, mr foo wanted to go out then he saw me. he was like hesitating and i thought he was going to start his nonsensical scoldings, then he said, "seeing you reminds me of something".

ass.


MOOD SWING DURING BAND! bah, oh my godness.
luckily i didn't cry! lol, you played better than the other pieces during Centuria!
hahah! kind of hurting, but i had to console myself, i have to REPEAT to myself so many times, you were gone, and i don't have to care! because you're not part of me! i can't control you!
but,
I LOVE YOU!
all this while i've been waiting for your return! hah! it's quite impossible but well, i'm here.


warning: excess bitchings and rantings below. read with caution.




lololololol!i got plenty of stuff to say! (on another shit!) nono, not as in i've another crush or something.
IT'S WHOEVER!
my girls will know who i'm talking!
HAHAH! anyway, HE SUCKS!
i don't understand, REALLY I DON'T!
haven't i made myself clearly?
why are you acting as though i like you?

ONE LAST FINAL TIME,
i am not interested in you! i don't even care! GET IT?
hopefully you get it cos you GET ON MY NERVES!

you're not only pissing me off, but people around you!
why didn't you notice it? ARE YOU REALLY THAT RETARTED?
stop acting cute or charming!
AFTER YOU READ THIS, GO GET A PILLOW AND STUFF YOUR HEAD INTO IT AND WAIL ALL YOU WANT!

FUCK YOU! it's like not the first time you know this!
you knew it since what? the beginning of this year?
and what? when i told you to like, REALLY FREAKING FORGET IT, you acted like a immature child. desparate one indeed.
i've never been so disgusted in my LIFE! DORK!!
hopefully you read this! YOU WILL RIGHT!
i know i'm bad! but seriously i had enough! and please don't think i like you when i try to glare at your face. i'm PISSED OFF WHEN I DO THAT AT PEOPLE.
ass retarted face. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

I WAS SO PISSED OFF AND FRAUSTRATED TODAY AND SEEING YOU MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I CAN SQURT LAVA OUT OF MY MOUTH!!
hahah lololol! i don't care if i've hurt you like shiat or what! YOU KNEW IT WAS YOU WHO HAVE TO CHANGE! NOT ME!
stop being protective LIKE I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND!

IM FUCKING NOT! shall i repeat my status now?
SINGLE AND only IN LOVE WITH TYRRANOSAURUS.
i've had enough! i've been trying to put up with you.
i just really have to say it all out.
you better, start facing the FRONT INSTEAD OF YOUR LEFT SIDE! THE TEACHER IS AT THE FRONT, NOT AT MY SIDE FUCK!
do you know when you didn't come to school, i felt so peaceful! to be able to turn to Vani and Nuz without having YOU TO START THINKING, "HEY, SHE'S LOOKING HERE! MAYBE SHE LIKES ME.. *smirks and drools*". for you information, i WASN'T LOOKING AT YOU, I AM LOOKING AT VANI'S SIDE!
oh my god, i feel like an idiot now! i should have just scream all this at your face! i'll give you one freaking week, to know your limits.
EVERTHING HAS IT'S LIMITS! you better know your limits, and not go beyond it. if not, you just have to prepare for the worst.



EVERYONE, GIVE A SIGH OF RELIEF! cos it's over! hah!
i'm going to sleep luh!
anyway, can we both really meet again? and walk on each others' path, hand in hand, happily?
my heart have not let go yet! it's waiting and IM waiting, in hope that you'll turn back to me.
(: I LOVE YOU ALEX!


she suffers from,
DEPPISM<3! &serious digusting sightings.