RESTORED ;

omg omg omg . just don't know why but I FINALLY RESTORED TO MY ORIGINAL SELF . i think , AT LEAST 80% of my own self ! . hehes , and now i feel like myself . i laugh like myself , i smile like myself . I'M A WHOLE COMPLETE ME AGAIN ! thanks to ---- . well , haha .
i still got some stuff i still need to look into .
what's the use if there's not more feelings ?.
well .
anyway ,
today's band practice was fun as usual .get to get closer to my juniors . AHHH , I JUST LOVE EM ! . heehee , hopefully they are as devoted to band as mee . oops , over-praising :P .
yeah , and today kana by the band major because something was like stuck under my shoe and vani was sitting beside me . i think it's a thread , a really " sticky " one i mean . yeah , so i was like , vani , help me .. then the band major was like , christina , can you show me what the both of you are doing ? THEN I SHOW LOR . like , show me attitude . i show you happy face you show me sad face . hahas . nevermind lah .
yeah so .. i went home and i saw an unpleasant sight . ACTUALLY I REALLY WANNA LAUGH BECAUSE IT'S SO FAKE LOR . like whatever . seriously , there's not even a tinge of jealousy lah . what the fuck you trying to do ? make me jealous ? like so PATHETIC . even cheryl ( who was there to witness it ) find it's sort of , IMMATURE ? .


okayokoaky , clear my mind lahs .
i don't want to think of PURELY DISTURBING memories . i want to forget about the past and move on .
i hope this sounds clearly to you .
no feelings , no commitments .



SHALALALA , I'M THE HAPPIEST WOMAN OF THE WORLD THIS MOMENT . ((: .
can't wait .
tomorow maybe going out with rici , idris and suhana . but suhana wasn't sure , so if she's not going , count me out eh ? i don't wanna be mistaken for a SLUT for being seen going out with two men .
oh , or maybe some coincidence ?? UH . yeah right , coincidence .
booboo , shame on yourself.
go ahead and ask anyone in your school . i think even mr govin knew who i was with the WHOLE time .




xoxotina