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It is sad, how people judge and stereotype you. And how people forget about the good when they only chose to remember the negative of you. How people take you for granted, how they lied, how they badmouthed, and how they could still pretend like it's all fine. How no one sees how much I try to be, perfect. I want to be a good friend, a good girlfriend, a good daughter, a good student, a good colleague. But it's all falling apart, I tried too hard and all they see is my flaws. This is the world. I can never trust anybody with all my heart, I have never felt lonelier, my best friend is my pillow.

P.S It's really sad how my mum think I'm a slut or a "dirty" woman cos I go out at night. It wasn't till recently I start to go to clubs. Yesterday was my SECONDTH. So I'm not a good girl if I come home 3am, I'm a slut if I bought lacy and flirty undergarments from CottonOn Body and yes, she THREW THEM AWAY, without my permission. I'm 19, not 13. I'm a young adult, and it's time I start learning to fly on my own. Don't keep me in a cage because my limit is about to pour out of the brim.

This is a sad sad world, but I must move on.