Im just your childhood ragged doll afterall.

Tokio Hotel
Don't Jump

On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump

You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel it no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again

[Chrous again]

I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long
Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump

Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
I'll jump for you


I prefer it in german version though, ehehe. SPRING NICHT!
(Annoying fans screaming.)((Ahh nvm, I bet I'll be one of them if I were at their concert))

(((DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE BAND MATES ZOMFG!)))
((((Ok, I might on my next post :x))))
(((((BILL AND TOM KAULITZ!!!!!!!!!)))))
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Two pieces of good news.

First, none of the above, I got into Nursing @ NP out of the blue, lol!
Nvm laah, I just submitted my choices to see what I'll get.

So secondly, Shatec have yet to email/message/call/contact me.
BUT! Admin said I've to wait 2 weeks!
So, first week have passed.
.....
I'll be living with a great sense insecurity and anxiety until Shatec contacts me again! *BEADS OF PERSPIRATION FORM ON MY FOREHEAD* (HAHA, that's so.. Ms Chee. (: )
Ok, add excitement too.

Erm yeah, Im just being sarcastic if ya know what I mean.
I'm on the road to downhill now.

Aiyah,,,, GO WATCH THE MUSIC VID OF DONT JUMP/SPRING NICHT.
Hahah ok chill. AA YAH, AND BILL KAULITZ SOUND SO FUCKING GOOD LIVE!
I wanted to put the awsome music vid here, but imeem loads too slow, and youtube doesnt have autoplay features -.-
AND! CANT FIND A PROPER SPRING NICHT SONG IN IMEEM! Blah.

Ok shush.

On a random note,
.... I forgot what I wanted to say but emm
life really sucks now,
forgive me for this period of great old boring posts. HAW HAW. haw. -.-

I've been playing Final Fantasy X AGAIN WOOOOOOOO :O


P.S yadayadayada you can say what you want, but that's the way Bill Kaulitz is. AND THATS IS WHAT I LOVE ABOUT HIM. ;)