i have serious moodswings.
probably cos i have to be happy in school.
i'm so totally DOWN at home!!
may i just need someone there for me.
is it wrong? i just want to be loved unconditionally and cared for.
then erm, 2.4 TRIAL SUCKS!
ahahha, i don't mind the fact that i can lose weight lah. :x
but then, i think i can never pass my 2.4 run T_T
SOME people are just borned with sucky stamina + attitude.
with sucky attitude, there's this sucky laziness and this sucky person will be lazy to even train up her sucky stamina, so lousy, she really cannot make it for anything.
AND THAT'S ME! AHUH AHUH (:
oh yeah, ONE HAPPY NEWS IS THAT, i can finally do my inclined pull-up. NOW I DON'T NEED TO WORRY ABOUT FAILING... my 5 items.
2.4km run = everyone can bet $100 or more(if you kiasu) on Christina for failing it again and again.
seriously, i wasn't able to do ONE pull-up since last year. okay lah, i passed last year cos i sort of cheated (: YEAH! I DID TWO TODAY! i was like, WOAH BIG GIRL, you got it!
ahahha, i'm proud of myself for once.
ahahah, lessons today was fine. GEE, our physics teacher really treat us like, KINDERGARDEN KIDS? erm hello hello? we know how to PRESS the calculator. you don't need to write down the STEPS and ASK US TO WRITE IT DOWN IN OUR WORKSHEET. er? you think we really got that dumb? COMON LOR! even primary kids will know what to do. ARGH! cannot take his..
teachings lah. SO LONGWINDED, no wonder always cannot finish the lessons.
happy birthday to JULY CHICKS!
Rafi, Rici, Shak errr.. who else? Marcus?
okay, forget it. JUST HAPPY BRITHDAY! burp.
TOMORROW IS THE SPECIAL DAY! cos, cos, cos, cos, cos, *drum rolls*
IT'S ME BIRTHDAY!
BABABAHAHAH! LALALALA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UGLY,
HAPPY BRITHDAY TO ME!
no lah, it's just I'M GOING TO WATCH PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 2!
i CAN'T FUCKING WAIT MAN!
and my juniors all go tell me that Captain Jack Sparrow
i think i'm going to cry in the cinemas le ):
pictures!
i like the vintage look on the noticeboard! HAHA!
the very noisy construction outside the school. T_T
beast and the beauty (:
but i promise i'll be happy. as long you are.
i know that both you and her will be able to be together de!
hope one day the both of you will too.
that very happy and delighted smile of yours, can bring so much joy to my heart.
i guess i couldn't ask for more, just to be able to see you everyday, even just a glimpse will do.
sometimes when i'm just behind you, i feel like screaming "
i've learnt to accept already. whether you have loved me in the ver y beginning doesn't matter.
i just hope you have enjoyed those days we were together. cos i had. probably the happiest times of the year.
na, saranghaeyo. i tried, but this feelings won't seem to go away.
but it's okay, just want you to know, I'M SO FINE!
you don't need to feel guilty when you see me. we're just ,seniors and juniors right?
(:
she who suffers from,
DEPPISM<3!
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