it's miserable!

really bad!
bad news are for me everyday. ):
i'm probably a jinx for everything. hah.

failed my 2.4 run.
sorry to those people cheering on me, you're just wasting your breath!
cos i was hopeless on myself already. i tried my best! but i just couldn't substain my stamina for too long. too tired, too meaningless to go on.

stupid run. "Some people might think that Napfa test is meaningless. But do you know it shows your SELF-MOTIVATION?"

my answer would obviously be, i don't have self-motivation. and when i don't have any, i'm hopeless and a trash, and trashbags slack!

okay, don't tell me not to give up. cos i've already given up for that fucking running/jogging shit test. i'm a total slacker! i've more precious things to do than wasting my sweat and effort pushing myself hard for 2.4run AND I DON'T EVEN GET TO PASS.
i walked! i walked! so what. you want me to jog till i can't catch my breath and faint?
COMON ASS!
i complete my mass run around 11 minutes. (one round around the canal)
and the 2.4 run is two rounds around the canal.
doinkless!

SHUTUP! i told you i'm a 100% slacker! so i'm just too piggish to move my humps and train up my stamina. PUUUUIIII~


ahem. had Home Economics practical today! then we cooked Mee Goreng. mine tastes like spagetti but i like! thanks Cheryl! (:
after school, had the NDP celebration rehearsal. i hope the Scouts and NPCCs enjoyed the songs the Band had prepared for them!!
we will improve the sound and make it more grand yeah? (:

yayness! eating breakfast at Mac's tomorrow with Nuzrath and Vani.
muacks to both of you! haha.

i'm BEAT! i need my beauty sleep.
HAHAH lol. *roll eyes*

sorry sorry sorry sorry. i'm so sorry!
i can't stop thinking about you! i'm trying ever so hard to stop it.
but it never seem to suceed! SARANGEHAEYO! so much ):
it's fate that we seem to meet each other alot in school.
but perhaps you won't like it! me either! well..
i know it's really irritating that someone you don't like keeps looking at you!
at least i tried to look at you from afar! where you won't be able to know or see me! hah!
if in some way, i've irritated you. please let me know! i'll change! i don't want your life to be as miserable as mine! i just want you to be yippee and happy! then my whole life will be colours again.
love you! alex(:


she suffers from,
DEPPSIM<3!