BLOOD

well..actuallyy i watchedd tat video clipp todayy..it was damnn gruesome. i almost criedd... yep..it was scaryy. y those ppl can't put themselves in the animals' shoes?? ..its so damnn.."ouch" ..painful. i reallii cannot standd it mans. watchedd about half wayy den i stoppedd le..if not..i reallii gunna haf nightmares. i hate those ppl who tries to get the animals' fur.
even if theyy wantedd to get it, theyy shldd haf killedd it FIRST!
now the problem ishh,
theyy dun even care whether theyy r alive OR NOT!
all theyy do ishh just SMACK & SMACK ,
CHOP & CHOP ,
PEEL & PEEL ,
PULL & PULL ,
God, if theyy even hadd a next life,
pls ,
make them an animal,
and let themselves now HOW painful it ishh when someone
smack them on the groundd,
chop their limbs off ,
peel their fur off, and throws them awayy.
THESE PPL R HEARTLESS!!
theyy did all tat ferr wat?
MONEY!
noq i reallii felt like slappingg their greedyy face.
God must reallii punishh them.
I dun understandd yy ppl buyy real fur brandedd goods.
theyy all suck..
cuz theyy came from the painn of animals.
from now onwardds.
i won't buyy anyy real fur branded goods.
i dun like brandedd goods anyways. (:

well..i've done myy message to God.
now , a message to myy hubbyy,
lao gong ~ . im so srryy . i nv let uu noe tat i've been tryingg to forget tis guyy whom i likedd when i was pri 6 . yes, i lovedd him deeplyy. but rememberingg him was suchh a painful taskk, i was givenn another taskk , tat ishh, to forget him. it wasn't simple too.but after meetingg uu, i want to forget him foreverr. i wan him to vanishh from myy mindd. i dun wanna tinkk of him anymore. uu took the onlii place in myy heart . myy heart ishh the same size as myy fist . it can b filledd wif anythinggg. but there's one verii special place , ferr the onlii special person . n tat ishh , uu.
i reallii reallii love uu..alot . a whole lot. alot alot
verii muchh. too muchh.
i dun wanna let uu go now, i can't live without uu. i wan uu in myy arms forever , forever.
i still wanna b ur wife, ur girlfriendd in the next life!
uu r everythingg to mii
& now all i needd ishh uu.
uu brighten upp myy life, n uu r everythingg tat i neededd.
uu cheer mii upp when im down.
uu triedd to make mii happyy all dayy long,
and i haf to tell uu tat,
ur efforts ain't wastedd..
i apperciatedd wat uu did ferr mii.
but,
im reallii sorryy. if i made uu sadd . made uu worriedd. but i'll tryy myy verii best,
to forget tis guyy.
myy love ferr uu ishh strong ,
we'll b forever together , i promise , i swear
dear, i love uu..so so muchh.
so..so ..so muchh.
..
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