BLOOD

omg.omg.omg.
i feel like the f--kingg earthh has fallenn on mii.
yarr. tat kindd of feeling,
sucks.
i feel like cryingg till i fall sickk forever.
so i dun needd to studyy..hurhurs..
well . i feel so emptyy .
myy hubbyy ..well .
got a job den .
can onlii c him once a week..
i was reallii reallii upset to noe..
he toldd mii he was startingg workk tmr.
YES.
TMR.
i was like , HUH?! SO FAST?!
i can't bear it...
todayys a reallii badd dayy ferr mii.
i hope everythingg will b more betterr tmrr.
OR NOT.
i dunno. i felt like hes going to leave mii n stuffs like tat.
i dun wan him to go ferr work.
but i can't b selfishh..
anywayys. i was quite happii he got a job.
so hes mum won't start naggingg againn.
hahas.
todayy was reallii a badd dayy.
i did the wrong thing
i was stupidd
i was shit.
i was blur.
i was dumb .
but even if i turn backk the time , it won't change anythingg.
he will still b tellingg tat he will b workingg tmrr .. blahh blahhs.
well..just hopes he enjoys hes work.
gonna miss uu so muchh babyy.
miss uu so muchh..
love uu lots n lots n lots...
lots n lots n lots..
lots n lots more..... (: