aiyahh.. yesterdayy nv post ishh because blogger got error. so cannot post anythingg liaos. den i offline le.
verii tiredd yesterdayy mahhs (:
slept at aroundd 9 ...
haiz haizz .. finallyy tmrr ishh fridayy ,
SPORTS DAY!
well, i'm not runningg ...tats the best thing! (: ..
hehes..so sians .
i go n practise myy clarinet liaos!!
nothing muchh to post nehs.
well well .. oh YEAH!
bout the class flagg.
hahas.. hadd so muchh fun touchingg up the flag yesterdayy!!
hahas..someone got it ruinedd a bit .. but nvm..as longg we hadd fun.
SO MUCH FUN!
hope we can win the best class flag prize ..heehee..
i myyself tinkk its prettyy nice too (:.

booo!!
so boringg todayy de...!
especiallyy lit enrichment class.
DUHH!
i was like insultingg the teacherr all the wayy..
bahaharr.
yehh im tat badd.
well after lit class , stayedd backk to do ur class flagg.
cuz tis fridayy ishh sports dayy (WOOHOO!! NO SCH LORS! JUST COME FERR SPORTS DAYY!! LALALA..) , den every class must make a class flag.
den todayy we last minute do..heehee.
haven finishh . still must touch-upp touchh-up.
im the DESIGNER!
BAHAHAHAHAHA.
ahem *clears throat* .
bleahs :P.
reallii in a big mess lor at first.
den suhana came out wif this crazyy idea after i've done the paintings n stuffs.
she go n splashh the paintbrushh den got one sperm ... i meant snake-like symbol tere.
i was like , heyyy!!!
haiz , but in the endd we did alot of tat.
ruinedd . sob.
but well, its nice though (:
lalala.
so well,
toughh dayy tmrr!
*sighs* ....
....haiz..
i wan to eat japanese foodd!!
SALMON!
RAW SALMON!!
SASHIMII!!
AHHHHH!!!
so long nv eat liaos.
haiz haiz.
feel like eating them soo muchh.
miss myy dear so muchh too.
desparate lars..
heheee.
no hmk again! WOO!..
but must studyy , tmr got erms.
elements test ... haiz.
aiyahh..todayy like wrote alot =X.
stop here liaos.. (:

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i reallii miss myy dear so so muchh.
i hope can quicklyy fridayy .. hehes.
sports dayy mahs.
den can c myy hubbyy ferr whole dayy.
WAN TO B IN HES ARMS SO MUCH!!!
AHHHHH!
well .. at least i can c him every morningg.
AS LONG AS I DO ALL MY HMK,
I DUN NEED TO GO TO SCH TO COPY!
yehh..
so i must b guaiii le (:
shalalala.
aiyahh. project havenn finishh.
later tmrr kana scoldd .. betterr go do now..
lao gong , if uu readngg tis ,
wan to tell uu i love uuu so muchh.
so so so de veryy berryy much and muchh.
missingg uu every passingg moment..
hope i couldd b in ur warm arms forever.
look into ur deep beautiful eyes,
capture ur captivatingg smile.
uu meltedd my HEART!
LOVE YOU SO MUCHH!
i'll support uu till the endd. (:

oh boyy. haven finishh myy projext.. wat a jerkk..
UGHHHH.
so damnn lazyy ..hahas.
tmrr ishh schh , dun wan to go to schh!!
ehh got bandd (:
startingg to like bandd...

yesterdayy watchedd eye 10 wif hubbyy .
not so scaryy but kinda funnii.
i always coverr myy ears de..
bahahar. cuz like uu noe tat somethingg scaryy ishh gunna happen but uu dunno when it comes out.
so i always coverr myy ears
still got shockedd sometimes..
hehe.. but its prettyy nce.
gross too...ughh . >.<
myy freakingg eyes r so tiredd ..
im going ferr badmintonn wif sze yee n myy hubbyy laterr. (:
WEEPEE!
ughhh .~ still so tiredd.

i haven done a shit on myy historyy project !!!!!
UGH
IM SO LAZY TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW!
dada
dididi..
maybb i'll do it tmrr.
well .. im actuallyy gonig out tmrr ..
but ,
well.
badd news.
myy dear haf to workk in the afternoon shift insteadd of night.
HOW SAD IT ISHH!
yehh . sudden news.
now our minds r in a big mess.
but well . i hadd to accept it.
no cryingg ..hurhurs.
not cryingg tis time roundd , i've criedd enoughh on mondayy.
we're suppose to watchh the eye 10 tmrr afternoon,
but now he can't make it.. its like , so sadd.
so so
so sadd.
okk ,
now i feel like cryingg.
DUN CRY !
SHIT U!
wells . looks like the unhappiness ishh comingg myy wayy.
the unexpectedd happenedd.
the sadness begins.
im SO CONFUSEDD!
uggHHH.
everything'a ruinedd
or ,
dear ..
maybb uu liedd to mii.
tere was no night shift at all ,
uu just wantedd mii to b happii so uu liedd.
but well, its okk .
i understandd.
if its reallyy true ,
i knew uu saidd tat to make mii happii again.
n tat i'll smile againn.
ughh.nonsense again T_T;

i'm so dyingg to take a look at jia qi's blog!
she made a new skinn ..
but den she activatedd a passwordd javascript,
n i can't get through!
haf to email her to get the passwordd somemore
T_T;
IM TOO LAZYY!
AHHHHH!
aiyahh..jia qi , if uu readingg tis , i tinkk its not necessaryy to put tat passwordd javascript ehh?
its upp to uu..
GIVE ME THE PASSWORD!!

went out wif myy familyy todayy ,
bought 2 new shirts!
COOL MAN!
both cost over $25++ >.<
clothes r so damnedd expensive nowadayss.
ughhh.

well well..
SO HAPPY!
tmrr ishh gdd fridayy.
WEEPEE!!!
den next fridayy oso no schh ferr mii!!
cuz got sports dayy ..
yippeeeee!
BAHAHAHAHA.
hee.
haiz haiz... going to watch the eye 10 wif myy dearrr ..
i verii scaredd lehhs!
but i dun care !!
i wan to watchh!
well..im curious (:
i 100% will watchh!!!
ehh i gunna eat myy dinnerr right now ..
maybb i'll post later (:.

weepee!!
todayy ishh so muchh better...
changedd class seatingg arrangement..
wells.. haiz
no hendra ,
no dirtyy talkk ,
no fun.
muahahahs.
yehh .. i treatedd him like a sister (umm i meann brother) .
always get bulliedd byy mii.
bleahhs.
yehh. i felt strange when we changedd seats.
the person beside mii doesn't laughh at myy sickk n dirty jokes.
sometimes ,
he dun get it!
ughh . well ...
new dayy , new term , new friends , new seats .
oh yeahh..hahas.
i got music lesson at the last period..
but teacherr din come.. ..
so a newcomerr teacher took over.
well, not exactlyy NEW.
he joinedd our sch last monthh i tinkk.
he was so,
so
so

GAYISHH!!
hes voive like a woman.
myy class was in chaos.
muahahhs.
everyone was chattingg n i triedd to laughh the loudest ...
heeheess :P
it was funn.
we even teasedd the teacherr a little.
i din tease!
the boys didd! :P
muahahahhs.
n wheneva the teacher tries to shout at us ,
he sounds like hes voice ishh gunna break .
lol.
well , mayb hes voice haven broke
BAHAH.
:P
well , im tat badd in schh sometimes .
when myy moodd ishh gdd (:
i go GAGA!
BAHAHAAHHAA.
...
..
.

lalala~
well.. todayy ishh ,
at least better den yesterdayy.
yups yups..
but todayy got abit of blurr.
bahahas.
ehh! heardd robots was funnii.
but i dun like ..hahas.
i hate robots stuffs.
so i'm not watchingg. :P
bleahs.
unless myy hubbyy wants to.
den i'll go.
well well..
speaking of him.
we met todayy at jurong point
after myy EVER-SO-BORING lit class.
he was ALL SMILES when we met.
i thought he was insane. muahahhh..
den he toldd mii VERI GOOD NEWS.
erm..not tat he wasn't acceptedd ferr the job ..
but hes taking night shift!!
WOOHOO!!!!
so tat means ..we get to c each other (almost) everydayy..
as usual.. waw.
after hearing tis , i felt so happii. (:
LALALALALALA.
lols. hurhurrs.
now i feel so muchh better.
well . so MUCH better than yesterdayy.
yehh yeh. (:
wells. post again tmr.
iff i got somethingg to post . bahahs :P.

omg.omg.omg.
i feel like the f--kingg earthh has fallenn on mii.
yarr. tat kindd of feeling,
sucks.
i feel like cryingg till i fall sickk forever.
so i dun needd to studyy..hurhurs..
well . i feel so emptyy .
myy hubbyy ..well .
got a job den .
can onlii c him once a week..
i was reallii reallii upset to noe..
he toldd mii he was startingg workk tmr.
YES.
TMR.
i was like , HUH?! SO FAST?!
i can't bear it...
todayys a reallii badd dayy ferr mii.
i hope everythingg will b more betterr tmrr.
OR NOT.
i dunno. i felt like hes going to leave mii n stuffs like tat.
i dun wan him to go ferr work.
but i can't b selfishh..
anywayys. i was quite happii he got a job.
so hes mum won't start naggingg againn.
hahas.
todayy was reallii a badd dayy.
i did the wrong thing
i was stupidd
i was shit.
i was blur.
i was dumb .
but even if i turn backk the time , it won't change anythingg.
he will still b tellingg tat he will b workingg tmrr .. blahh blahhs.
well..just hopes he enjoys hes work.
gonna miss uu so muchh babyy.
miss uu so muchh..
love uu lots n lots n lots...
lots n lots n lots..
lots n lots more..... (:

NOOO!!!!

NO MORE HOLIDAYS!
AHHH!
wors..i hope it was holidayys forever
sob sobb.
I WANT HOLIDAYS!
NO STUDIES!
AHHHHH!!!!
aiyahh...havenn done myy hmkk..muahahahhs.
goingg to do it laterr de larrs.
keke.
if i nv do todayy , tmrr i die liaos.
ehh..tmr no chinese lessons,
so i dun needd to do myy chinese hmk yet!!
YAY!!! woohoo!
but myy maths huh..wahhh. >.< .
later after tution go jurong point with sze yee. playy drum mania ferr a while..den tell sze yee go to myy house to playy ps2. muahahs.
zzz sians.
i tinkk i do myy maths in the night lars.. hehes.
verii sleepyy ..uGHHH.
blah blahh.
zzz.zzzz . go eat myy hotdog liaos.
cyas (:

woo!! so excitedd! im going to night safarii tonight with myy familyy!! its the secondd time , but i was small when i first went tere .. so i've forgottenn everythingg liaos.. hehes..yarr BLUR. so wat if im blur? blur makes mii kawaii ..kekekekeke.
just jokingg.
bleahh =P.
well well.
i dun reallii like tis skinn i've made..
mayb not myy type? .
i tinkk its verii stupidd T_T.
oh wells. just hope all of uu like it (:
lalala.
so boredddd.
myy mum went jurong point to buyy something.
N IM SO HUNGRY!
AHHHHHHHH!.
*drools*.
i couldd eat up a lion now.
orhh..a dragon (=
muahahhah..
im evil, look out folks. im bornedd in the year of monkeyy.
im mojojojo.
ermm..srryyy.
i've bit of screw loose.
teehee.
wells, gotta stop here.
byee. (^^)v

ughh .. so tiredd. been on to com ferr the whole afternoon. ouchh..now myy eyes hurts :(
well, now i dun feel like going ferr swmmingg.
i dunnooooo if myy father even lets. oh boyy , can i dun EVER go ferr swimming ..again?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im so boredd.
not going out todayy.. :/ .
mayb i'll b callingg sze yee to come myy house to playy :D
walua. so sians lor. marchh holidayys ishh ferr ppl to go out de mahhs.
stayy at home , nothingg to DO ..T_T;
wells, tmr myy dear wans mii to go swimmingg wif him.
i must askk ferr myy father's consent to tis.
i hope he agrees. >.<>
*growls* im hungryy (=

i enjoyedd hes companyy so muchh. nv felt like this before .
ever .
now,
i wanna b with him forever.
i love him so muchh.
hes the one ferr mii.
hes cute eyes ,
hes enchanting smile .
melts myy heart everytime.
i wan to holdd him in myy arms forever.
i just,
wanna b wif him every moment.
the gift of God .
i'll cherishh it well. (:
i swear,
i promise.

UGH ! went shopping wif myy parents n brother todayy .
can't findd any clothes !
I WANT TO BUY NEW CLOTHES!!!
AHHH! i'm going madd.
i wore red T-shirt everydayy.
hahas.
dumbo T_T;.
well .. i guess im too 0dd n ugLy.
tats y no clothes suit mii
HARHAR .
well true ... true . *sob* .
GLAD JIA QI'S COM ISHH REPAIRED!
miss her being online so muchh .
(^^)v .
well..im going to sleep. gdd nights (=

woo! rebondd myy hair le! one wishh came TRUE ! YAYYAYAYAYAYAY !
hmm..
so boredd.
wat to dooo.
tution dayy tmr , T_T;
maths n eng tutionn tmrr ..oh boyy. *sob*
its rainingg.
the grayy skies.
the coolingg windd.
the patter of the rain.
brought mii backk to the past , again.
sadd . well.. but i can't rememberr anythingg .
cuz i've long forgotten all bout the past , myy past.

well..today's meet-the-parents sessionn went fine. was complainedd tat i was sleepyy in class. n talkative. well, can't help it . duhh ~ .
tmr gonig to rebondd hair !! YAY!
so excitedd ..haiz haiz.
well..im kinda tiredd .
betta go get some gdd sleep.
..
.

idiotic.
im so fedd upp todayy.
UGH.
idiotic bastardd daniel!!
i treatedd him like myy own brother
n whenever he makes stupidd jokes,
i didn't take it seriouslyy ..
but he went too far todayy liao.
i GAVE HIM RESPECT
but he didn't gave mii any.
so,
i dun wanna care a shit about him liaos.
wat did he did?
well, todayy i got re-run ferr the fartleg .
well ok, i oso admit i run SLOW.
but he was like "its all the run 100m(whichh ishh mii) one fault.run so slow."
n myy friends was like , "dun like tat lah" .
i was infront , but i heardd it LOUD N CLEAR.
i was like " watever bastard."
and walkedd awayy.
although myy team came last , i ran to the last guyy runningg n saidd he did a gd job n its ok tat we lost.
den i went back up to the seats to get myy bag n leave.
i was like rude to daniel.
i was like " i thought uu wanna sayy about mii? say lah! "
den i gave him a hard push n walkedd away.
i dun EVER wanna c hes face again.

tmr ishh the last dayy of term 1 n i dun feel like coming to schh.
but surelyy got march holidays hmkk n blah blah.
no choice but to come .
UGH .
wells anywayy , i miss myy dear so muchh.
i wan him to comfort mii.
i wan him by myy side.
i wan him in myy arms.
i needd him soo so muchh.
realisedd tat love ishh so powerful.
i can't live without him.
i love him..so muchh.
..
.

sianssss .. i wishedd in hadd stayedd in myy lao gong's house longerr.. he soundedd so sickk . n hes shoulderr was aching like hell. oh my oh myy..how can i leave him just like tat ?
i'm unbelieveable ..but finallyy,
i was able to c him..
and i was so happyy tat , i went GAGA.
yups.
GAGA.
but after taking a 1 hr sleep,
i completelyy CALMED DOWN.
i can't helpp it, i was too tiredd.
idiotic, tmr mmust go jurong stadium AGAIN.
myy team lost the 2000m fartleg
so we haf to RE-RUN.
how stupidd was it? we lost so we lost.
yy do we haf to re-run?
we're bringing disgrace to our class!
DUH.
well..no choice. haiz , guess i can't get to c myy dear tmr.
siGHHH ~ .
sch's stressing mii out!
well..next week ishh holidays ,
I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!
im goingg to rebondd myy hair too! AHH!
wells. just hope the dayy passes quicklyy.
sn0re .
..
.

tis ain't herr feelings
ain't wat she ishh suppose to feel now.
shw shldn't feel sad,
depressedd.
its not myy feelings
they r not.
they belong to someone else.
they belong to the old mii.
im the new christina,
no longer the oldd one.
the new one ishh happyy,
enjoyingg her life wif her hubbyy.
he openedd the lock to her heart.
lighten up her life,
n brought her backk to life again.
he was the guyy she was waiting ferr all
along.
she didn't make a wrong choice.
she made a choice, tat couldd make her c herr future.
it wouldd b happyy, nice , warmingg .
theyy'll b together , forever.
the oldd emotions r attackingg mii once again,
all i haf to do ishh struggle, fight, run.
den,
the whole new she will show itself,
again.
...

wells..im so so freakingg stress now. i dun wanna studyy, i dun wanna go to schh. it so BORING.
ugghhh.
hubby's sickk.
YES
sickk.
i wan to take care of him !! but i can't ! hes isolating mii from him! aahhh!
he didn't wan to c a doctor..oh godd..
pls dear, pls go c a doctor .. its beenn .. 4 days since u're sick??
im worryingg like hell ova uu.
i feel like going to hes house n stayingg tere and taking care of him until hes 100% OK
ughh. but i can't. sob sob.
im so sorryy tat i can't take care of him.
SO SORRY!
sigh. if onlii he listens to mii n go c a doctor.
den i couldd stopp worrying,
everydayy.

new skinn ^_^ ! spent whole afternoon doing the editing n stuffs ..phew . finallyy.
haiz as ferr tis afternoon .. i dun noe wat has gottenn into mii.
i criedd .
but.
why?
y r tis tears rolling down myy cheeks ferr no apparent reason?
what ishh the reason ferr it?
what does each tear means?
i reallyy dunno.
im clueless.
these ain't myy feelings
cuz i aim to forget the past.
still, now ,
im findingg the reason y im cryingg.
it sounds stupidd . im cryingg ferr nothin'.
im wasting myy tears like shit
y,
y,
y.
i dun understandd y.
i dun wishh to cryy ever again.
ever again
..
.

WOO!! im gunna stayy till night at 10.30!! YAY! of course wif myy dear lao gong (: . well .. im going to lot 1 wif him first ..we wantedd to go to chingayy festival ..but its..near jurong stadium tere ? near myy schh but dunno where n dunno how to get tere ..yups ..hahas. so well , gonig out all night , WOOHOO! i MUST look myy best! but i have not muchh clothes ...so ..wells . dunno wat to wear . nothing looks interesting on mii ..aHH CLOTHES FRENZY !! ..buyy more clothes next time...hmphh. bye everyone , gotta ppick some clothes.

ehh sians. tmr mayb going to chingay festival !! woot. outside our schh ..i tinkk im going .. i wan to go!! wif myy lao gong too (: hehehehehehe. well.. 1 more week to marchh holidays !! woo!! ..boredd lor. must still wait ferr 1 more week .. haiz haiz .
can;t wait ferr spongebob square pants to start !! AHH!
making a new layout lo. will b changing liaos .(: .
haiz. ..wat to sayy nehs..nothing muchh to post .
i miss pri schh ! ..
sec schs r so stressful .
i wanna catchh boggeyman too! heardd its reallii nice !
wells. go make myy new layout le.. (:

uuhhhh... sports heat next mondayy ! well..im not in any of those games.. heehee.. luckyy mii.
haiz haiz .. realli hate studyingg sehh. its ever so boringg .
can i b 20 now? no work? but freedom?!?! ..AHH! ..
wells .. hmm. ugh
tmr gotta stayy backk in sch ferr a stupidd flag-makingg..
Y MI ?! .
as if im the onlii one in the class who noes art well.
DUH !!!!!!!!!!
hate it hate it!!! walua.
tmr got eng & lit LESSON! .
heh.
got prettyy gdd marks ferr historyy though i din studyy muchh.
bleah.
ah wells.
lao gong ~ ..wo ai ni . (= zhen de zhen de hen ai nii ~
yong yuan ai ni ~.
..
.

well..actuallyy i watchedd tat video clipp todayy..it was damnn gruesome. i almost criedd... yep..it was scaryy. y those ppl can't put themselves in the animals' shoes?? ..its so damnn.."ouch" ..painful. i reallii cannot standd it mans. watchedd about half wayy den i stoppedd le..if not..i reallii gunna haf nightmares. i hate those ppl who tries to get the animals' fur.
even if theyy wantedd to get it, theyy shldd haf killedd it FIRST!
now the problem ishh,
theyy dun even care whether theyy r alive OR NOT!
all theyy do ishh just SMACK & SMACK ,
CHOP & CHOP ,
PEEL & PEEL ,
PULL & PULL ,
God, if theyy even hadd a next life,
pls ,
make them an animal,
and let themselves now HOW painful it ishh when someone
smack them on the groundd,
chop their limbs off ,
peel their fur off, and throws them awayy.
THESE PPL R HEARTLESS!!
theyy did all tat ferr wat?
MONEY!
noq i reallii felt like slappingg their greedyy face.
God must reallii punishh them.
I dun understandd yy ppl buyy real fur brandedd goods.
theyy all suck..
cuz theyy came from the painn of animals.
from now onwardds.
i won't buyy anyy real fur branded goods.
i dun like brandedd goods anyways. (:

well..i've done myy message to God.
now , a message to myy hubbyy,
lao gong ~ . im so srryy . i nv let uu noe tat i've been tryingg to forget tis guyy whom i likedd when i was pri 6 . yes, i lovedd him deeplyy. but rememberingg him was suchh a painful taskk, i was givenn another taskk , tat ishh, to forget him. it wasn't simple too.but after meetingg uu, i want to forget him foreverr. i wan him to vanishh from myy mindd. i dun wanna tinkk of him anymore. uu took the onlii place in myy heart . myy heart ishh the same size as myy fist . it can b filledd wif anythinggg. but there's one verii special place , ferr the onlii special person . n tat ishh , uu.
i reallii reallii love uu..alot . a whole lot. alot alot
verii muchh. too muchh.
i dun wanna let uu go now, i can't live without uu. i wan uu in myy arms forever , forever.
i still wanna b ur wife, ur girlfriendd in the next life!
uu r everythingg to mii
& now all i needd ishh uu.
uu brighten upp myy life, n uu r everythingg tat i neededd.
uu cheer mii upp when im down.
uu triedd to make mii happyy all dayy long,
and i haf to tell uu tat,
ur efforts ain't wastedd..
i apperciatedd wat uu did ferr mii.
but,
im reallii sorryy. if i made uu sadd . made uu worriedd. but i'll tryy myy verii best,
to forget tis guyy.
myy love ferr uu ishh strong ,
we'll b forever together , i promise , i swear
dear, i love uu..so so muchh.
so..so ..so muchh.
..
.

well ..here's a video ferr eeveryone to watchh
bloodyy



WARNING: TOTALLY NOT FERR ANIMALS-LOVERS. YOU MIGHT CRY WATCHING IT. EVEN I DUN DARE TO WATCH IT. BUT IN THE END,I WENT FERR IT.I ALMOST CRIEDD!