For some reason I find myself looking through my blog archives. After so long and I'm still trying hard to understand why this pain cannot be forgotten. It seriously had torn my world apart and I have no clue if I'll be able to fix it back. Because till today I still find even the strongest pieces falling apart by itself. God knows how much I detest what you've done to me. It's not worth it all this time, I am fully aware of this. I tried VERY hard, and I'm still fucking trying. The more I look at it, the more delusional I get.
How the flying fuck could you treat me like I was nothing to you when you meant so much to me? WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING?
I have moved on but no idea how this pain finds a place in my heart, just like a painful reminder. A piece of shit that I'll give or do anything to completely erase and exterminate from my life.
P/S this emotional outburst could be the cause of my Aunt Flo's visit.
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