dreams

Been having dreams every night since this week o_o
It was darn enjoyable, like playing some kind of game and I AM THE LEAD CHARACTER. HOHOHOHO, shiok sibo! Got once, I was so into the dream, but I had to wake up cos I have the urgency to visit the loo. So I just got up, did my business, and headed back to bed to continue the dream LMFAO! &yea, it worked, it's like commercial break HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

But last night I had a bad dream ):
Not nightmarish kind, but I was betrayed by my boyfriend, my mum, dad and was embarassed infront of everyone there. So much that my diginity was left of none, so bad that I just tumbled on the floor in that dimension and cried my lungs out, wailing on the phone to my dad, "WHY DID YOU BETRAY ME?! WHY EVEN YOUUUUU?!?!1/!1."
The next thing I know, I woke up.
With neck aches and a bad back sprain -.---------
Imagine I still have to go to work leh! WALUA, until now it still hurts if I make a wrong move...

DAMN.
And the problem with dreams is that you start from NOWHERE. It's like poof! Ok nao I'm a malaysian CIA but a singapore spy in disguise HUAHUAUHHUAHUAHUA ok sorry, I watched Salt like last week ._. Got sequel anot har? It's like Inception, the ending leaves you hanging.

Been seeing people, or young adults to be precise, around me enjoying their life, partying, having all the time in the world until they can put on twitter/fb/any damn networking site that they are fucking bored, shopping, crubbing, chillaxing etc etc
Girls, having manicure, pedicure, dressing up, make up, hair treatments, camwhoring, ladies night, slumber parties, picnics.........

After starting work, it's like time became such a precious thing?
Every extra one hour of sleep also better than none. Ha, even extra 5 mins also good.
And when you're running late, every one minute is like a darn timer bomb ticking.

I just feel like I don't want to waste my life and youth away either.

But I can't currently ):
Maybe after I finish my internship.....
8 more months.

& I really want to be thin.
Why are some people born to be so beautiful and skinny and perfect in this world?
Damn life is so unfair.
AND SO IS LOVE! -.-

I'D BETTER UPGRADE MY COMPUTER SO THAT I CAN PLAY DIABLO III WHEN IT COMES OUT!
oki........ nao to think of it, its as if i have the time to even play.
.......................fffffffffffffff

P.S Been sleeping with my mum since monday. But today she shoo-ed me back to my own bedroom ._. I don't dare to sleep alone leh...... ):