AIYAEYAE.
So thus, my one and only off day is coming to an end ):
Spent it fruitfully with Sammy and Suhana! The two BIG Ssss.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Made a -.- journey to school to erm, settle some things then went to meet them at cineleisure! We watched Nanny McPhee! Suhana's favourite nanny HAHAHAHAH! Can see where she got all her nanny skills from niao :D
AND OMGGGGGGG POPCORNSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsss I have been craving for them since.....! I don't freaking know when! I mean, yea I had popcorns @ GV some time back but........ their popcorn sucks! I mean, it's barely even sweet! Cathay has got the caramelish, sweet candy popcorn! MELTS-IN-YOUR-MOUTH-KIND-OF, *drools*
I mean, GV, cumon!!! You used to have that caramel popcorn too, where'd it gone to?
Wokay t rest of the photos!
Didn't have border cos it's gonna completely cover hana's face lulz
Haven't camwhored in a while, sigh.
After t movie, we had dinner at Korean BBQ and the service sucked. Whatever! Had catching up with the girls :') We shall have an overseas trip one day yea!? All TNFS!
Sam had to go off so Hana and me went for a little shopping since yall, its GSS! HAHAHAH managed to get some stuffs buttttt, HEY! ITS ALWAYS NOT ENOUGH!
O well, next mon prolly (: Have yet to step into Topshop's .. ;)
O yea, you've seen Lady Gaga's Alejandro MV? I don't like the song personally, but the video's cool. It's kind of disturbing, weird prolly. But I'm sure there's a picture behind it. The scene where she was wearing a white robe with a red cross? That kinda reminds me of .... something ... demonic.
OMG DEJA VU-ED ABOUT BLOGGING THIS!
eerr err, kay imma go sleep early cus well, my day is.. practically over. ):
P.S Is it wrong, if you had ventured fairly deep into what you thought you seemingly wanted but realised at the end, it's not what you really want? Is it too late to turn back? Is the time taken wasted, or is it worth it because probably it made you realise that if you pick yourself up once again, you know you will be even stronger and wiser this time round? I really don't know, I mean yea, people shot back at me with, "Then you shouldn't have even taken this course." or shits like "Then you wasted time and your parents' money."
We all make mistakes. We make wrong judgements too. Yea I am passionate about what I like to do, but is it enough to push me or carry me forward to stay in this line? Or do I see myself carrying on? No, not really. Now I'm just some confused young adult who doesn't know where she should go. :/ Well, it's too early to say anything now. But I'm waking up to mornings thinking, "Ohhhh fuck." And then I think again, "What the fuck have I gotten myself into?" and those wise words came intruding in, "You should appreciate what you have now. Many wanted to be there but couldn't, but here you are." And yea, it really hit me. Maybe it's just that I have no motivation to stay on. It may all sound like some kind of excuse, the fact is, all I really have now, are questions.
I have a choice to be happier.
P.S.S that was a fucking long P.S note.
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