BLOOD

i feel like shit.
you know when you feel like you're in the shittiest situations ever, then you'll staart that, "oh comon theeres other people who aren't as fortunate as you and youre fucking complaining?!"
that makes me even feel more like some fuck shit.

i struggled out of bed at 10, (alarm at 945) to play FFXII...........
cannot tahan, never play for 4 days my hands itchy alr
anddddddddddddddd my brother got to it before i did ):::::::::
I SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY WORK STARTS AT 3 I CAN ONLY PLAY LESS THAN 2 HOURS.
kao.

oh yea, i saw nuzrath's msg wwhen I woke, she said the Lady gaga news was a hoax.
the one that she amputated her leg?
practical joke?
that fucking joker is a big fucking asshole idiot.

how good is good enough?
when you dont feel like it's gonna erupt anytime?
hai.
seriously, what do i know?
nothing. always.