Wednesday, March 31









LOVE YOU PRETTIES!!


Was out with my girlfriends on Mon and we caught How To Train Your Dragon 3D!!!!
It was unexpectedly goooooood. I fell in love with the dragon characters, the BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL graphics (WATCH IN 3D!) and storyline. I realise that animations always have a morale behind. It got me teary-eyed, and doughnut ang was sniffing ! HAHAHAH oki cute girl (: Gonna meet them tmr againzzzz! This time Nuz and Vani will join us! And the gay boys HAHAHAH i mean young men ;) Yall coming right?!

OH YES AND A VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SAMMY SAM SAM!!!!!! <3
All the luuuuurve going out to ya and better tell us who the lucky guy is hor if not we will keep pestering you! WAHAHA

My work attachment's gonna start in what... a week's time ? Andddddd though I've gotten into a decent place, I'm not so excited. Perhaps, yet. I still want a longer holiday ... ): Oh hai. Plus somemore I started playing FFXII . LMAO!!!!! Wanted to continue FFX but the disc went missing so I play FFXII again.
Oh hai, anyone understands?

I chionged 4 hours then I went to nap, Player XXXTINA is gonna continue her quest HAHAHA THAT RHYTHMES OKGAY wish time can stop then i can play everything I want until I satisfied/got phobia of gaming wahahaha.
Hai wishful thinking.


Maybe if you were me one day, you'll finally understand how it feels.

Monday, March 29

HAPPY ANIVERSARY!







Old photos but still, fresh memories.
WAHAHAH ITS BEEN LIKE WHAT, 6 YEARS ZOMG
Can still remember when we were sitting together on that typical long school benches in the old school's canteen. We were having packet dinner and it was our Secondary 1 Orientation Camp. Vani and Samantha were laughing at Sam's mug and then Vani laugh too hardcore a grain of rice flew to Nuzrath's dinner HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I remembered we loved band so much, we would go for group sectionals whenever we are free. Playing Phantom of the Opera with Suhana on the piano. Ghost stories about the music room. Asian Selection 2, Norweigian Rondo, getting frustrated with the guys when they start doing stupid stuffs. So we practically watched ourselves as we became from band rookies to pro members of the Band! HUAHUAHUA I AM PROUD OF US! Remember Genting trip? WILL NEVER FUCKING FORGET THAT IT IS SO MOTHERFUCKING MEMORABLE! Like if they sell the memory record tape of it I'll get it and replay it over and over again. HAHAHA omg :')

And the ecstasy in us when we achieved Gold in the National Band Competition? Fuck, people may laugh at us, telling us we are silly, it's just an award. But no one will actually understand how we feel at that point of moment. We were Sec 4 and despite our O levels and parents objecting, we sacrificed our studies and time and I have never regretted it. Of course, the support of the rest who couldn't join us was essential as well and that alone is enough to boost our morale.

So to people who thinks it's no worth shit, these are the people who probably havent been through the process of working so damn fucking hard to achieve something which in the end, finally pays off every single bit of effort, tears, blood and sweat.

Woop sorry I got carried off so then we got separated when we were Sec 3. Within the period of Sec 3 and 4, many things happened. Whether unfortunate or good, past is the past and we have flaws in us. We pulled through and made it out together <3

SO HAPPY 6 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP TNFS!!!!!!!
This bond of friendship will never ever be forgotten..
AND REMEMBER AR! CHERYL SAID BY 25 YRS OLD ALL OF US MUST GET MARRIED TO GOOD MEN!
HUAHUAHUAHUA! Good luck to Nuz to her A levels this year! Oh and Idris the emoxsoshi boy HAHAHAHAHAHAh.

Oki. I want to hug every single one of you ):

Love msARTEE

P.S I miss pirates of the carribean! LOL.

Friday, March 26





Disneyland ): Gorgeous ain't it?
I WANNA GO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS DAMN BAAD!!!!! I CANT FUCKING GO OVERSEAS WITH FRIENDS I NEED TO FEEL LIKE I BEEN SOMEWHERE OUT OF THIS TINY ISLAND BEFORE I GO FOR ATTACHMENT! NEEEEEEED.

Fuck. I hate waiting. And waiting. And in the end you realise you been through all the fucked up thoughts and emotions just to find out actually it's just a false run-through.

Feels like I'm the biggest idiot in this fucking world
yay me!


STOP TREATING ME LIKE SHIT

oki I need to cool down
I feel fucking bad deteriorating my health lik that but
let's just say we live life once.
Experiences come and go.

P.S I FUCKING HATE MY PHONE! ITS A DAMN MINI N97 SERIES DONT GET IT PEOPLE ITS FUCKING LAGGY EVEN THOUGH I'VE DELETED ALL MY SONGS IN THERE AND MY MESSAGES ARE LESS THAN 100. I NEED A NEW PHONE! -.-

Thursday, March 25

A life for a life.




















Naked mufs.































Used the recipe in that lovely book that Nuz and Vani gave me for my birthday :D.
Been several times attempting icing, and it still comes out slightly runny! How to make it firm enough to form peaks? :/ I found green and orange food colourings so I thought I should make good use of them! :3

I'm reading birthday cards and wishes from my sec school friends.. ):
I miss them. ._. I don't know, words can't describe anymore.

3 more fucking papers and i'm out of the school. 1 year come back graduate and they can kiss my fucking ass goodbye.
Ok someone punch me can? I should being so explict.
I feel so fat and I know many girls out there, just feel like killing ourselves whenever you look yourself in the mirror lol.
I know. We just can't stop it.

&how do we control moodswings? Seriously. Why do we even have it hahahahaaa sucks.
I need a life.
I need a motherfucking selfish heart to save me.

Sunday, March 21






WANT!!!!!!!!!! Disneyland :D

Sooooooooo pretty much a update-and-go post.



SHREK FINAL CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AM SO GONNA WATCH.
&&&&&& toy story 3's coming out soon too ehehe.
Today studied till wanna die. But must persevere -.-
Fucking beverage must memorise so much, such a turn off.
All I remember is Pinot Noir.

Byeeeeeeeeeee
WATCHING HURT LOCKER TOMORROW!!!
HOPEFULLY. IF THAT BUGGER DOESNT SLEEP AGAINNNNN >:(

Wednesday, March 17

Soulmate

Overdued photos from Wafi!


























































Happy belated birthday to Atikah and Ros! :D

My mind's a blank niao, will update with a wordy post next time.
Goodbye is a difficult word to swallow.