TO TNFS: I MISS YALL! I HOPE WE CAN MEET UP SOON. I AM SO SORRY IM NOT ABLE TO MAKE IT FOR TODAY'S MOVIE. I REALLY REGRETTED NOT JOINING YALL. I STILL LOVE YOU GIRLS AND ALWAYS WILL AND PLEASE KNOW THAT EVEN IF WE ARE MILES APART, I AM CONSTANTLY THINKING OF YOU GIRLS AND ALL THE MEMORIES THAT WE HAD. LETS MEET UP FOR DINNER/MOVIE/PICNIC/WHATEVER ! &START TALKING NONSENSE :D

Love msARTEE.


I'm really tired.

oh shes so good at pretending
she dont even know herself anymore.

tumble rumble down

SO FUCKING STRESSED.
Got projects all piled up and deadlines are nearing..
lik wtf. It felt like just yesterday I can hear myself complaining, "WAH CB 2ND WEEK OF SCHOOL ONLY, SO SLOW!"
Hai hai, should stop cursing so much.
I just finished my POS notes for this Sat's test.. Supposed to work on the project slides now..... but I'm really stuck here.
fuck. my. life.

Wafi and me keep singing Monster in class!
That boy is a monster, that boy is a monster. He ate my heart, he a-a-ate my heart.
LOVE LADY GAGA LIKE FUCK, PLEASE CUM 2 SINGAPORE AGAIN!!!

I'm using body shop's mango shower gel I smell like mango niao and it makes me feel like eating myself.......
random umm

I'm going to watch a flick niao bye.

P.S Why am I so fucking stupid in life? Always believing and fucking falling again. Im so fucking stupid I shouldnt be on this planet at fucking all.

P.S Someone please murder me.

Wish someone could just knock the fuck out of me and I'll wake up to a whole new day.
Why do I have to face bullshit nevertheless?
I AM SO VERY SICK.

best three words

mmmmmmmmm been awhile since I've been shopping online cus of monetary issues but niaoooo that I got a sum from all those hongbao mmmmmmmmm.. should I? No?

Today's makeup @ Charcoal wasn't that bad.. :D Left abbout 4 days left!!! Huahuahua so pathetic. So I guess today was my lucky day and God answered m prayers.. the container was almost empty so oh-goodie, I took out a bag of onions and started peeling HUAHUAAAAAA, by the time I finished, it was breaktime just noice. Ya not much of a productive session but hey, at least it killed time and I became good friends with onions! ;) Anyway, brings back plentiful of memories there. Esp its where we first met, and fell in love. I just want to reverse the time back.. :(

You must never doubt that I really....
I know I will never fail to stop.
It's been quite some time since we talk over t phone like how we used to, and I really just wanna call. Even for no reason, just to hear your voice.
But.. no I shouldn't. I always wonder why dont you ever want to call like I always do?
Sometimes it just feels like unrequited love.

But they didn't know

I is munching/chewing/savouring a ba kwa niao.
I will finish this box of ba kwa by this week (with aid of my family) ((..OR NOT HUAHUAHAUHUA)) and continue to work twards losing 5 kg and looking slimmer!!!!!! >:(

Ba kwa oh ba kwa why do you have to be so sinful????????
Plus! Yesterday had buffet at Sakae till I wanna explodeeeeee
But was good had heart-to-heart talks with Arthur and Wafi.
Wellllllll ,,,, BOTH OF THEM ARE IN LOVEEEEEEEEE and I'm really happy for them cus things are looking good for them :D ALL THE BEST!

Tmr makeup @ Charcoal again lorzzzzzzzzzzzz
OH LOOKIE ACTUALLY I WANTED TO WATcH SOME FLICK ONLINE BUT GAMES LIK RAGNAROK AND T NEWEST ACE ATTORNEY JUST CAME OUT GONNA D/L THEM AND WHACK EM ON MY DS YAY

Ragnarok leh!!!!!!!!! I always play ragnarok on private servers... damn shiok. Then I will always confirm chop chop become a priest. Don't know why, then make my char look attractive and sit in the middle of the plaza and see if got any guys approach me HAHAHAHAH!!!!! That was like when I sec 1/2 can! Niao people legal to drink liao. :D Oh, last time also always play Maplestory private servers with Rafi ........... LULULULUL shiok ma, the real one so hard to level -.-

HAHAH I NOT SO CHILDISH NIAO K.
really lor.

haiya .______. I feel so unhealthy cus havent been eating fruits as often as I did while I was in that 3 months attachment! JAJAAAJAAhuahuahua
cb vhy t ba kwa taste so goood T_____T

hai hai.

blow it all away

there we go

pics.















































is this worth it?
thank you very much bye.

I'm sorry body, these 5 days are going to be disastrous for you because there's gonna be a workload of goodies that you will have to work on.

Esp when my brother bought back 3 packets of ba kwa.

Yes, that slab of innocent-looking, glistening meat..
WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE MY FAVOURITE?!??! ):

OH, yesterday went to lakeside market with my parents.... was kindof surprised because in 18 years of my life, I didn't know that t market will be opened till wee hours at night just cus of and only during CNY! EVEN WET MARKET OPEN LEH! YA SELL FISH AND VEG THAT MARKET! Wah bloody crowded.
Then went to JP NTUC Extra. Cb very good, even more crowded.
FUCKING HATE CROWDS. PERIOD.

Aiyahhhhh later reunion dinner.. my uncle is coming.
I sound so unexcited ha ha ha


I go watch sappy romance movies like Titanic liao BYE T_T

Up!

HHAHAH I want to take a gallion helium balloons and fly off to Paradise Falls.



Paradise = never ending happiness.

OOOOO! Then maybe I'll get to meet Dug AHAHAHAHAH oki too much animation.
tmr going back to charcoal to do makeup and "redeem" my freedom.
Hope someone kills me back there, sure sien like hell. Must pretend pretend find something to do and look busy if not I will feel fucking lousy and unproductive in the kitchen.... But I don't like to cut in and disturb other people's job leh! :l
Last resort = ......Stewarding *sobs uncontrollably*

OH WELL, LETS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE NO SCHOOL TILL WED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111 &WED ONLY NEED TO GO FOR TWO LESSONS!

Today I fell asleep and had a dream but someone woke me up >:( So angry right!!! People having sweet dreams till wantu drool alr!! But lucky I was woken up cus it was in t middle of communication test..
WAHAHAHAHAH SO BUSTED

K going to sleep,
miss you silly.. hai. ):

RESORT WORLD!!!!

HAHAH HEY BUD! I'm really happy for you &&&& I hope things really work out ;) ! Don't worry too much, like what you said.. your sincerity will touch her heart oneday :D.



OKI! Been lasy busy and so since I couldn't get to sleep, shall upload d pictures andd blog!!!!11
So my class went on an excursion to Resort World Sentosa this Tuesday.
The turn off part is well.. the dress code is formal. I KNOW! SO WII-TARDED.
So that aside,,,,,,,, omg I fucking love that place! &I'm considering to work there for my internship. :D
So, basically we were escorted to kitchens, restaurants yada yada and then we walked past Victoria's Secret!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I almost slipped and fell AHAHAHAH
Felt like I was in somewhere far from Singapore when I was there, kind of feeling that I was longing for ..... HAHA!
I WANTU GO OVERSEAS WITH FRIENDS LA! But I'm not allowed to.. :l


erm oki suddenly feel so tired think I shall do a little Gaga dance before I sleep.
WALK WALK FASHION BABY


sometimes I wonder what's my purpose in life lol.




P.S One of t reason why it sucks to be female is because we all tend to think too fucking much. ):

Just finished "spring cleaning" !!!! Oh well, at least.. I cleared the table & dressing table and am doing some magazine cut-outs so I could paste em on my walls :D Still have to clear out my closet but...... who the fuck is gonna open up my closet? Anyway there's no big party so I'm not gonna care much about it HAHAHA life sucks.

Oh few days back I sent out my resume! To three hotels .... thinking whether I should send to a few more cus ....... I don't want to end up nowhere for attachment. Oh God please reply reply reply. Oki, even if they did reply, I still have to go through interview, yay.

I just figured I should go sweep the floor or something.. And I hate it when I see my brother's iphone, sometimes I wished I had a iphone instead. my head's like a block, hard to make up my mind.
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Yknow what, I've been keeping it, but I've been crying everyday.
For a week.




Am I depressed?



P.S I really want to blog more but my life's not interesting unless you want to hear me rant about me owning against AIs in my favourite DS game HAHAHAHAHAH (Might and Magic: Clash of Heroes, fucking addictive)
Oh wait.. AIs are for computers, PS2/3s and Xboxes right? Whatever.

P.S.S I am very, very pathetic.

My bro got an iphone! So envious! I NEED A ITOUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!111
OKI OKI NOT A NEEED, it's a total want okay!?!
So like after much thoughts, didn't regret not getting iphone instead of nokia cus I can jailbreak my itouch and get all the apps I want!!!!!!!!!!!!111 ME IS SO SMARTZ FOR ONCE! Like heart pain ar if you jailbreak your iphone ........ err iphone can jailbreak mehzzz hahahah i talk like i know how to jailbreak liddat. actual fact is, i know no shit about it i just like to play the apps/games/taptap lah! always borrow people's one and play, make me feel so lousy only.

CANT WAIT TO START ATTACHMENT IN MID 2010 AND IF IM SAVING UP RIGHT I'LL BE ABLE TO GET MY HANDS ON ONE IN 2 MONTHS TIME THEN :3 HAPPY YIPPEE! Oki that's like so long. AHAHAHA

Oki today quite adventurous ar cus Wafi, PY, Ros and me went to catch My Ex, a Thai horror flick. HAHAHAH scarier than Shutter lehhhhhhhhh like scared me a couple of times till I wanna pee in my pants. just kidding bout that part me so thirsty lor never bought any drinks. It's quite nice!
It's veh sad cos it's about this guy who made promises to his girlfriend but then broke it and even made her preggos ): He went out and cheated on her etc and broke up with her aaaaaaaa typical SLS (sad love story). Oki so yea, I can't believe she actually _______. it's so disturbing I don't know how she did it but go catch t movie if you can!

OH AND SORRY PY IF THE MOVIE REALLY TRAUMATISED YOU ):

If you realised nowadays I've been blogging ehhhhh.. Bored, and I'm trying to start studying here!!1111, just started on the evolution of cookery -.- first chapter only and my itchy hands went to blogger.com

Ugh why do I like lying to myself. I hate pretending.
I've got so much things to say to you but whenever I need you you're not there ):


OKAY SHUT UP XXXTINA CONTINUE STUDYINGGGGGG!!!111