what the fuck.

you thought I didn't have any plans.
I had.
I had my goals.
you thought I didn't care for my future.
I did.
I planned to go overseas, make it big, so I could give you and mum a comfortable life.

Haha, forget it.
I don't think you would hear any of what I had to say.

Happy new year 2009.

time to cut me nails.

Yeay, 2009's coming so i'd better change me blogskin asap (:
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Christmas is over.. how sad it that! Winnie the Santa has to go back to his capsule.

Sooooooo, YESTERDAY!
Went to have reunion dinner with Mr Tan, my ex-conductor! ~
Aww.. memories!
Aaaa before that, had to accompany Joey to see doctor then we headed to Clark Quay, Central O: (ahem.) I WANT TEH ROCK CANDIES!




For your info, Joey Foo is covering her pimple-that-looks-like-it-wants-to-burst-but-still-did-not.


IDRIS, SUHANA, ME, SAMANTHA.


Joey and Wirda sitting opposite, looking effortlessly adorable. MHAHAHA!


Idris likes his shoes.


GROUP! Seniors @ the back with Mr Tan in the mid.
Oh, i'm holding on to the drawing of someone's butt crack.
HAHAH OKAY IM BAD.


HOW CAN I FORGET ABT TODAY!
Spring cleaning uhuh.
AND ALL THE BOOKS, ALL THE NOTES, GONE FROM MY SIGHT!
And my table look sooooo innocent now HAHAH.
Frustrating thing is, Pops keep insisting I keep my sec 4 books and notes (THEY WEIGH A HUNDRED POUNDS I TELL YOU).
THEN CONTINUED SAYING THAT I MIGHT NEED IT NEXT YEAR!
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
Even my brother says that.
Why ar!? Why they don't have confidence in me?
Fucking disappointed lor.
I've prepared myself for the worst, but I've never truly thought of retaining.
Fuck, never ever, I swear.
They don't know how much I've studied, how much I've went thru, and how much I've did. Every fucking effort counts.

What else can I say?
Now, I just want to prove them wrong so badly.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

EDIT: WELL *DRUM ROLLSSSSSSSS*
HERES THE GOODNESS WE, TNFS, HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!
SNUGGLE! SNUGGLE!
SNUGGLE!
SNUGGLE!



It was raining on Christmas Eve yea? Hahah someone told me it's actually snowing, but it rained instead cos Singapore's weather to warm.
Kind of logical right? HAHAH.

So dined at this seafood restaurant, Sin Hoi Sai Seafood Restaurant. Think it might sound familiar cos I think it's a popular place, erm and HK/Taiwan stars visited it.


But honestly, the food did disappoint me. I've tasted better seafood elsewhere.
So it's like ?????????? Maybe cos I didn't try the Alaska crab. Fucking $100+ for one. HAHAHAH SIAO.



Bamboo clams. Hmm, kind of dry. Dip with the soy sauce! Disappointment though.



My fav dish hor! Sweet and sour pork! I think this is fucking good! Like, the sweet and sour sauce don't taste too sweet nor too sour, just nicely fused together. The skin is crispy, and the pork is tender. THUMBS UP! P:



Ermm I don't know what this is called.. Sea cucumber and braised duck in claypot?
Teh worst dish. the sea cucumber is chewy, tender and soft, but the duck is like,,,,,, fuck, dry, tasteless. Like, don't even taste like duck? Blah.



Alaska crab too ex, so we ordered a Sri Lankan crab, nicely steamed.
It's good, the stock that comes with it is unique, buttery and savoury! And the crab meat is super sweet leh, SLURPS!

That's all for dinner :O
Went ard in town blahblahblah. Just let pictures do the talking yeh?





Guess where? (:

Doing my fav random shots.



Sparklyyyyyyyy.






Christina says: Merry xmas and thanks to those who sent me their wishes too! It made my Christmas more meaningful, really. It brought smiles to my face.
LOVEYALL MY FELLOW FRIENDS!!
&I love you too baby.
Goodbye Christmas, come again next year! (:P.S THANKS TO THOSE WHO GAVE GIFTS TOO ZOMG YOURE AWSOME!

hoho?

Cookie cutters coated with flour. (Makes cutting a hella lot easier.)

3 more days to t merriest event of the year.
Kept watching movies nowadays, shiok! Always finding people to watch with me, now got company alr hahah.

Loveyaall, send me presents!

P.S, Joey is so going to be a loner after Christmas!
HAHAHAH.... ..... ... . . . ........not! (:

Finallyyyyy!

IT WAS HECTIC!11 I like, used a recipe to do the icings but i failed lor! I FUCKING FAILED CAN! PLUS I WENT ALL THE WAY TO FAIRPRICE JUST TO BUY CASTER SUGAR.
So i panicked lah, like wth I've got to complete this, I've got to complete this.
So, went to find another recipe, lucky all the ingredients are avaliable.
BUT, FUCKING BUT, I REALISED MY ICING SUGAR CAN'T EVEN FILL ONE CUP! *faints*
%#@^@~!!? TIAN AR! Ok, i anyhow alter the measure of ingredients lah, but the icing came out well, just that it doesnt dryyyyy WHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY
I NEED MORE BAKING SKILLSSSSSS!! Fag.


I still have like four more batches in t fridge. -.-
But rolling out dough and cutting shapes is fun! :D


Colourful dino decorations!


My piping skills kind = noob level. LIKE, T GINGY PEOPLE LOOK SO NOOB!
But at least I gave em gloves :D :D

So due to t lack of icing sugar, I didn't make enough icing,
but just enough for someone special.
BUT ALSO MADE HIM MY GUINEA PIG LA COS I DONT THINK THOSE WERE MY BEST COOKIES MADE.
Ahahah, sorry!
But I will make more, like when I'm free :D

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Ok, that was yesterday.
Today, I went to the BBQ organised by our juniors, and Sheytene was t one who contributed alot. THANKS JUNIORS! YOU ZEE BEST!
Okkkkk it was so fucking fun! Norlinah, Hamizan, Dao Wei, Samantha and I were like playing basketball HAHAHAHH SO FUNNNY CAN! Dao Wei keep getting leg cramps THEN NORLINAH THROW T BALL AND IT HIT DIRECTLY ON MY FACE!
SO FUCKING PAIN LAH, like I thought my nose going to drop off.
Then maybe I can go Korea for a good nose job HAHAAHAHH WTF!

Aaa, happy birthday to Joanna and Lok Teng too!
Sorry had to go home early cos of a fucking curfew.
UGH I WANT MY FREEDOMDOMDOM!

Okaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy, LOVE YOU GUYS.
I KO alr.
*Judge hits bell*

P.S 5 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS YALL!

._.

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
WALUA EHH!
I failed baking those cookies to t perfection, LOL!
I rolled t dough too thick, so the cut outs are think.
And gingy girl and boy BECAME FAAAAAAAAT LOOL.
How am I supposed to know that is spreads that much.
AAAAAAAAAAAA, have to chill t dough again cos it becomes soft very fast T_T (fucking weather)
Have to try again tmr, hope it goes well! D:


BTW, SUHANA'S COMING OVER TODAY! AFTER LIKE 9876543345889 YEARS!
FANCY FANCY! (:
Okay, please excuse me while I mourn over my very-unsucessful-attempt.

If you fall, pick yourself up.

guess what!

Guess what I have been up to! :D


Made the dough batter and chilling it overnight so I can start baking tmr (:
ITS A SURPRISE O: OMHHHGGG IM FINALLY BAKING AFTER 123456999 YEARS.

A proof that holidays are fattening. OH IM GLAD NEW JP HAVE BURGER KING :D Tendergrill chicken yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmsssss. Erm, and I found a new job.

THIS TIME, NO DEALS WHATSOEVER(@^$^#^), its gonna be paid by hour basis. (: Thank God!

&&& thats all. My mind very blank nowadays cos... idk >.<>Nights owl and stars & HOHOHO.

ITS CHRISTINAMAS!

(My bro in the mid and mum beside :D)


ITS CHRISTMAS YAAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!1
IM SO FREAKING HAPPPPPPPYYYYYYYY!!111
NOT FOR T SAKE OF PRESSIES,
BUT ITS THE BEST FESTIVE SEASON OF ALLLLLL!!!11111
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111
EMERRY HOO HO OHOO!!!!!!111111111111
CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSS LALALALAL SANTA!!!
SNOWFLAKES AND EVERYONE ALL DRESSED UP FOR THE CHEERY OCCASION!
BIG FAKE CHRISTMAS TREES WITH OUTSTANDING DECORATIONS
PLUS SOMETHING TWINKLING SPECIAL RIGHT ON TOP OF THE TREE!!!!
AND MY FAV SONG IS WHITE CHRISTMAS!
WHAT'S ONLY MISSING HERE IS THE SNOW!
SO IT'LL BE PERFECTLY WHITE CHRISTMAS!
AND EVERYONE WILL BE BUILDING SNOWMANS
AND SNOWBALL FIGHTING!
HOW AWSOME IS THAT!?!??!
ME LOVE CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!1
IT MAKES ME GHAPPPPPPPPPYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYYYY
NOTHING SAD IS GOING WIN ME OVER :D

AND I HOPE WE GET THE JOB @ SPINELLI LOL.

HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS
PEOPLE!!!! \(*^*)/

if..

If what Pops said were true,
then, I've been deceived.
I put my trust them but I've been just too gullible all this while.
Not only me, but everyone else.

It's true they say the real world outside is masked in disguise.
You'll never it when they show their true side.



Headache.
Plus, I'm watching Cyborg Girl now. Lol.

oh we've graduated?

????????????????????
Doesn't feel like it.
T feeling is so distant and unfamiliar.
Next year, it will take plenty of time to get used to.



I'm sure with them around me, I would feel much better,









But they are so far away..

----------
Bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

All I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head



P.S IM SUCH IN A DILEMA I WANNA PULL OFF ALL MY HAIR.
P.S.S IM JUST PISSED/ANGRY/DISAPPOINTED/ASHAMED WITH MYSELF OKAY??
P.S.S.S I?N?IT?S?WR??G?O???TO???OL???V???E???? ???!?
????????????????????????????????????////////

MERRY XMAS HOHO HO (in advance)

Soon to be Christmas! Towned with my parents+bro. Cos my parents don't wanna head there during Xmas due to overwhelming crowd. (&Potential perverts with itchy hands, so becareful ladies!)




Twinkle.

After that, we went to Lao Pa Sat to eaaaaaaaat SUPPER
YUMTUM RUMBLY YUM!

Satay.

Prawn.

Clams. Chinese people call em LALA, drag t last pronounciation uphill (HAHAHAH?!)
AND ITS MY FAVOURITE FOOD!!!!1, :D

But shan't comment and elaborate on the food cos it's not up to standard. Okay, in bad words, IT SUCKS. Next time must go Chomp Chomp eat. ;)






I like doing these effects!
Slow shutter speed, snap, and swirl your cam ard.
Let your creativity run wild.



"Hi."


P.S HOWHOWOWHATHWHATIDKIDK
P.S.S WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHhhh.
P.S.S.S He calls, "RETRO!" O:
P.S.S.S.S ?????????????!

$_$

I feel very money-faced recently lol.
Flowers blooming, taken around t temple's compound when I was in Bangkok.









It's so tiring to stand throughout from Eunos to Boon Lay cos my workplace is there.
Training todaaaaaaaaaaay, was like a total lecture, but t manager look like ____!
I CANT WAIT TO START WORK SO $$$ WILL ROLL IN $___$

Zats all.
P.S SINGAPORE SHOULD HAVE FREAKING WINTER W/SNOW!!!!!!111.