I just fell flat.

I just walked down the memory lane with my 3 bestest primary school friends.
And it was absolute memorable.
6 years passed, and we were all full-grown Primary kids ready to step into another route.
Different paths.
Now looking back, whoa, not only 6 years, but this is the year when I could step out of my secondary school, point my finger at it and throw curses at it.
How wonderful.
Regardless of what I've crapped,
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY TO THEM,
YOU GUYS ARE SO FREAKING AWSOME AND I LOVE YOU VERY
VERY VERY MUCH!
I hope we can go out again? Yes yes? (: Study hard for yer 'O's/'N's!
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I should have known, I shouldn't have been so happy about it.
You've always been disallowing, what makes me think that you'll agree to it this time?
Duh, of course not. I'm just too naive.

And sadly, you were the only one who despised pets.
Fine, if you don't allow, I can still swallow t truth down.
But you had to be unhappy or nag at me when I play with one?
What's wrong?
What did I do that's wrong?
I just fucking love animals, why can't I?
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Since young.. I've been.