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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUHANA!
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AND TOMORROW'S SOMEONE'S (AHEM) BIRTHDAY!
AS WELL AS
THE BLACK PARADE
IS DEADDDD!!!11

ZOMG..
Okay, babe came back from her trip aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, so imethertoday. yeah, we babbled and talked as usual, my problems, and her happy moments, howiwishididnt fellforyou in the firstdamn place. And i continuedrocking guitarhero on touron my damn pinkish ds, and hell it was difficult without the damn grip hardware! BUTWHATEVER, istillmanagedto make it to thelast round. WOOT! aaaashit, iasked an embarrassing question.. okayignore that. Like what babesay, if i reallyfall this damn time (fuck), i shouldjust pickmyself up and walkwith my heads up again,taking thismoment asan setback experience. ohfucking, shit.suchan lousy feeling. blah, leonalewis's betterintime's so darn nice,i cantgetsicklistening toit. aaaaaaaaarrr, i got slapped in my face with your answers, man man. what the hell. hmm,idontthinkireallygotmuchtoranttoday...
oh,howbout,
mathslessonwasabore. artlesson wasdarnshort,i wantmoretimeeeee!
noairnoairnoairnoair. -.-
i'mnotgoingnuts,just..feelingnutty.
whyamifeelinthisdarnway,
ididntwishforit.
ijusthadtobehavethiswaimenanan,nvm,
idontknowwhat
imtalkinboutshitszsxzx,
imjustaimlesslytypingbutdontknowwhatimdoing.
God,helpme this time,show me a star.
IWANTOCUTMEHAIRIWANTOCUTMEHAIR
IWANTOCUTMEHAIRIWANTOCUTMEHAIR!

Alright...... STFU BITCH!

WHAT THE.ZOMG, I wanna rock on my DS but lookie time, and it's school tomorrow.
Was so busy today I didn't have time to spend.And I have to sleep early today cos there's chem test tomorrow.AND I GOT TO REVISE WHAT I MUGGED THIS AFTERNOON.GUITAR HERO DS SUCKS WITHOUT THE HARDWARE, ITS SO HARD TO PLAY ON THE BUTTONS, MY LEFT HAND CRAMPED LIKE FUCK but heck it was sooo fun. I want to buy the original manzxsx! But I know Pops wouldn't allow cos he'll start talking about shitass-studying-and-o-levels-coming-soon. Everyday they're just yapping at me, and it's all because of WHHHHHHHHHAT? I don't hear ya.And damnit, I'm running in circles, I'm exhausted. I have so much to tell you, so much to say, but you wouldn't want to hear it do you? I guess you treat me differently as I do but heck, I'm tryin so hard to push back this fucking feelings and you dont know how tough it is.snapoutofthisshitsss
christinaandimsolazytoputtthe
spacesincosimjustcrappingandrantin
yknow. theres art tomorrow and i'm too scared to start paintin my canvioser. that's right, i nicknamed my darn canvas mhahahahah. okay, i think i'm going to blood well play ds for awhile. i dont think im confessin today, i think i'll just shut up. hell, i shouldstoptalkingabout this. pops, i want a freaking webcam. but you startedonabout the studies again, i hope ihavemore pocketmoney per week so that icanfreaking saveup for the things i want, not really on the need side bugger. i want that ufcking 5.0mp sonyerissonphone OMFGGGGGGGGGGG ITS GORGEOUSSHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
TTTtttttttttttt,but idont think ican getit so bugger. i wantsomanythings. buticouldonly havethis little. aaaaaaaaa, moneyfallfallfallfallcomecomecome to me. i envyluckypeople, i detestmypoorluck. ohhhhhhhhhh deaaaaar. whatdoesitmeantogooutwithme? whydidyoucomethatday? whydid youliketalking to me. there's no reasonbehind all this dothey?yeahiguessthey dont. maybeyoujustenjoygoing outwithme and thatsall. afterall,imyourbestfriend in prisch zomg. hedontreadthis doeshe? anyway,i knowthis is irritatin, but i cant believeyoujust read everything i typeif youdid. wahahahahs,okay soim goingto ocntinue rantin... oh ummm,if youre wonderingwhyitook awaythetagboard, thatscos itsucks tohaveadeadone, thatisrarelyrevived.butnvm,i dontblameanyone,maybejustmyself cosiserioussuck. WOAH,didisee younodyur darnhead in agreement? HAHAHAHA,okay, rockon. Parentsarekillingmeby their yappings foreverylittle this and that. hell, tisisfuntypinlike this, maybeishould dothis often.


And I miss you.. do you? ):

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Doubts,
and your answers will either mend or kill this.

I'm going in circles
and I feel t ache.
Not in my legs,
in my heart.

<@#$%#@^#$%3

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Tell me what it wants.
Tell me what it's tryin to say.
I detest this messed up guts.
How I wish answers could be as simple as walking a straight path.
However, what I couldn't see is that it's full of bewitchin traps.
Could you hold my hand and walk me out of all this misery?


OH MY GOD, CHRISTINA, SLAP YOURSELF OUT OF THIS.

When will my life turn right.
Ever since I fell, nothing's great.
What have I done?
I tried to change and everything
Still t shit's in t whole mess.
and to t person who I cared for t most right now
must I really make a move myself?

My stomach cramped t worst ever yesterday,
till now it's still crampin.
Sick.

I should stick to studies.

GOBBLERS!

CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP!

Wao, fucking funny. Like keep chortling at the pictures while editting it.

Anyway, it's taken at the library. So imagine t music we made.

HAHAHAHHAHAH! JOEY! I REALISED T ROTI PAPER PRATA LOOKS LIKE YOUR _____!

WAAHAHAHAAHAH, omg this pic kills me.

Anyway, I listened to this song so much until I dreamt of it.

Like, I'm singing it to t sky, with hands reaching out cos it's called Heaven Help Us.

FUNNY, and Suhana was beside me, like, WTF ARE YOU DOING. Blah.

Ok, night owls and stars.

"是个不能说的秘密。"

I can't wait to go to Chiangrai.
Meet my cute grandma, my aunts, uncles and cousins..
The little pig behind the kitchen, the black cat that ate flies
and most of all,

Bi

Neen

And Thon.

Bi was the mum, Neen and Thon were her female pups! And I'll never forget the beautiful brown cream eyes that Thon has. And my mum said that there were more baby pups again! But I don't know who's the mum now, haha. I really miss em.. I SO WANT TO GO OVER AND GIVE THEM A HUG!

Okay, so I blogged just to say that cos I missed them till it aches.

Hahah, oh, stop acting, some people'll say.

You don't know me, fartfaces.

I just want a special star there.

I just fell flat.

I just walked down the memory lane with my 3 bestest primary school friends.
And it was absolute memorable.
6 years passed, and we were all full-grown Primary kids ready to step into another route.
Different paths.
Now looking back, whoa, not only 6 years, but this is the year when I could step out of my secondary school, point my finger at it and throw curses at it.
How wonderful.
Regardless of what I've crapped,
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY TO THEM,
YOU GUYS ARE SO FREAKING AWSOME AND I LOVE YOU VERY
VERY VERY MUCH!
I hope we can go out again? Yes yes? (: Study hard for yer 'O's/'N's!
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I should have known, I shouldn't have been so happy about it.
You've always been disallowing, what makes me think that you'll agree to it this time?
Duh, of course not. I'm just too naive.

And sadly, you were the only one who despised pets.
Fine, if you don't allow, I can still swallow t truth down.
But you had to be unhappy or nag at me when I play with one?
What's wrong?
What did I do that's wrong?
I just fucking love animals, why can't I?
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Since young.. I've been.

I hate it when you like a certain thing but it doesn't fucking fit just because of your fucking face.
If only, if only right? ALL THE "IF ONLYS".

And tomorrow band BBQ can't go, why?
STUDY.
Great. But it's not like I've been doing my job studying my ass up well this holidays.
Fucked up.
I have no fucking say.

And all the fucking shit that ever happened,
It even haunts me now.
Fine, who cares.
Heh.
Why do people rack up the past when it's already over.
Not like it's the same in the present.
I just seen true colours that's all.

All the pressures? Doesn't benefit me in doing any shit related to studies.

I found out a very deep secret..
THAT
THAT

THAT
THAT
THAT

THAT

gaming makes all this shit disappear.
HELL IT WORKS.
Another good reason not to stop gamin.
Lovin it.


But wouldn't it come back the same. =.=

'ou dont look with your eyes, yer look with your minds.

Eh, I miss this moment of time, New Year's Eve SEEEHHHH.
And yeah, I was kindofdrunk.
BUT NOT AS DRUNKEN AS SOMEONE.
Tried to do somersault by the sofa somemore -.-

Haha, it became a past memory, so quickly.
And, just in case you're wondering, I tripped over this photo whilst browsing through my images folder. Hah, "tripped" is just an exaggeration.

Wow, holidays didn't feel like one, and it's coming to an end..
Oh well, all the good things come to an end right?
If you're in a state of bad luck, then all the merry-happy-lala will U-turn into some bad shit

Oh anyway, if you're that sick-in-the-mind person who went around killing cats and kittens in a sadistic way, I HOPE WHEN YOU'RE IN THE PITS OF HELL, YOU'LL GET THE SAME TREATMENT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER, FOR LIKE, UNTIL THE WORLD ENDS! AND EVERYTIME YOU DIE LIKE ONE OF THE GRUESOME VICE YOU FUCKING DID, THEN YOU'LL REINCARNATE AS AN ANT, AND YOU'LL BE SQUASH BY MY FAT ASS! AND MANY OTHER FAT ASSES! IN TO HELL YOU'LL HEAD AGAIN AND LET THE PROCESS REPEATS ITSELF MWAHAHAH.

AND I'M STILL PISSED AT THE SIGHT OF YOU, WUSSY PUSSY!

.. Oh well, *yawn*
life's shit if you'd ask me.
(:

I had the mood to.

So I did a little change to this erm, boring layout, (usual stuff blahblahblah).
Watched Kung Fu Panda today andddddd,
it was hellaluva good.
I mean, HELLALUVA EXCELLENT!
The next top family/comedy animation besides Shrek 2. (Though ogre action is bit, err, gross)
It's like, okay, honest rating this time.

4.5/5

YES, I'm fucking serious!
Kill those doubts and grab your friends/families to catch it.

Okay, I REALLY, need to start working on my art coursework.
Tis difficult cos I bet everyone's squeezing their brain juice for inspirations.
I can't wait to chop my hair.

THE BLACK PARADE IS DEAD ON 1ST JULY 08!

*DROOLS*

Get this icky feeling off me!

3:]

Am I going to fall into t pithole or am I going to fly without wings?

This is so fluttering.

Life's like that.

So tangled.

Anyways, need a hair cut.

It's so (insert your critics)