It sucks.

To feel like you're just being used.. just being a subtitute.
I've been keeping it, but it struck me back again today.
How it sucks to feel like one, be like one.

Coolguy* messages me, almost everyday. Obviously it's some sort of stupid hint. Fell for it. In th midst of falling in love, *roll eyes million times* I realised Coolguy has got a crush on Cutegirl*. Heartbroken still, I pushed him to pursue Cutegirl. And when they got closer, his messages gets lesser and lesser. Which I don't mind cos I couldn't be bothered with a big fuck who only uses me as a subtitute.
Well, he messages/calls as and when he please. And th reason would be because Cutegirl is busy and could not keep him company OR she pangseh him. (HAHAHAH)
Right, he told me right over th phone he called me cos Cutegirl ps him. Point your fingers and laugh time.
AND, HE DEFINITELY KNOW THAT I SORT OF CRUSHED ON HIM!
I'm like 99.9% sure! Eeer, okay, no idea where 0.01% went to..
Oh yeah, he'll always want to borrow my electronic device (neither handphone nor keyboard). When I ask him, why not ask from Cutegirl, more communication, more closer, more love shit.
And he repiled, : No, I don't want to bother her.

FUCK YOU
THANK YOU VERY MUCH LOSER, MAY YOU AND HER PROGRESS FAR FAR LONG LONG,
AND STOP BOTHERING ME BECAUSE I'M OVER A SHIT LIKE YOU.

Okay, I feel better.
Not only I've thrown all things stuffed in th bottle, it's also made known to whoever's reading this that there are jerks like that.
And worst.



I've never come across a decent man, in my life yet.
And today, wasn't a very good day.
It was depressing on th way home..