Denial.

Uber sad.
I miss Nuzrath! Wonder if she's back yet or not.
Today was kind of like uh, sucked.
So was the whole week actually.
Or was it my life?

Look what you've done
You made a fool of everyone.
Just the truth and everything will be okay.
We'll forgive you, we won't walk away.

I'm tired :l
Still have to go and fetch pops from the airport. He's reaching back here at around 11.30pm! Have to withstand 1 hour+ of MRT. Sucks.

SLAP MY BLOODY SELF!
I soooooooo detest myself. So why must this bloody shit come out and make me hurt people? HUH? WHAT?! WHAT FUCKKK?!
CAN I JUST .. CAN I JUST SLEEP FOREVER?
I'm so sickk.
I just want everything to be so fine.
EVERYTHING WAS FINE, BUT WHAT NOW?
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?
GOD! WHAT THE BLOODY HAPPENED?!
WHHHHHYYY?!

God, save me.
I dont want anyone to be hurt.
I'm sorry, I dont deserve your love.

After everything is solved, perhaps.
Where is my soul
Where am I?