Not physically but mentally inside. LOL. It sounds so lame lah hur.
But, life's so MAZEY. Problems stacking up, neverending.
LIKE WHEN THE
Oh wait, this is life, it's reality, it doesn't. -.-
Unfair shi
Yeah, now I got back my err, "blogging instincts", so I guess I'll head back to blogging hah.
Ummm, feeling rather down and pressurized. Because of __. and __. And I hope we can really really really really really really really really attain a good steady SILVER!
Oh my gummy, I'm just so... scared. I'm really wanting it so much! Just like all the rest of the band members. How long have we been pursuing it? And this is so precious to us. Just that, a few months and a year of tough practice and peserverance, just to prove ourselves worthy of a higher standard than the bloody bronze on that very anxious day. What if? What if?
I can't stop hallucinating, I can't stop worrying. Ugh!
Just bout a week more, I pray to God.
AND HUIMIN MY DEARREST JUNIOR, HUGS AND LOVES GIRL!.
It's not pretty anymore to put on that sad frown on your face SO SMILE! Because I want to see that pretty pretty Huimin smiling back at me (:
Nonon, I'm not a lesbo :D.. You know there's many people around you that concerns and LOVES you! So don't let them worry yeah? You got to be okay! I want you to be okay! SO YOU MUST BE!!!!! lol:D. *Hugs*
And takecare of your health.
Sigh, got chased out of the band room during sectional today cos there's some problem with the room? Our OM asked us to pack up and quickly get out. Hah, think it's the lighting.
Anyway, Mr Paul Lim darn funny today lah. So was inside the band room.. Eerie but such fun! I laughed like mad woman and Vani is the only one who witnessed that LOL. Kinda pity her. But.. WHAT FUN! :D
What is this empty feeling inside?
Is it because it wants you so badly?
Sigh.. It feels like you've gone so far away.
Alright lah, sorry to all my peeps to make yall worried for me. If I'm just a little emo-ing, just leave me aside cos I'll be fine in a little while hah.
LOVE YALL!.
And I love you the most too (:
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