Saturday, December 29

Shit mood struck when I woke up.
Shitty shit shit shit.
I've got no life today. Slept t whole afternoon. Then, keep dreamin t same o scary stuff.
3 times already, not freaky enough meh?

Internet connection was fucking slw today due to some traffic problems.
Com is sick as usual.
Irritation is as easy as A-B-C
And I can't find my home-specs. Uhh, t one I wear at home lah. T outdoor one very uncomfortable to wear, esp when I'm not feeling that great either.

Fufkced uopd.
Tomorrow must go out, tomorrow tomorrow must go out, tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow also want to go out. Last fucking three days to somewhere I don't want to even bother thinking about.

And Christmas like so fast over mannnnnnnnnn, what t fuck!#$!@#$@!#%#@

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Ahh, anyway..
went out with Joey and her cousin, Si Ying yesterday. Went to vivo. Hahahahah, got yummy treats, sweets and gummies and lollipops. WOOOO, sweet stuffs! Are bad for my braces.
Then went to East Coast to enjoy night scenery.. Eh, realised there got alot of good things to eat!
Hhaha, err. I want countdown. :D


With you.

Hais.

Tuesday, December 25

hi.

Prepare yaself for t longest post I would have ever posted.
Err, at t end of 2007.
Gee, end of 2007. Doesn't that mean that it's going to be 2008?
It's said that t world is going to end on 2012. Eerr.


Oh ya, ho. ho. ho. merry christmas.
Ya, my merry christmas ain't that merry this 2007.
__'s leaving.. and I don't know when she'll come back..
I don't know what's wrong, and I blame myself for being so helpless.
Hmm.


On t happier side, Nuz is back! Haha, talkin to her on msn now.
Friken miss her and was about to tear out when we hugged! (Oh shit, that was meant to be a boo boo.) Then we went to Coffee Bean to chill out and chat to our hearts' content.
AHAHAHAHAH, YESSSS! I've been feeling so uncomfortable and icky when she's not around. So, now that she's back, I'm feeling alot better. :D
Psst, t tiramisu tasted yucky today.

Anyway, girls girls, I've bought a little small present for yall! Yeap! Includ. you, Joey lahhh :D Can't wait to pass it around ho.
I'm feeling a little christmasy, but too bad I can't really celebrate. Oh ya, don't know whether want to attend Idris' end-of-year party anot..

I will not think about any school/ chool rules/homework/tuition/paperwork/stationaries/
even making fun of teachers/bloody guards shit stuff this week and savour every bits of t time left!
UGGHHH! Then I'll work my ass out in 2008.



I still love Christmas carols though.
Sing lala, sing lala, sing lala, lala.
merry merry ho ho ho ho merry ho ho christmas hey
sing lala, sing lala sing lala lala
merry merry very merry merry christmas lah.


T_T

Sunday, December 23

My Chemical Romance.

Pictures.


Thanks a whole !#%^%& load to Amirah for t Q-jumpers!



Frankie Iero.



Gerard Way


Mikey Way.

Ray Toro.
He's so far away... sigh..

Anyway, sorry for t lack of updates, like.. who.. reads.. this.. shit. Yeap. Christmas IS coming. Hahah, lala. Yeah, lala. It's boring how there's no white snow falling onto your head, and fucking fake christmas trees. LMAO. Somehow, pops is going to get Nintendo Wii for my brother and I. Can't wait to play Resident Evil, oh, can get Guitar Hero 3 also (fucking nice paul gibson guitar controller)! But wait for money to fall from t sky first.


In a week's time. School is going to start. Again. ERRRRRRRRR, hell no. I'm digging this life. Or rather, duing PD's. Hahah, I miss that batch of people. That batch of created fun and humor. Yknow. Aiyaahhh. Imagine everyday just go through music practices lah. Kao, kick your books aside. Mhahaha.


Uh, what t heck.

EDIT: NUZRATH IS COMING BACK TOMORROW!!!

I FUCKING MISS HER. HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY DARLING!!

Wednesday, December 19

Port Dick.

Well, title says so.
I did, I did, I did enjoy myself there!



I totally miss this pasarmalam corridor. (If ya get what I mean)


And sunrise is beautiful as t rays spread across t green.


Went to this malaysia school, Chong Hua High School (I think) for a band exchange.I really admire their determination and passion.

Group photos!

With Mr David Anthony Glosz and Prof Shuichi Komiyama.

LMAO.

Yeah, so went for some sightseeing and shopping trip before we reach Singapore.

T skies want to take photos, so they gave me beautiful poses.

......HAHA, WHAT T HELL AM I TALKING!?

Meals there were unconstantly nice. Only friday's soup was superb, cos it was cream of mushroom. LOL. Umm, and I've learnt so much from this trip. But wasted that not t whole band went. I had loads of fun with this batch of people and it's quite saddening that it's t last trip with our current sec4s yeah? And.....

it's rainy now?

That's it lah. Oh ya, shall post up pictures from MCR's concert tomorrow maybe. Cos, still editting and my com quits out on me halfway, always.

Bebe! :D

Monday, December 17

vroom.

And I'm back from PD trip.
I want to go back.. cos..
haha.






Oh, tur tur went to t skies above on Friday.
:'(

Thursday, December 13

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Aiyerrrrrr. Brought turtur to t vet today. Oh, turtur is a sudden name I gave to t sick terrapin cos I've got to fill up a form with my particulars and my pet's particulars T_T.
Bah, I know.

Doctor gave it a jab and gave me a bottle of medicated solution to apply on its infected areas.
Tomorrow I'm going off, who's going to take care of turtur and t rest now?
Turtur, get well soon and please start eating and drinking! AAHHHH, YOU SO GOING TO BE FINE ALRIGHT! SO GOING TO BE FINE!!


Why do I feel like shit, shit, shit, shit.
Everything's so different now.
I miss how we are back then.

Perhaps it'd change my life.

Yesterday was fcking high :D Alot of pictures, but nt posting em today.
My terrapin is sick yes? I've checked through t internet and I highly suspect fungal and bacterial infection.
It has not been eating, it has puffy eyes and I know it hurts so much for it than it hurts my heart. It's really.. heartwreakin..
I'm bringing it to t vet tomorrow..It's very expensive but I'll just see what t doctor says and what I could do to help.. But I'm going off to t trip in 1 day?
Arghh.. hopefully pops takes good care of em. He promised, but in t first place, let's get them prevented from anymore infections yes?
Hang in there babies, I know it hurts so much, but I'll save you!


Speakin of which, after t concert yesterday, there was this limping stray dog outside Max Pavillion, near t road and traffic lights. FUKEN LIMPING OKAY! And it was so frightened of humans! Definitely abused once.
Called SPCA straight away and t person was like, "IS IT A BROWN DOG?" "OH, PEOPLE HAVE REPORTED IT AR."

- OHHHHHHHHHH, so you know that dog huh? Acknowledge it somemore! Looks like it have been reported but then why is it still there?! T receptionist continued on and said that we have to tie him up and make sure that he won't run away before they could actually come.

....

What do you think two teenagers would have in their bags? A diamond collar and a leash?
DUH, WE'RE THERE FOR A CONCERT, NOT LIKE PURSPOSELY WENT THERE AND, OH! ITS A DOG, LETS FCKING CALL SPCA. (:
So I was like speechless but told him I'll call him back anyway cos I was queuin up for some sausages for t dog!

Here's t fucked up part, was running back to where Cheryl and t poor dog was, and this batch of really rubbishfcker guys was like standing there and watchin. Then this guy was eating hotdog bun and instead of throwing like cubes of hotdog or a piece of bread, he threw two fucking pathetic bread crumbs!
WHAT T FECK!

It scared t dog away, limping and t guy still can try to act and said, "OI, TURN BACK AND EAT LEH"
WHERE T FERK HAS YOUR FECKIN MANNERS GONE TO, KID?

Why did I even ask. He's worst than a pile of shit. Even a pile of shit helps to fertilise t soil blahblah.

Anyway, bravo Cheryl gave them a hard cold look and by then, I was trying to divert t dog's attention with t sausages and lured him far away from those monsters.
Sigh. Called SPCA again and told t receptionist that we don't have anything to hold him. I guess out of sympathy, he agreed to ask t rescuers to come.

In. an. hour's. time.






Yeah right. -.-



So was keepin t dog company by feeding it sausages, AND IT WAS SO SKINNY! I could feel it's bones ): Hais.
It allowed us to sayang him, but its tail ain't wagging at all, perhaps cos of t terrifying experience by those kids. After spending qutie some time with him he still went away, despite our callings..
Called back SPCA and told him no need liao lah.
Then how's t dog now? I really don't know. With that injured hind leg, and probably starvin, I don't know how it'd survive, will it be abused by passer-bys? Will it be saved? ):
It seems like it was owned by someone before because it was quite groomed, and it doesn't bite or bark.

People might think it's entertaining and thrillin to watch these dogs being fearsome of em.
But after a dog gets abused by its heartless owner or people, whenever it sees human, whether with good or bad intentions, we will always be like ugly, cruel monsters to them.
That's why it's so saddening to see how this world is evolving to.

Just now Sam was blog hoppin and she came upon this post.
Humans eating guinea pigs. (plus a picture of dried guinea pigs, organs emptied out)
Huh? What's next? I really can't imagine? Maybe humans will start eating each other.
Haha, no life.

If I was a veterinarian, I could help save animals' lives.
If I was a animal rescuer, I could help save animals' lives.
..
See, I think I really think too much, cos I've got nothing better to do.
Get well soon Muum ):


Cos t hardest part of this,
is leaving you. <3

Tuesday, December 11

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I hate it when I wake up early in t morning.
Then have nothing better to do.
Meeting Cheryl and 5.30 later for t concert.
Don't know what I'm going to do right now.
Sh-t. I feel like watching movies but no one's available or something.
Anyway, it's damn cold, and hope this flu will go off soon.

Aiyah, don't want to let this all ruin my day.
No point..

Edit.
Wah, if you dont want to care, fine.
Im not any of your fucking ball although I look like one.
You made me look like a bloody idiot. Thanks ho.

Monday, December 10

blank.

Waaaaaaah, one more fucking day to t concert! HAHA.
But, I don't feel as yippy as last time lah, don't know why. Maybe I need to be standing right infront of Max Pavillion, then I start screaming lik how I always would HAH.
I WANT TO BUY ALL THEIR MERCHANDISE! Includ. hoodies, stickers, poster, pencils, stamps, wristband, teeshirt, badge, bag WHATEVER WHATEVER.
I'll get whatever I can! HA HA.

Alright, 4 more days to PD trip.
...
Yeah okay.
Aiyah.. was sleeping t whole day. Was a rather cooling day, comfortable to sleep.
Midway received some calls and messages, then repiled and talked then fell back asleep.
Now don't know whether it was a dream or not!

Oh yeah, I can't wait for ANTM cycle 10 because all t winners from cycle 1 to 9 is going to compete for t America's Truly Next Top Model or something. Cool right! At least now get to see some professional work, prob less bitchings too. Yawn.

Aiyah, either now I go youtube watch cycle 9 or I'll stick to my Animal Planet. HAHA.
Such a tele geek. Okay, suddenly veh miss my girls. Esp Vani and Nuz. Wonder how Nuz is lah.. She must be, like bored without my constant TLC. HAHAHA, f.


Hais, obviously you don't care right.
Don't know, just both anger and agony.
Am I that hard to understand? I'm just like any ordinary girl.
Boo.


RAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!

Sunday, December 9

Girlies!

Alright, shopped today, but still need to shop more! For 3/4 pants. :D
AAAAAAAAAAND, TWO MORE ROMANCING DAYS TO MCR CONCERT!!!AAAAAAHHHHHHHH
HHHH!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111
So damn!!... *speechless but hangs a wide grin*


Orh, here are old old pictures! Taken like... almost 2 months ago! I KNOW! It's so long ago :D
Lunching out with my girls @ Pizza Hut.


Doughnut and Nuzrath-Can-Tahan.

Kalaivani likes to be nice.

Cherylin Cah Zhua and Mighty Mouse tries to hide behind their fingers.

My sexy beyotches.

Stomachs grumbling.

Hmmm... this is fucking harder than Maths..
So kids meal or pasta?

Here comes my bride! t queen!

Food's here! Excited Cheryl.


Vani tries to seduce me. Nuzrath gets jealous obviously. HAHAHAHAHH

Like advertisment seh.



Heavenly good.

T stuff we ate.

H for Hawaiian. P for Pizza.


Suhana's Beef lasagna

Taken by Nuz cos my shots are close-shots! Anyway, this is hers :D



Seafood pasta, think it's Doughnut's!

My uhhhhh.. Spaghetti Bologonise. However you spell it. Cheryl ate t same!

Mighty Mouse's baked rice.

We have very creative minds yall!

Will never forget this date cos it's also when Cheryl and I got our MCR concert tickets! Waaah, feel so shiok. Vani, don't be sad okay! We'll be back soon! Just over one weekend! LOVESS (: Aaand, miss you Nuzrath! LOVE YALL, LOVE YALL, LOVE YALL.

Bumble bee. :D

Friday, December 7

I had shit for my dreams.

Okay, first, maybe I should stop takin naps because I feel like shit whenever I wake up.
Today uber tired, plus all t travelling and stuff. Walau.
Then don't know when can go shopping to buy stuffs.

Oh, yesterday went to Bugis with Joey and it've been a long time since I went there.
Shocked! Everything like changed lah! And food junction damn.. err nice.
I am shamefully outdated.

Joey said she coming to stayover, but don't know if she still coming. Die, don't know if I can sleep later anot. t feeling of not being able to sleep when you so want to sleep sucks alright.

Jaslene won ANTM. Aiyah, I like all three, Natasha, Jaslene and Renee. All three are awsome. RENEE LOOK OLD MEH..?
Haha, yknow, I wanted to be a model.
WHEN I WAS A FREAKING PRIMARY SCHOOL KID OKAY, so now, it's different. Don't laugh!
Hmm, pics probably, tomorrow. Veh t old ones.

And somemore, I don't feel like I'm anyone special to you.
Hais, sorry for being harsh.

Boring.

Alright, uber tired.
Went out with Joey, and going to continue our shopping again tomorrow :D
Saw Amirah at Penin, she asked me whether I'm going for MCR's concert and mentioned about being a Black Parade-r.
My mind went blank at that moment.
Then she asked if I want .... something, which I don't know what it was.
But I just urgently said yes anyway.

I HOPE IT'S T BLACK CARPET AREA THING! AAAAAHHHHHHH!!
AMIRAH, CONTACT ME ASAP! I was too uhh, high to notice anything.

Today's my lucky day :D
minus out those crawling, helpless millipedes everywhere in t school. Includ band room, but lucky I was still outside. If not, I think I jump up and hit t roof already.

HAHA, SUNBEAR!
Okay, dreamland.

Wednesday, December 5

Pins.

Mum surprised me today. I was engrossed in my DS when my mum came in and told me she bought three terrapins. So yeah, I hopped out of my bed and took a look.
They. are. so. fking. adorable!

But I feel kind of bad cos they have to be enclosed and not roam freely. Plus, I read from a site that they don't like to be touched or picked. ): Sayang also cannot ar?
Love them to bits though.

Don't order sharkfin soup.
Idiots hunt for sharks

Cuts off fins.

Then throw them back into t sea. Sharks will eventually drown and die.
Credit
Die, you muthafking shark killers.

Went to Crystal Jade for dinner. Realised hand sliced noodles look like tape worms so I feel naseous (duh) and gave it to pops cos I bet he doesn't know anything. Hah. Anyway, why t shrimp filling in t wonton taste like pork ar? Fk.

Pops went on to put words into my mouth and then reprimanded me for nothing.
Sucks.

Liked today's weather, but I realised it's just perfect for my mood today.
Yeah, rainy.
How fking great.

Christmas is coming.
But it doesn't even look so interesting anymore.

AIYAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.