sigh

i want to get over this feelings lah . hopefully.
and yeah , i need to think over this .
SUCKS MAN ,
what kind of mathematics is this!
alright , the problem doesn't lie with the questions , its WITH ME!
cuz i'm too dumb lah . listen to teacher in class also don't understand ..
UGH . so irritating .
so now i'm doing my my homework like a dumb fool .
i can't eat and smile and talk properly cuz i have this stupid ulcer on my lips . T_T . it's hurtful .
WORST , monday have mass run . SHIT THIS ASS.
uggh .. i wanna go to school ... just feel like it . I WANT BAND PRACTICES!
i don't know how the new pieces sounds like so i have like , no rhythm when playing . just like you were given a piece of lyrics and you don't know how it should go like .you will need to know how the music is like before you know how sing along with it . yeah , . sigh , new conductor , new way of learning .
mr tan .. if only you come back .....


i'm feeling really bad nowadays lah .. i'm just confused .
craps .. hope this feeling will go away SOON .. well ..
time to go concentrate on my studies .. and lala-ing :D


when it's time to let go ,
just let it be .


xoxotina