MY FREAKING LIFE ;

WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH
ALL THIS WHEN I JUST CAME BACK FROM GENTING?!
SO TIRED AND STRESSED OUT ALREADY .
YOU HURT MY HEART LIKE FUCK OKAY .
WHAT THE FUCK , I CAN'T EVEN TALK ON THE PHONE,
CAN'T EVEN GO OUT ,
WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT , YOU WANT ME TO STAY AT HOME LIKE
A PRISONER THAT HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO ?
WHY CAN'T YOU TRUST ME AND HIM !
NOT EVERY GUY IS LIKE WHAT YOU THINK
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY!!!!

whatever fuck you say , it just hurt me deeper and deeper.
i'm holding back my tears so much that i could cry everyday .
my heart broke into zillion pieces and only god knows how to mend it back.

STARTING FROM TODAY ,
MY HORRIBLE FREAKING LIFE BEGINS.
THE PAIN SO HURTFUL ,
HURTFUL ENOUGH TO DRIVE ME CRAZY.
YOU'RE NOT UNDERSTANDING ENOUGH.
YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT US.
YOU DON'T FREAKING SAY FUCKING BAD
THINGS ABOUT HIM .
HE'S NOT HOW THE BOTH OF YOU THINK HE IS.
SINGAPROE GUYS , YES , THEY DATE THEY DUMP.
I DON'T KNOW ABOUT MINE , BUT I TRUST HIM.
I TRUST THAT HE WILL TAKE CARE OF ME FOR LIFE.
WHO AM I GOING TO LEAN ON WHEN YOU TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME?
YOU'RE COMPLETELY RUINING MY LIFE.
I HAVE BRAIN OKAY , I HAVE FEELINGS
I HAVE THOUGHTS.
I KNOW WHEN TO HAVE SEX AND WHEN NOT TO.
I'M NOT THOSE EASY-GOING KIND OF GIRL WHO JUST FUCK ANYTIME.
HE KNOWS IT TOO OKAY .
AND HE RESPECT MY DECISION.
SEX IS WORTH WATING FOR .
I'M NOT GOING FOR IT TILL MY MARRIAGE .

GET THIS INTO YOUR FREAKING MIND

BUMMER.



brokenheartedtina