BLOOD

my plans for confessing has gone down the drain man .
i want to get sick tomorrow , i don't want to run for my mass run . i don't want to face the fucking hot weather. i don't want to face classmates that i despise , i don't want to talk at all . i don't want to study , i don't want to force myself anymore .

STRESS ,

everyone has a reason to feel stress , family problems , studies , problems with blah blah .
i can't believe i have to put on a fake front and explain shit to you all .

YEAH , I KNOW .

we've been together for 9 months , if he wanted to cheat me , he would have done so earlier , UNDERSTAND ?
yes , i would like to see more of this world . but i want to see the whole world with him . i don't want to see it alone .

@$$^&^&*&^*($$%%^@@))*(!!!!!

why can't you just let me be wit h him ? why can't you be as understanding as other parents ? those who allow their children to have relationships ?

YOU ARE TAKING AWAY MY HAPPINESS , NOT HIM !!!

you watch your mouth before you speak .

- ass.