slacking ;

woohoo! i'm playing the sims 2 all day! .. never studied .. uhh , sigh . i'm slacking too much eh . ? .
but


i don't care! WOOHOO!

hmm , this afternoon , after school , went to catch corpse bride with my laogong. 4/5 ! the graphic was smooth and realistic . plus , the characters are really cute ((:
the duration of the movie was just nice, not too long or short .
the story of this movie is perfect . nice starting , nice ending . YOU ROCK! ((:

good luck to all those who is having their final year examinations! you can do it! you're all the best! woohoo!!!!

.. mad.

sorry all readers

sorry i've got so worked up . well , good news , i'm okay and back to normal! . i will have to BE normal in order to pass all my exams with the best results i can get. yup ? , yeah , i've created my new layout! . im working on the image mapping and codes . ughhh , how do i get all this to work!!? .. uggh , buck up christina.

hey! next week is my final year examinations . woo , how quick was that ((: !? . ehh , anyway . i think i'll go for some mapling first ,

maybe not studying at all .. but ,








don't care!!!!
WAHAHAHA

- byebye

YOU MIGHT THINK THAT IM HAPPY BUT IM NOT .
IM MORE STRESSFUL , MORE UNHAPPY , MORE UPSET , MORE ANGRY , DESPISE YOU EVEN SO MUCH MORE . YOU DESTROYED US , WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT MORE FROM ME ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alonee ;

i'm stuck at this point , at this place .
no where to head to anymore .

lonely
coldd.

finding myself in darkness again .
can't see each other ,
can't meet each other ,
can't go out together ,
can't have fun together ,

no point living in this world anymore .
i'm like living in a prison ,
parents nagging like shit
crapping bullshits
when they don't even know what the hell is going on.

CAN'T YOU ALL JUST BE LIKE OTHER PARENTS !?

fcked upp .. ;;;;;;

my plans for confessing has gone down the drain man .
i want to get sick tomorrow , i don't want to run for my mass run . i don't want to face the fucking hot weather. i don't want to face classmates that i despise , i don't want to talk at all . i don't want to study , i don't want to force myself anymore .

STRESS ,

everyone has a reason to feel stress , family problems , studies , problems with blah blah .
i can't believe i have to put on a fake front and explain shit to you all .

YEAH , I KNOW .

we've been together for 9 months , if he wanted to cheat me , he would have done so earlier , UNDERSTAND ?
yes , i would like to see more of this world . but i want to see the whole world with him . i don't want to see it alone .

@$$^&^&*&^*($$%%^@@))*(!!!!!

why can't you just let me be wit h him ? why can't you be as understanding as other parents ? those who allow their children to have relationships ?

YOU ARE TAKING AWAY MY HAPPINESS , NOT HIM !!!

you watch your mouth before you speak .

- ass.

clueless ;

no one knows what is going to happen next as the clock ticks by ,
allow or not allowed , no one knows .
life's unpredictable .

please let me choose my own life , the way i want it to be . i know who i'm mixing with , good or bad . i'm not as idiotic as you think . and i'm not dumb to get involed in sexual activites okay .

( sorry to readers )

my brother just downloaded a movie , FFVII - Advent Children . oh my god , the graphic is so realistic and beautiful! i want to watch ! i want to watch ! . but next time eh ((: . i got exams coming . ( tsk , the show's duration is about 2 hours . ) siigh , haven't started on any revision . ahh!! i have no more confidence for my final year examinations !!! :( . everyone is so stress already .
i don't know why i'm still so calm even after knowing exams are just next week . uhh , next week ? .. aiyaahh. you know what's on my mind after that ? , study on the day before .

. is that me?

anyway , yeah that's me ((: .

I must must must must must STUDY!!! comon christina! be serious!!

*knocks head on wall*

- uhh , who am i?

ugh ;

too damn stress to ,
study,
move ,
go to school ,
blog ( but i still managed to )
play maple
resist sleeping late hours

went to computer lab today during CEP! weepee !! siigh , i need more rest ! less studying ! ( win-win situation to fail )

hello hello
hello hello
hello hello
hello hello ?

((:

mad probably -- ;

april snow .. ;

starring bae yong jun and my favourite korean actress , son ye jin !! ((:
wee , im so excited about this show ! im sure to catch this after my final year exams ! the storyline seems great and i love romance movies , especially movies that are produced by korean directors . their story are always so good and touching !! . looks like i'm gunna cry in the cinema . *_*
be sure to catch it with your loved ones !

hmm ,, tomorrow is my history paper o.0 .. just wrote notes , didn't really care . ugh ,
geography is better!! .. hehe , more interesting and less sian .

watched stairway to heaven again today , so sad .. sigh , luckily it wasn't me in this story.
and i'm off to study . BYE

damn this .. ;

wee! i could finally blog! . my internet connection was very sloooow and i couldn't acess most of the web pages , including blogger . so sad you know !! can't even play maple too .. *sob*
well , loooks like my computre have recovered from what ever it was suffering with . weepee! i got so much to blog .

wednesday 20th of sept . : i had my home econs practical test . so fun !! me and cheryl made orange cake with a little touch of marble swirl . hmm .. sounds nice right ? its really nice !! wahaha . what a good experience . even my home econs teacher said our cake looks good 0.0 eeheheh . i wanna bake somemore !! ((:

friday 22th of sept : was my mum's birthday !! ((: . my father bought tiramasu cake !! WOOHOO ! . i ate 3 pieces .. yumyum . ((: .

yesterday , my family and i went out to somewhere near tuas to a seafood restuarant . yumyum . i ate abalone !! ooooh ,, i miss the taste . wahaha. then we head for plaza singapura and shop at carrefour . bought lots of stuffs ! ( because got vouncher to use .. eheh . ) after that , we went to jurong point and catched the 11.50pm movie show , the myth . it was a really interesting show ! .. i reccommand! i reccommand!! well ok , i can't really remember the names and i'm not good with describing things , so please don't mind eh? .. the story goes like this ,

there is a guy name Jack (Jackie Chan) . He seems to be dreaming alot lately . but he will always have the same dream . it was always about ancient times and today , he wrote in his dairy that he dreamt that he was a gallant Qin dynasty general and was suppose to esort and protect the korean princess (kim hee-seon) , ok soo , as she was forced to marry the qin dynasty king , qin shi huang . they both fell in love with each other . jack was connected to his past , he was determined to search and find for the answer and reason why he was having these dreams.
fighting and war scenes with a pitch of humor and touching love story , the myth

WEE !! DON'T MISS THIS !

my orange cakee .. ~ ;

if only . ;

if only everyone can love once , there won't be misery and heartbreaks in this world . there won't be sadness and sorrows .

if only money is so easy to get , everyone will have a chance to get their wishes and there won't be poor people begging for money .

if only childrens of elderly were filial to their parents , there won't be old folks' home and eldery loitering around , selling tissues .

if only there wasn't such thing called diseases , cancer or health problems . there won't be deaths of sickness.

if only this world could be more beautiful and pure , there won't be gangsters and murder/rape/thief cases .

if only people could be more matured and understanding , there won't be such words like , rivalry , hatred , .

if only every one was smart , there won't be schools anymore . ( YAY ! )

if i could only love you in this lifetime , i'll cherish this chance to.

if only i could wake up with you by my side , i'll be great .

im touched by your concern and care . i couldn't bear to see you treat me so well , cause i didn't do my part .
i suck

- wake me up , when school has end .

i miss .. ;

- my lao gong !
- MY ADOBE PHOTOSHOP *sob*
- my ragnarok online private server .
- my days of freedom
- my days of anti-stress
- my days of anti-homework
- my days of fun band practices
- my primary 6 days
- the fun & crazy side of me
- the unstressful me
- my trip to florida! orlando disney . wahaha
- my trip to thailand!
- fried grasshoppers. woohoo! *crunch*
- taking neoprints with siew yu
- going home after school with sze yee
- december holidays
- my primary 6 science lessons
- going to jurong point wit hsze yee
- playing drum mania with sze yee
- sze yee
- siew yu
- safarina
- eklima
- liyana
- jia qi
- velle
- our anniversary moments ( so precious , unforgettable ((: )
- my primary school teachers .. boohoo , i miss them alot.

lao gong , i love you . if you think that i've not been communicating with you as much as i did , i'm so sorry . i'm very stress .i wanted to destress . i left you alone by a corner . you were alone , i wasn't . im so sorry . i still love you . even if you couldn't feel it coming from me , feel it coming from my heart . love brought us together , nothing will break us up . only dishonesty and unloyalty will lead us to separate our ways . but i want you to know something , you will always be in my heart , on my mind . you are my eyes . my ears . my mouth , my nose . you've become a part of me , how can i forget you this way ? . i think of you as the clock ticks by . whatever i do , where ever i am , there will always be a picture of you in my mind . it will never be erased . i promise. i love you . for eternity.

- bo go ship ta

uhh . ;

ya ya .. haven't been blogging . want to know why ?

YEAH I'M LAZY !!

hmm , cheryl , wan teng , suhana , vani and me went to samantha's house today after school . we got this history role-play and we are suppose to act out the scenerio that is given. we bought cup noodles at 7-eleven before going to samatha's house . then we ate our yummy yummy noodles ! . took quite long to finish our " lunchtime " because cheryl is abit hyperactive today and we were laughing out heads off . so we could barely finish our food , except for samanthat , who didn't really laugh at our jokes . she was the first to finish ! ..wooo!!
i was the last to finish ...
aiyahh ,, tomorrow got school ? i thought it was friday today . im so dumb.
bored . its soo bored . i don't dare to let my father see my history results ,

I FAILED LIKE SHIT !

i got 27/70 for my history ,
i failed so badly !

hahas , but i didn't really put in effort to study this .. so . learnt a lesson . BUT HISTORY IS SO , bored.
sigh .

- nag nag nag nag.

light it up dumb ;

hmm , today went for the lantern-festival in my school today. hmm, not so fun . was kinda boring . there were pomelos and mooncakes provided for us to eat , but i don't feel like eating any ( though they look nice , but , don't judge a book by its cover yeh? ) then all of the students , teachers and parents got a lantern and a candle each . then we walked the canal in a round . ugh , so sian
haha .
then GO HOME LE !! .. it was like finally ! its so late ye. around 8.40 pm , we're dismissed. i meet my lao gong at MRT station and then we go jurong point . i eat dinner , he sit there and watch me eat . so ke lian , but he so sweet leh .. ehehe . after that , i went to meet my parents , who are at the pasar malam. and went home with them.

BAD NEWS.

- i got four mosquito bites on my face !!
- i'm always getting thirsty easily
- okay wait , NOW i have 5 mosquito bites. (on my face)

GOOD NEWS

- i finally got back my mp3 !!
- our love is getting stronger


weeeeeee , i'm so happy it's friday today! hmm , tomorrow i might be playing candles with my lao gong .
weeeeeeeee. alright . uggh , so thirsty . i think i better go get a drink right now.

- toodles.

- byebye

... ;

hmm , sorry for not posting these fw days . you want to know the reason ? .. well ..

IM JUST TOO LAZY TO POST A THING!

hehe.. yeah.
damnit , it rained. yeah , i love rain but , IT CAME ON THE WRONG TIME , WRONG DAY!
should have rained tomorrow. so that i can skip my 2.4 re-test . T_T , ugh , i feel so sick of it . there' mass run today and i purposely walk all the way . mr fu scolded me .
mr fu : its so sad . you are not an adult yet and you're already so selfish ( what he actually mean was , it was not fair to the others who put in effort to run ) so do you have a reason for not running ?
me: ...
mr fu : no?
me: because i don't feel like running .
mr fu : everytime students also tell me that .
BLAH BLAH BLAH ,

UGH.

stupid MSN . i always get the , message was not sent , notice. UGH , so fucked up.

i have this stupid mid-authum festival held in my school and is compulsary for ALL SEC ONE STUDENTS .

HELLO ?

stupid programme . i rather spend this time with my lao gong .

im getting rather stressed right now . it rains on the wrong time . gets hot on the wrong time . and makes my mood worser . im a sensitive and petty person . that's why im reacting in this childish way. please forgive.

- sucks.

war of 1e1 ;

~ warning warning !! serious war in classroom 1e1 just this early noon ! looks like they were argueing about the project of the singapore casino ! hm , they are not going to stop ! they are still going to continue this war on the next cme lesson ! stay tuned for more details ! ~

hmm ,, band was kinda fun today . i was mad.. uh.
time passed like ------------------------------------ swift !!
saw that ? that's how quick . hmm , hope same thing goes for tomorrow ! . ((:

- im falling so deeply in love with you.

love quotes (specially for my lao gong)

1. The most beautiful view is the one I share with you.
2. Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart, and the joy in a heart.
3. I've fallen in love many times... always with you.
4. How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.
5. For it was not into my ear you whispered ,but into my heart, for it was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.
6. If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
7. There is no remedy for love but to love more.

You know you've found love when you look in their eyes and find yourself.

okk . hmm , i got all this quotes from the net , although its not by me , but as long as it's true . well , i try to compose one by myself, heh , here it goes.

i walk through the darkness ,
i couldn't see ,
couldn't hear ,
couldn't feel ,
couldn't smell .
suddenly , i tripped and fell .
i couldn't pick myself up ,
i was weak and useless,
crying and clueless .
out of the darkness ,
a person came by and pulled me up .
his beautiful brown eyes
looked into mine ,
whispered into my ears
and said those three big words ,
" i love you ."
i open my eyes
in a surprise .
the whole darkness was overcomed ,
by light and love that you gave.
i could
see,
hear,
feel,
and smell again .
my beautiful world was built up again ,
by the powerful love you gave .
i hold your hands ,
oh what warmth they gave !
the warmth that only love could give .
we walked through our path , together
with ups and down ,
no matter what ,
we'll still be holding hands ,
because we belong together.
i love you.

hmm , so how was it? hehe , hope it was ok . what matters is that it came from the ottom of my heart . thanks alot lao gong , you are the one who brought me back into this beautiful world . i love you forever .

- aku cinta padamu , lots ((:

the end ;

today is the worst of my holidays . probably because tomorrow is school time . ugh , this sucks .
my maths homework not yet done .
im not readyy from school ,
i got a very bad mood today .
can't believe tomorrow is school day . ugh , HELLO ?
i wish i was sick tomorrow , so i could give school a miss . muahahah . i'm dreaming too much .
fine , looks like i will have to bear all the stress already ,
what the hell ,
i still can't pass my 2.4 km run . look , i suck right?
life sucks for me , ugh . muast i still continue on? ??? ? ? ? ? ??

- sucks

so tired ;

i slept at around 1am and woke at 7.30am . have to prepare for band practice. i was so god damned tired. it was the first time i've ever wished for the band to end faster.
what the hell is wrong with me ?!?!?!?! oh siggh ,
today was suppsoe to do projects , but my group mates and me were far too lazy to do a single shit . hmm , why give us homeworks and projects during holidays ? teachers are so dumb . hahas , they think we'll have the mood to do homework on holidays ? errr , HELLO ? NO WAY .

i am going GAGA because holidays are going to end . uggh ,

ONE MORE WEEK PLEASE!!

i am so freaking bored at home . i hope i was out now. RIGHT NOW , I HOPE I CAN STAY OVERNIGHT IN A CHALET , RIGHT NOW . I HOPE I WAS HAVING A BARBERCUE PARTY , RIGHT NOW . i hope i was watching stairway to heaven , RIGHT NOW . i hope i was having holidays , FOREVER . I HOPE IT WAS SNOWING IN SINGAPORE , RIGHT NOW .

damn , i wish that they will come true , RIGHT NOW

told you im gaga.

- band is so boring today

nooo ..

have to go band tomorrow , idris told me that our instructor , mr tan , didn't came for band practice today . UHH ?? howcome ? . i hope he come for tomorrow's practice , . sigh .
days pass by so quickly , hey all teens ,

4 MORE DAYS BACK TO SCHOOL !

sucks right? never mind . i understand.

- no matter what happens , just remember that i'm loving you with all my heart.

IT lesson

i have band and IT lesson today . band starts at 8.30 am , ends at 1 pm. IT starts at 9am , ends at 12pm . so i decided to go for IT, no mood for band probably. and anyway , im meeting my lao gong later at around 12.15 ((: . now still having it lesson , mr rahman is so good , he lets us have freedom after we're done . weee , so fun . aww , now he wants us to do some work . ugh , . lao gong and me will be watching stairway to heaven , i lent him the VCD , i missed the show alot , so decided to watch with him later . yay-ness.
hmm , i need to go now , i got work . ((:

- didn't know it is so fun

shopping with sze yee ;

i went shopping with sze yee today at bugis , yeah . it was odd at first as it was actually the
FIRST TIME we went to bugis.
can't believe it ? well , you have to.
she wanted to buy clothes , so we went to find clothes later she said she don't feel like buying anymore , uhh ? hahas, on our way , we saw jia qi . i was like her " idol " or something , she jumped at me when she saw me ..lol .
sze yee said suddenly she wanted to buy a wallet , so i brought her to the wallet shop.she bought a MYUK purse. i felt happy for her . i think that's her 1ST PURSE . yeah , she don't use wallets at all . sigh ,
i got thirsty from walking ( and standing in the mrt on the way to bugis station , ow ) . so we went to the food court and settled down. sze yee didn't had her lunch yet , and asked me to help her buy , lol . she said she was too lazy . ah wells , no problem .bought chicken rice for her . she finished in up in seconds! ( ok , not seconds , well at least faster than me ) then we went to do more shopping and at around 4 , we went to the mrt station .
went to dover to meet my boyfriend , yay , so handsome . ((:
well hrm , i have band tomorrow , ..
can i really don't go ?
NO
ok ok.
i just don't want to face a black face during my practice ((:

- you rock sze yee!

tired , happy , stressed , got nag -ged at ;

uggh . well ok . i had enough . i just wanna chill out this holidays ok ? damnit , of course i'll do some studies , it's just that i'm not doing it TODAY or INFRONT OF YOU . giveme some space ok ? they don't give us holidays without a damn reason .

today was BEE - OHH - RUR - EYE - AND - JEE
B-O-R-I-N-G .

life is so damn fucking boring without hanging out with friends . ( and not being beside my boyfriend )

i am so into this holiday mood that i don't feel like going back to school for band , may i ?

NO

whaat ? fine .
ugh , i crave for KFC ' s chicken , MCDONALD's mcnugget , DELIFRANCE BISTRO's yummy steak , ANDERSON's ice cream , PIZZA HUT's hawaiian pizza with lots and lots of cheese , FIESTO's , fresh yummy salmon and bento set ,

hell yeah , i could eat all those today . im pretty hungry , noo , i meant , REAL hungry .

- YUM YUM

b - o - r - i - n - g ;

super boring day . well , i had a very bad stomachache this afternoon , so bad until i wanna cry . boohoo. well , anyway , after i've taken a rest , my sotmach feels better .
went to imm today . ate sirloin steak ((: YUM YUM. then i shopped for polo tees , and jeans . but my dad says straight cut jeans doesn't suit me , so i didn't buy yet . hm , nothing to say? well , really wordless

- my stomach still hurts a weeny bit.

stairway to heaven ;

hmm , feel like crying after watching this korean drama . so sad and touching wor.( even my mum cried )
i've made a skin of this drama for my blog , but i still need the adobe photoshop to complete the editing , anyway , i've set it as my desktop background , ((:

the world has changed so much. WHY

i hope i didn't exist in this world at this time ,
life's a living hell , maybe uu think it's only to uu , but have you thought of me? i don't know what you've been trying to do , whether you're indicating me or whattever . but i had enough , stop playing on this game. i don't like games . you say it , and then you blame me for doing it. i know you love me , but you've been the one having fun , have you thought of me at all . you're being too selfish . think about it , you're not the only one suffering , i'm too . i'm not the only cause of this , it's you too . have you even do the things man does? i think i am the one who does that. or maybe i just think too much . but there's no other reason why i feel this way . yeah , you're shy , but have you thought of me yet? you think you're the only one who's being shy here ? IM A WOMAN , YOU'RE A MAN . MAN HAVE MORE GUTS THEN A WOMAN . GET THIS STRAIGHT INTO YOUR DAMN MIND ,

- i'm so fed up . guys s - - ks.

youngsters are changing .. ;

well , today after school , went home with vani , erna , idris , rafi and hendra . rafi wanted to pierce his ear and forced me to accompany him when i said i want to go home . i hate getting forced , so i followed lor . along together . well , more guys are piercing their ears , fashion has changed in this time . what about the future? boys wearing skirts?! uh uh ..
well yesterday , i met up with my lao gong and we went to plaza singapura . we ate at ichiban-sushi !! WEE , it was so oiishi (delicious) and yummy , i want to go there some other there again!! well hm , we used vounchers to pay .. haha.its really expensive wit those GST and tips. o.O .
then we watched Herbie : Fully Reloaded . hmm , i'll give 3/5 for it .haha
OH MY GOD ! , GUESS WHAT












IT'S THE HOLIDAYS! !!!! ! ! ! ! ! !
DAMNIT !
YAY
WEEPEE ,

( the blog owner has gone too wacko to continue. sorry for the inconvience. )