cooling evening.

weee. was suppose to go to sze yee's house today but she said she haven't packed up yet so she asked me to go next sunday. so , i went out with my lao gong . (: meet each other at around 12.45 and went to jurong point for lunch. after that , went to bugis to buy clothes! ( identical clothes ) . so we searched around. found some that i really like but it's too expensive :p. finally , we arrived at " new world order " t-shirt shop. we bought a black t-shirt with monkey graphic on it ^_^ . yup, went to his house after that. we tried on our shirts and found that it's a little small , but just nice. ( plus he said i look hotter this way =x ) around 4.45 , we went down and he played soccer. i watched. so funny , but he looks sooooooo kawaii when he plays. wee.. hehe. kawaii-ness . plus , it was very cooling that time. i love that weather so much. i even shivered a few times . it was really kinda cold? .. yup (: at around 7.25 , we went back to his house to have dinner and i went home after that. i'm so delighted today :)) ..

tomorrow got tution ?! UGH! NO WAYY !!

- i love the way you hold me tight.

oops

hahas. ok , i'll try to post whenever i can ok? . yesterday was my 2.4 km run. and guess what , i passed!! hehe, i also passed my 5 items. whew , it was really suffering for me . finally its over .. ok , hm. national day is coming. hmm , during my music lesson , my whole class sang the national song whch is sang by rui en and taufik . pretty nice. me and suhana are crazy over it @_@ . sze yee has moved and i would probably visit her and her new house on next sunday.
is that all i could say? gosh , its so short. waha. i might post again later at night. (:

- flirtatious actions are too much for me to take.

been such a long time..

since i've blogged!!! sorry .. was busy . OK , the truth is , im lazy to blog. wahah. sorry . hmm .. i'll post again later? i'm really abit busy now. tata.

- hot.

enchanting voice

do you know a singer corrinne may? i like her songs. her voice is perfect. she sings just like an angel . haha , i hope i can have a voice like an angel ..
ok SNAP!

back to the main issues. today i watched "bug me not". it's a taiwan or hongkong movie. errr , i'm not sure. i couldn't find the official website (: it was kinda cute and a little childish but , really a nice show. abit touched somemore on some parts of the show. i'm emotional.

sze yee smsed me and told me she's moving next wednesday. hmm , seems like tomorrow might be our last outing?oh , tomorrow got tution. oh ugghh , ,,,,

- i don't miss school , but i miss my band (:

sadden moment

booooo .. i failed my 2.4 km mock test. sucks right? i know , i really suck at this. ugh , i hate myself for failing it. and guess what ? i failed by few seconds!! but .. if i didn't push myself so hard that time , i wouldn't have just failed by seconds. i almost died. really , i felt like someone was bear-hugging me so tightly until i can't breathe. for once , i just wanna bathe and take a good rest , with of course , my lao gong by my side. siggghh. so i cried after that. i felt so useless and hurt. ( im so weak.. uggh. )

drizzled today!! but i didn't get it. duhhh ~

- my back aches.

it was very windy and cool today morning. but it didn't rain . uhh? well , tomorrow is my 2.4 km mock test. excited!! my feet hurts abit because i did mass run this morning. i push all myself to over my limit. yeah , had giddiness and headache after that. well , must jia you tomorrow!

tomorrow is friday? i can't believe it. i thought its only monday today. wahahh.. looks like the earth is turning fast (: maths. ugh maths, teacher taught volume today. i .. don't really get it? ugh , i suck. looks like i need more studying ( which i rarely do ) . yesterday tried to post but it didn' work .. and my brother is still downloading anime .. oh man.
weeee ,, 13 band members from my class!!! .. alot right? 3 just joined today. ah wells , now i act as their senior. i keep telling them to talk softly and sit properly. woohoo .. bullying sehh .. muahah.

yesterday , wednesday
for some time , i really couldn't figure out what's happening.well , i always think. think alot. think about school , think about everything that comes into my mind. i think so much until it got me confused. i don't know .. which is the real me? i'm not sure.

ahem ok. well today , gave sze yee her farewell gift. it's a winnie the pooh plushie. and it's very cuuute. wahahahh. i thought of giving her that because on my birthday last year , she gave me a piglet plushie too. it was like a little fat? so we called it p.p aka pregnant piglet. hahas. yup , we always bully "her". like throw her around. but , amazing , p.p is still alive and kicking ! ( with the baby still inside. when is she going to give birth so that i can be grand-ah-ma ? hehe )

it rained on the previous day heavily !! .. it was soo cooling and nice !! .. but it rained so little today .. ugh? please rain like crazy tomorrow . tomorrow has band practise !! YAY-NESS . but two extras from my class joined in too because i think they don't want to be left out. stupid la.. sigh. looks like band isn't going to be as fun as it used to be. now like almost my whole class want to join band. what the? ahhh .. cannot stand my classmates ( some , those very extra and wants attention. AND THE FLIRTS . ) well okok.. dinner time..

- if it rains tomorrow , no mass run :)


- no money!!

...

hmm .. now in school. wahaha. my form teacher brought us to the computer lab to do a 45 min survery. i've finished le.. and she allow us to surf the net. yay .. very good right? wahah.. i'm so hungry and my stomach's grumbling .. feel so emptyy .. i want to eat!! ( i'm greedy .. ) aiiyah , later when i go home le i'll see if i can post again. till now , i got to gooo .. (:

- i miss you so much honey.

romantic night.

hehe. me and my lao gong went to east coast park yesterday. met at around 1.20pm and took the train to bedok. but before that , we decided to talk a walk at tampines mall. we ate roti prata at the food court. deliciouss. but i prefer those in hawker centres (: after eating , we went to take the train back to bedok. we reached there at about .. 3.30pm? ..hmm. couldn't find the shuttle bus. wahah. but in the end we saw it. it went all the way to parkway parade. we thought we were lost . couldn't find the underground passage to east coast park. so in the end , we took taxi .. yay .. and finally we reached there .

it was already 4pm something? . well ok. cool evening (: . we walked all the way to the beach near a fishing port? fishing port .. is that what you call? errrrrrr. whatever. then we played in the water and with sand. hahas. we were trying to make a 3d heart but the wave keep destroying it. so we built walls using lots and lots of sand. in the end it looks like a toilet bowl. yeah .. hahaha.. but the waves became stronger and stronger. destroying everything. but was fun. hehe. we played in the water after that. very scary ok. lao gong was trying to go deep into the waters. i'm scardy-cat. so i was like staying near the surface and shouting , " come back lehs. if not i don't friend you liao. " then he guai guai come back to me. wahahah. i feel so royal. :p played and played ( didn't keep track of time ) until it drizzledd.

so we cleared up and walked all the way back to the centres. we washed up ourselves in the toilet because the salt water was making our hair sticky and stuffs. finally after that, went to mcdonalds to eat for dinner. hmm let me recall .. it was already 8pm when we eat? ordered mcchicken burger evm. it was very cold in mcdonalds. because we've just came out of the bathroom and our feets were wet ( we washed them because there were still sand on them ) i eat until very full.. hahas. ok , so after that , we walkedd all the way back to the part of the beach we played at. both of us didn't brought any mat so we have no choice but to lay out our towels. we sat on it and enjoyed the breeze and the scenery. it was the most romantic night (:

at around 9.40pm we packed up and walked out of the park. we took taxi to the nearest mrt station , which is , aljunied. and i reached home at 11.03pm. oh yeah , i want to thank my lao gong so much . for giving me the most romantic night of my life. aishiteruu .. muacks (: ok ok.. oh wow. the longest post i've ever typed.

- my love for you has grown.

hm. was busy yesterday. so didn't post :P. had band practice. came home at around 6.45pm and i have to eat my dinner and watch television till 8. after that i bathed and did my homework. went to sleep after that. hmm , no time to even go online . so sadd.

wednesday
today's english class was taken over by ms kang. she didn't do anything with us , so it's free period. i settled down near suhana and did my art ( guai right? ) when english period was ending , she told us something , which made me had a very bad impression on her

ms kang: 1E1 , i am so disappointed in all of you. *points to the one of the cetificate at the billboard near her* what's this? Best discipline class award? how come you get it but don't show it? 1E4 was the best , not your class. i always tell my class (1e2) to try their best to get the best.they are all trying , but what are you all doing now? oh , just because your class was in the prime , the first class so you think that you are the best. no.

me , said to suhana : what the hell. who cares about awards? we should see on how well we get along. not stupid awards.

suhana: *nods head*

hmm , yeah , ms kang is boasting about her class.i'm not judging myself as the best just because i was in the first class. pfff , what in the world are teachers thinking nowadays? yeah , 1e1 . so what? this year , 1e1 was different man. we're not nerds , we're rock 'n' roll yeah. yooo .. 1e1 rocks , not because of our intelligence, it's because we can work together and enjoy our time together in class. woohoo!!

today
was quite boring in class. we had cip in the afternoon at a nearby neighbourhood. i sat down and chatted with hendra. been so long since we've chatted.looks like he and his girlfriend was going well until her mother found out about their bgr and broke them up. sad right? i hope it won't happen to me... ahem. ok. nothing much to talk about today. so tiredd. yaaawn. hm, time to explore the net. haven't been using for some time.

- don't force happiness just because of me.

computer madness

hm , hopefully i can publish this. i tried to publish yesterday , but ugh, internet problems? i don't know. this computer is getting out of control and it's killing me. can i put the blame on my brother? he kept downloading anime and lots of songs. well , i don't mind but , its taking up all of the computer space!! now the internet is getting alot of problems. and i mean , A WHOLE LOT. i can't publish sometimes. uggh , and it's getting on my nerves. i'm too lazy to re-type sometimes too. hmm ok, lucky i copyed and pasted my post yesterday on the notepad. so i should have no problem.

monday
weee .. finally there's band practice today .. so happy. missed three lessons of it , missed it so much. wahah. today's practise was abit boring , and tiring , yup .first period was my home econs , bu teacher-in-charge didn't turn up, so my art teacher , mr goh , took us up to the art room for relief class. we helped him unpack all the boxes containing the "merlion man" clay model , like packaging in the factory. was very fun. heh, after that , it was history. HELL OF BOREDOM.then , recess! and after recess , we had our class photo. hmm , it was ok la. i .. don't care. wahaha.. followed by english lesson. now all our english lesson is free time !! ..wahaha. then i will sit near suhana's place. then idris , vani , suhana and me will hum our band song. we were so noisy until the whole class stayed quiet. we didn't realise that until i look at the teacher , he laughed at us. it pissed us. hehe, but we continued anyway. then was CME? . had to do this stupid test from NSW (New South Wales .. is it?) . uggh , so bored. then school endedd!! weeeeeee .. ate cheese sandwich and then went up for band le.

- i miss you so much

today
we had our cca photo-taking. missedd geography lesson because of that. HAHAHA ..
hmm.. suhana , wan teng and me stayed back to do our maths (serious) . was really going crazy. uggh .. maths are always driving me nuts . samantha and cheryl didn't come today? vani was sick at 1.45pm. her head was damn hot. fever i guess. and most of all ,,,,, IT RAINED !! WOOHOO!

- thinking of you as the time passes by.

hmm. tution was boreddd and i was tired. went out with sze yee this afternoon , went to popular to buy home econ workbook. but no express workbook! there are only workbook for normal ad and tech . ah wells..
oh my god, tomorrow's school? i thought it was school holidays. hahas , yeah , i really think too much. hmm , sze yee is going to move on july 21th. so soon? .. well , sigh. going to miss you alot girl!
i'm so hungry. hehe , but just brushed my teeth , lazy to go brush again. forget it , just take it as i'm going on a diet >.< . ugh , thr thought of schooling tomorrow totally sucks!!! ugh .. i hate studying .. its driving me crazy.

- you shouldn't have done that.

oh ugghh.

so bored at home.. nothing to do .. no one to go out with. sigh , maybe i'll go on a shopping spree afterwards with my parents :) .. wee haaaa.. hmmm , looks like i'll go play my ps2 to keep me occupied. i don't wanna die of boredom.

- it wasn't your fault honey.

touching.

the scene in tong xin yuan where dayang had a "fake" marriage with baobei (mermaid) was really romantic. hehe .. i hoped it happen .. ok , i know . i'm just thinking too much ..hehe. sigh , school was kinda boring today. failed my 2.4km run during pe again. man , looks like i really gotta improve.

- say you love me again.

i hate mass run

i hate mass run. i hate jogging . my stamina SUCKS and i can't run!!! i'm not suitable for it!! .. uggh. why can't my pe teacher understand? keep forcing me and vani to run? we put in more effort today , we reached the destination in a much earlier time , but still fail. but , why can't my pe teacher see that we have already put in effort? i don't mean that that was my best but , we are improving!!! .. i can't afford to fail my 2.4 km. once i fail , hell-living will be ahead for me. i'm so damn scared . why? why can't i just have more stamina so that i can pass my test easier? it sucks , damn it really sucks. sigh , i can't believe i suck at this. i just can't believe why the hell this is happening. fine.

well , today i stayed back with suhana,wan teng and samantha. we went to the computer lab. hehe .. we were listening to "We Belong Together" like crazy.. singing all over again. you ROCK, my girl ! after that , went home with them plus shak,idris and ricii . hahas , hope you don't mind me saying this idris , erm. ok , he tried to sing " Don't Phuck With My Heart" . well .. VERY FUNNY. ok.. gayish :X . sorry .. but you know you sounded funny. everyone was laughing. but , i love that! woohoo ... oh. by the way , my hall is air-conditioned! woohoo!! .. love my school more..

i miss my lao gonggggggggggggggggggg ... hehe. miss you honey , muacks.

- i'm losing hope in myself.

summer.

i hate tuesdays. i don't know why but i just hate it to the core. i hate mondays,tuesdays,thursdays. all this days sucks. i hate today's weather. did you see ow hot it was? even in my shower, the water was hot when i turned it to the lowest hot meter. so i have no choice but to use cold water (damn cold >.<) hmm. i haven't been posting since the last two three days? siigh. my internet server was haywired. i posted , but after loading , the page cannot be displayed. and i was lazy to type everything again. so i , went to blogger.com the next day , and guess what , the server was busy? page cannot be displayed. WHAT THE . class was boring , as usual , i almost dozed off in my chinese lesson. it was so damn bored . maths was ok. science was fun. geo was funny. erm . well , in my geo lesson , vani moved to the seat behind me. so we were like chatting softly. (and laughing at other classmates.) ((because that fatso in my class in biting his nails and his face was damn funny and idiotic.)) so we psssed to my other friends and signalled them to look at him. we were laughing all the way. wahah. i know , i'm baaaad. :)

- please rain tomorrow

stupid

ugh. i'm so mad now. i've lost my pride to the public. thanks to my dad for helping to lose my face in bugis. ya, thanks dad. piff.

- i never want to go out with my parents again

speechless

i don't know what to type !! .. nothing on my mind since school haven't been much interesting. except that our english lessons are FREE TIME! ..hehe.den i will sit with my friends. humming the 2 songs that my band was practising. i felt so bad that i missed thursday's band practise. i miss band!!! .monday's youth day , must go out .. must go out ..

- mrs lonely.