BLOOD

how would you feel if you were accused of something that wasn't true?
sucks right?
well, i was accused of being pregnant!
i know this sounds crazy.
IT IS driving me crazy.
how can my mother not trust me?
oh yah.
whatever
i don't belong to this world at all.
i guess i'm just a freaking outsider of the world.
freak me out anyway.
YOU think i want to be here?
NO.
i don't want to suffer anymore.
i rather live alone than with my parents
they're driving me nuts.
they're making me feel i'm so SO wrong.

but i don't understand.
what fucking shit did i do to make them feel unsecure about me?
ya, they're worried for me.
but they went too far.
i'm shit-ed right now.
fuck this world shit.
uggh..