But how strong will fear keep you holding on? When you realise perhaps love isn't everything you need. You asked me if I've ever regretted, and this time my mind turned blank. 

"We accept the love we think we deserve." This quote got me thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking... 

I am all messed up. The most I find ridiculous is that I allowed myself to get messed up.
And I see all this people throwing their pities and pointing their fingers at me, smirking in their very sick minds. This is so wrong.. and yet, the comfort I seek can no longer be found in the person I love the most. Perhaps soon, it will come to a past tense. Perhaps soon.. If I find the courage.