Why are there such emotions like anger, hatred and disappointment?
Why can't there only be forgiveness, understanding and compromising?

When you care for someone, you are bound to get hurt, no matter how strong the love is.

It never fail to tear me apart.

Blogging, just so from years down the road, I know I'm still alive from all the bullshit. Settling for a part-time job that will grant me all my current WANTS and excessive art materials for school next year. Mundane. Strange, I can't wait to start working though.

The most frustrating thing is that I always fail to see how broken I already am, and I still let myself get hurt. Living for the sake of living.

I'm still learning.

Your "sorry"s don't mean a thing because if they do,
I dont see why there's a need to cry in silence.

Huhh this blog is so dead.
Anyway, wonder why I had the sudden urge to blog?
Well, assessment is just next monday, and here I am, still awake, painting my canvas!
I don't mind actually, I secretly like it, hehe. Only an exception for assessment periods lah, I not so on one, siol.








1) Wafi came to school to surprise me hehe!

2) Panda 4eva.

3) My proudest 3D product. (I really cannot make it in 3D lah, it's really not my forte ugh) We had to bring toys and use them as our subject, developing them into another toy using only masking tape and artcard. It's meant to be a bunny with 3 holes on the back, which are actually the pods to the 3 peas! My concept was a combination of Peas-in-a-Pod and a bunny stuffed toy. Hai, damn childish but let me be happy ok? I only dare to show this to the world trololol.

I'm 50% done with my canvas! Loving how it looks now! Set a target to finish it by Friday, and then weekends would be all the minimal stuff left to do.. Oh dear, I can smell sweet freedom coming to me but then my heart is beating 50% faster because I keep thinking I can't finish everything by Monday. I die die also must ya.
Vhy m i tokin 2 myself.. offf to sleepeppppp