Monday, April 26





Your girlfriend isn’t clingy because she cares. Isn’t psycho because she wants to know who you’re with. Isn’t doubtful because she fears losing you. Isn’t insecure because she thinks another girl isn’t pretty. She isn’t boring because you don’t see her dolled up anymore, she just feels comfortable. Don’t blame her if she doesn’t call you all the time, she doesn’t want you to think she’s crazy. She just wants you to have some space. When you ask your girlfriend if you can do something and she says yes, it doesn’t always mean sure, go ahead. Yes she trusts you, she just doesn’t always trust the people around you. She’s not territorial. She’s not controlling. She just likes you, wants you to stay, and is just being the normal, caring, loving, will-do-anything type of girlfriend she is. So don’t break promises, even though we know you will. So don’t ignore her, even though we know sometimes you do. Don’t take advantage of her kindness, even though you already have. & Don’t hurt her. Us girls don’t ask for much, just a moment of your time, a hand to hold, shoulder to cry on, & ears that will actually listen. We don’t expect you to be perfect because we already think you’re perfect for us. Your imperfections just make us love you more and more. So don’t hurt her, because she dropped her guard for you.

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Saturday, April 24

cycle





Today's lunch and dinner was fully packed
I was like @_@
Sometimes I'll just stop awhile and force myself to think of something to do cus everyone seems so busy and tied up. It'll cause some headache lol.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so tmr is sat! YAY. I thought today WAS sat but owells, nows the weekends, 2 more days to go and it's off day time ................
Should I be eggcited? :l ..... let's not expect much shall we?

It fucking sucks to feel like.. im not worth it... your time.
The things you used to say, really contradicts your actions.

How does it feel to be in a plight where someone loves you more than you do?
Shiok right? Because you don't need to care about the other person but he or she will still be there for you.

It hurts, imma go to sleep.





bad

Saturday, April 17





















I was like, "Hey apple! Hey! Hey! Apple!"
And she turned around and gave that face LMAO



Sam's thinking about her secret guy :D





Shak and Markoos behind us, Idris was trying to start the fire and Rafi was taking the photo for us!





Finally after 987324 times the whole of TNFS is present!
Haaiiiiiiiiiii feels like secondary school days...
&I look weird with fringe pinned up :D Hate it when your fringe sticks to your forehead and eventually clump together cus it's wet soooooooo...
DID I MENTION THAT WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO START A FIRE EVER SINCE WE STARTED?!
YA! THROUGHTOUT THE WHOLE BBQ!! Bwahahah we were cooking the food with pathetic fire but it's all cool all cool, we still got to eat till we were sick of crabsticks, hotdogs and prawns lmao :D BBQ-ed marshmallows and Chivas were the saviors ;)

Started attachment, pretty hectic but the days are passing by like zoom zoom!
Today work starts @ 3, had some really queer dream and woke up @ 12.
But I stilll feel like ==.==
Had like close to 10 hours of sleep and still ?!!?
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

wtf today sat alr!

Thursday, April 15

This sucks!!!!!!!!!!! Why do I have feelings like this!?!?? It sucks cus I'll be the only one feeling this way and it sucks even more to know that you'll be okay with it!!!!!!!!! Need to get this fucked up feelings out of me!! I don't want to see how it'll go. No time no communication no initiative. Fuck. Ok I need to learn. Work work work.

Friday, April 9





In your brown eyes i walked away
In your brown eyes i couldn?t stay
In your brown eyes you'll watch her go
Then turn the record on and wonder what went wrong
What went wrong

If everything was everything but everything is over
Everything could be everything if only we were older
I guess it's just a silly song about you
And how i lost you and your brown eyes

In your brown eyes i was feeling low
'cause they're brown eyes and you never know
Got some brown eyes but i saw her face
I knew that it was wrong
So baby turn the record on play that song

Where everything was everything but everything is over
Everything could be everything if only we were older
I guess it's just a silly song about you
And how i lost you and your brown eyes brown eyes

Everything was everything but baby it's the last show
Everything could be everything but it's time to say goodbye so
Get your last fix and your last hit
Grab your old girl with her new tricks
Honey yeah it's no surprise that i got lost in your brown eyes
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Eggcited for BBQ tmr! Vani's gonna bring over the comics that Cheryl, her and me have created during FUCKING BORING lessons when we were Sec 4! HAHAHAHAH CANT WAIT TO SEE EM. Sure gonna lose some kilos laughing my guts out :D

Wednesday, April 7




I just want to protect myself from hurting myself.
6 more days to attachment.

I just watched as time wizzed past me
yet, no one sees the importance of time

why am I me?

Saturday, April 3




The most powerful, influential and beautiful thing on Earth;

Love

It's priceless.





But in the end I'll always be who I think I am.
Someone who gave her heart but never got it back.